Chapter 209 Trapped
"Then do you want to divorce him?" Xia Nan asked her tentatively.
From the moment Nuan Nuan told her that she wanted to divorce Huo Shijin, she was very opposed in her heart.
She could see that Huo Shijin really liked Nuan Nuan, and Nuan Nuan couldn't let him go at all.
And there is a child bond between them, which can never be broken clearly.
"Before, I was sure that my heart was far away from him, but when I saw him again today, I found that I couldn't do it at all." Gu Xiangnuan frowned her forehead tightly, she was really uncomfortable with her indecisive appearance.
"Since you can't do it, indulge yourself again." Xia Nan knew that she was now trapped in a whirlpool, and someone needed to pull her, "Actually, you have been trapped in the past and never really come out." ”
Although Huo Shijin told her his heart, those things still made her unable to get out.
"You're right, I really can't get out." Gu Xiangnuan's eyes were a little dry and drooped, "As soon as I thought that he had introduced him to that lewd man in order to get rid of me, I didn't consciously resist when I thought that he didn't trust me." ”
"I also try to forget those things, but even if I forget some memories, my heart will still be instinctive."
"You always say that Huo Shijin doesn't trust you, but you don't trust him yourself." Xia Nan was also very helpless about the two of them always being suspicious of each other, "In fact, in the final analysis, it is you who care too much about each other, take each other too seriously, and are not allowed to be violated, so you obviously love each other, but you don't dare to say it out loud, for fear of hurting each other." ”
Gu Xiangnuan fell silent.
She didn't trust Huo Shijin so deeply in her heart, it was true.
As for whether they love each other too much, she doesn't know.
She couldn't even see herself clearly, let alone understand Huo Shijin.
"Just tell me what you think now." Xia Nan was a little anxious.
She once thought that as long as Huo Shijin took one step, Nuan Nuan would not be so tired.
Now I think it's all wrong.
Nuan Nuan walked 99 steps, but she set up a door in front of her.
I don't want to come out, and others don't want to go in.
She wanted her to open the door and go inside.
"I don't know, but I don't seem to be so strong about the idea of divorce." Gu Xiangnuan didn't know if this change in his heart was because of his children or because of himself.
However, she thinks it should be her own reasons.
Xia Nan quietly breathed a sigh of relief when she heard what she said.
As long as her best friend has the idea of not getting divorced, she believes that Huo Shijin will definitely be able to open the door set up by her best friend.
"Then are you going to take the children back to Haishi together," Xia Nan was a little looking forward to the picture of their family of four living together.
"Where do you think I can hide my child now?" Gu Xiangnuan smiled weakly.
She has always wanted her child to be by her side, and she was afraid that Huo Shijin would know to snatch the child from her, so she even hid it from her parents.
Now that he already knows, there is no need for her to let the child be separated from her, and even if she is willing, Huo Shijin, the domineering person, will never allow the child to be left alone in the flower market.
"I think you should try it with him," Xia Nan didn't let go of the opportunity to open her heart at all, even if it was for the sake of the child. ”
She felt that since both of them liked each other and had missed it for five years, they shouldn't miss it again.
"I don't want to use the child as an excuse," Gu Xiangnuan paused and looked at her seriously, "But try it with him, I've thought about it." ”
She didn't know when this idea arose in her heart, but she felt that she should let go of the past and get to know Huo Shijin in a new way.