No one knows how many days and nights, as soon as he closes his eyes, he can think of the little baby covered in black and blue.

Weiwei was the only thought left for him in this world, but he didn't protect it.

Self-blame, guilt, remorse.

If he hadn't gone south at that time and pushed this matter, maybe everything would have ended differently.

Maybe Weiwei won't go!

However, there are no ifs in this world.

Zhou Changdong looked down at Yu Wei, only to see that her face was full of tears at this time, and her eyes were sad.

"It's all me, it's all my ......fault," Yu Wei muttered softly, if she hadn't come back at that time, the child wouldn't have had an accident.

Zhou Changdong looked at her self-reproachful appearance, stroked her hair, and said softly:

"Don't think about it, it's all over."

Yu Wei looked up at him, behind his words were thirty-six years of long waiting and suffering, much more than her pain.

She didn't know what to say or what she could say.

I only felt that all words were pale and powerless in front of him.

Yu Wei lay on his lap, silently shedding tears.

Twilight Sihe, this cadre compound that retains the characteristics of 80 years is covered in silver everywhere.

When it was getting dark, it started to snow again.

Zhou Changdong's world is not used to the entry of any outsiders, and the living assistants and guards that were originally arranged after retirement let him return them.

This will, Zhou Changdong is cooking in the kitchen by himself, everything has long been used to it, he remembers that Weiwei is not good at cooking, thinking that he can do anything, maybe she will come back.

Yu Wei was kicked out of the kitchen by him, and she went to the yard.

The snow in the yard had been cleared in the morning, and the thin snow in the yard couldn't make a snowman, so he ran out of the yard and went outside to pile it.

Almost everyone has moved out of the family home here, and the dilapidated house is almost uninhabited. Ranwen

The snow was uncleaned, and it was piled up thickly.

Yu Wei went to an open place over there and began to build a snowman, first building a tall and mighty one, and then piling a small bird on the side.

Waiting for everything to be finished, Yu Wei thought of the time when they built a snowman by the river in their hometown that year.

Yu pursed his lips slightly and smiled, and rolled a cylinder in the snow and put it on the tall and mighty snowman.

That year, by the creek, she did just that.

Zhou Changdong cooked, and when he saw that Yu Wei was not in the room and there was no one in the yard, he chuckled in his heart.

The first reaction was that she was gone!

After that, he sat weakly on the stone bench in the courtyard, and let the snowflakes fall on him.

Shoulders full of heads.

For thirty-six years, he had become accustomed to solitude.

But when the warm light appears and disappears, the loneliness at this time is even worse.

He didn't know how long he had been sitting, and it took a long time before he smiled bitterly.

It's okay to leave, originally, he didn't plan to let her stay.

Even if she doesn't leave, I'm going to send her away.

Can't let her waste her whole life on him.

When Zhou Changdong was about to stand up, she listened to the sound of squeaking snow outside the door, and then her quiet little face appeared outside the door.

Zhou Changdong only felt that the blood in his whole body was like a dam flooding, and it boiled instantly.

He strode away and grabbed her.

"Where have you been?"

He didn't even notice the tremor or fear in his voice.

I'm afraid it's a dream, following the countless scenes of the past thirty-six years, it's so beautiful, but when I open my eyes, she is gone.