Chapter 181: Think about your identity
"Then why did you go over, don't you know your own identity? How can you be worthy of the commander, how can you be worthy of me, how can you be worthy of your father. ”
Ye Ying's mind was a mess, and her emotions were a little excited, "I don't know what my identity is, I only know that people shouldn't live for others when they live, so I will live desperately." “
After speaking, Ye Ying's eye sockets were hot, and a crystal tear slid down her cheek and fell to the ground, she wiped it casually, turned her head and ran away.
Su Ziheng was stunned in place for a long, long time, and finally showed a helpless smile, "It turns out that the eldest brother still hasn't been able to understand you." ”
Ye Ying cried while running, she ran for a while, stopped her steps, squatted on the ground weakly, and cried loudly, all the depression and confusion of these days poured down with hot tears.
She doesn't have any friends here, she can only bear all the hardships by herself, she is tired, really tired, what is she living for?
The bright sunlight fell on Ye Ying's shoulders, and her hair shone with a faint light, she wiped away her tears and slowly got up, with thousands of flowers in front of her, and the fragrance was overflowing.
This reminded her of the time she met Qi Muyuan in the garden, thousands of flowers surrounded him, like an untouchable landscape, close but far away, after all, he was not the real Qi Muyuan.
Ye Ying let out a long sigh, and just as she wanted to turn around, she heard a cold voice coming.
"Sakura?"
Ye Ying's misty eyes blinked, his lips opened slightly, and he slowly turned around, a familiar face, a familiar voice, but his heart was unfamiliar to Ye Ying.
Qi Muyuan's gaze was strong, burning Ye Ying for no reason, she smiled bitterly on her lips, and said, "Long time no see." ”
Qi Muyuan's heart trembled, why did she appear here, shouldn't she be in the palace? There was silence for a long time.
He just wanted to lift his foot over, but in the end he pinched his palm, but he didn't take that step after all, "Sakura, why are you here?" ”
Ye Ying lowered her eyebrows, listening to his tone, I was afraid that there was no way back, and she couldn't help crying and laughing, "Why do you think I'm here?" ”
Qi Muyuan's face was a little flustered, but Ye Ying looked at Qi Muyuan with blank eyes, but a few steps away, it seemed like a long, long distance.
Ye Ying had tears in the corners of her eyes, but there was a smile on her lips, "Qi Muyuan, no, general, there is one thing I haven't told you, I haven't lost my memory." ”
Qi Muyuan's eyes hurt, he wanted to step forward and hug her, telling her that he was Qi Muyuan, and he was Qi Muyuan whom she loved deeply.
Ye Ying looked up at the sky, suddenly grinned, and shouted, "Qi Muyuan, can you hear me?" I hate you because I loved you. ”
She cried breathlessly, and finally moved her gaze back to Qi Muyuan, although Ye Ying's gaze stayed on him, Qi Muyuan felt that Ye Ying didn't see him.
This made Qi Muyuan feel a kind of loss in his heart, an unpredictable loss.
Obviously, he is Qi Muyuan, who has been with her for so many years, but she can't confirm herself, this feeling is too strange.
"Qi Muyuan, you should know that your tepidity is your most powerful weapon, may you ...... ten years later May you die with hatred in ten years! ”
Ye Ying gritted her teeth and said this, and then fainted to the ground, with a tear still hanging on her face.
Seeing the situation, Qi Muyuan hurriedly ran over, hugged Ye Ying in his arms, his eyebrows were full of worry and helplessness, he lowered his head and kissed away the salty tears, and then dropped a gentle kiss on her forehead.
"You can hate me, silly girl, but why should you curse yourself like that?"
Ye Ying had already fainted to death, of course she didn't hear this paragraph, and the only confession in that paragraph was also sealed in Qi Muyuan's heart.
Some people don't say it, but they love it more deeply than anyone else.
As the night gradually fell, a "master" woke Ye Ying up from her sleep, and when she opened her eyes, she saw a happy face of Ah Ran, "Master, you finally woke up, you can be regarded as frightened Ah Ran." ”
Ye Ying propped herself up, rubbed her temples, and asked lazily, "What's wrong with me?" ”
"The master has been in a coma for seven days, and he only woke up today."
Ye Ying sorted out her thoughts, wasn't she in the wilderness before? And when she saw Qi Muyuan, Ye Ying hurriedly grabbed Ah Ran and asked, "Ah Ran, how did I come back?" ”
"The master was sent back by the woman in red before." Ah Ran replied truthfully.
Ye Ying frowned, "What about the general?" ”
"Master, have you forgotten? Didn't the general go on the march? ”
Ye Ying was stunned for a moment and said, "I know, you go down first." ”
"Okay, if the master has anything you want to eat, Ah Ran will go and let the small kitchen make it."
"No, I'll rest for a while, and then I'll call you if I'm hungry."
"Yes."
After Ah Ran withdrew, Ye Ying quickly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked to the bronze mirror, her face was haggard, her hand unconsciously slipped to the center of her eyebrows, and a burning sensation came, as if she remembered Qi Muyuan......
"I'm afraid I'm thinking too much." Ye Ying smiled self-deprecatingly, and after thinking about it, maybe she was emotional, and maybe she was hallucinating for a while.
Ye Ying looked at the room, she didn't expect that in just a few months, she would have feelings for this place, she thought that she could be unintentional, "It shouldn't be so deep." ”
A few days later, Ye Ying went to see Princess Jingyue and Fu Yu, but on the way back, she unfortunately met Lan'er, although she was domineering, she didn't have anything good to say at all.
But Ye Ying saw that she was pitiful, so she didn't care anymore.
Lan'er looked her up and down, with a relentless expression in her eyes, and her words were extremely mean, "Yo, sister, is this back?" ”
"Yes, thank you sister for your concern." Ye Ying replied calmly.
"I can't imagine that there are really ghosts in this world, and some people can come back alive because they have seen ghosts." Lan'er glanced at Ye Ying.
Ye Ying gritted her teeth and held back, but she still fought back: "It's a ghost, but it seems that the ghost is still a little similar to my sister, just as beautiful and moving." ”
"You ......" Lan'er was so angry that she couldn't say a word.
Ye Ying walked in front of her, already taller than her, and lowered her head to stare at Lan'er's eyes.
"I thought my sister was a powerful master, but I didn't expect that she was also a person who could only play tricks, but my sister is here to remind you, the trouble comes from the mouth, so you can do it yourself."
After speaking, Ye Ying shook a cold eye and left.
Ye Ying's eyes narrowed, "Fight with me, you are still tender." ”
Ye Ying returned to the hall and sat down angrily, "It's really a tiger falling in Pingyang and being bullied by dogs." ”
Ah Ran happened to walk in from the outside, looked at Ye Ying, who was pouring water, covered her mouth and smiled, and hurriedly put the food box on the table, "Master, where is this angry?" ”
"It's nothing, let the mad dog bite." Ye Ying's eyes fell on the food box brought by Ah Ran, and her eyes lit up, "It's all done?" ”
"Well, it's done, master, try it."