Chapter 754: This is the end of it
As soon as the car stopped, Zheng Xinyu pushed the door and got out of the car, and walked forward without looking back.
Mousse immediately turned off the engine and got out of the car, stepped forward and grabbed Zheng Xinyu's hand: "Xinyu, where are you going?" ”
"I can take a taxi back by myself, you can go!"
"What did I do to make you uncomfortable?" Mousse said anxiously, "You tell me, I can change it!" ”
Zheng Xinyu looked straight into Mousse's eyes: "You have never been able to get out of the shadow of Jiang Wenwen's death, you give up the relationship between us and make me feel uncomfortable, can you change it?" ”
"I ......"
"You don't need to say it, I know you can't change it at all, so please let it go, I'll just go back by myself, I don't need to bother you!"
"Xinyu, I'm sorry!"
Zheng Xinyu shook off Mousse's hand fiercely: "The last thing I want to hear is these three words, do you think that if you say sorry, you can heal the damage you have caused me?" If not, why apologize, do you know that these three words hurt me the most. ”
"Xinyu ......"
"I know you have nothing to say, and I thought I was going to let you go, but why did you appear in front of me again at this time, Mousse, since you can't give me a promise, please stay away from my life, okay?" Zheng Xinyu's eyes were a little red, but his eyes were already glued to Mousse's body.
She wished that Mousse could tell her that he could let go of Jiang Wenwen's death and that the two of them could be together again, but Mousse didn't say anything.
Zheng Xinyu's heart was torn in half at this moment, she never thought that a person's heart could hurt so much.
"Mousse, if you can't give me the future I want, then please stay away from me, okay?"
"Xinyu, I didn't want to disturb your life, I really didn't expect you to be in the Qi family."
Zheng Xinyu curled the corners of her lips and smiled bitterly: "I know that I can't blame you for this matter, I should have guessed earlier that you would pick up your brother-in-law from the hospital, and I blamed me for not thinking it through, but why did you promise to send me home?" And why are you asking those meaningless questions in the car, do you think I'm going to have a good time with this? ”
She looked fiercely into Mousse's eyes: "I tell you, all my misfortunes are caused by you, I just want you to always have an apology to me in your heart, I just want you to never forget me." ”
Mousse smiled helplessly and said, "Even if you don't do anything, I will never forget you." ”
"Mousse, I'm really tired, why can't you like me?"
Mousse stepped forward and hugged Zheng Xinyu's shoulders tightly: "It's my fault, I don't dislike you, it's just that I haven't been able to overcome the shadow in my heart yet, Xinyu, I want you to live happily better than anyone else." ”
Zheng Xinyu cried silently in Mousse's arms: "Mousse, you...... You're a liar, you're the source of all my unhappiness, if you hadn't told me you loved me too, I wouldn't have fallen so deep at all, but you turned away after I was in the mud, why were you so ruthless? ”
Mousse hugged Zheng Xinyu tightly, his heart was full of pity and remorse, he almost wanted to tell Zheng Xinyu everything now, and then begged Zheng Xinyu to give him a chance to start over.
But Mousse knew that he couldn't do this, and he didn't know if he could break free from the shadow of Jiang Wenwen's death, his obsession with Jiang Wenwen was so deep that even the psychiatrist couldn't give him an accurate answer.
So Mousse couldn't give Zheng Xinyu an answer at this time, except for "I'm sorry", he really didn't know what else he could say to Zheng Xinyu.
Mousse gently patted Zheng Xinyu's shoulder: "Xinyu, it's all my fault, you calm down and don't punish yourself with my fault, okay?" ”
"So what do you ask me to do, and what can I do now?"
"I'll send you home, after you go back, you can sleep well, tomorrow is a new day, if you don't want to see me, I promise I won't appear in front of you in the future, okay?"
Mousse carried Zheng Xinyu back to the co-pilot and carefully fastened the seat belt for her, Zheng Xinyu now seemed to be drained of strength, and the whole person was like a puppet holding the seat belt, motionless.
Mousse didn't dare to speak anymore, and he didn't know what kind of harm his words would bring to Zheng Xinyu.
"It's here," Mousse rubbed Zheng Xinyu's hair: "Go home and sleep well, I promise that after you wake up, I won't appear in your world." ”
Originally, this was what Zheng Xinyu wanted, but after really hearing Mousse say this, Zheng Xinyu's heart was tightly pinched, and she couldn't help herself and said, "Go in and have a drink with me!" ”
Mousse said distressedly: "You should go and get a good night's sleep now, instead of drinking." ”
Zheng Xinyu grabbed Mousse's suit tightly: "Don't you really want to drink with me?" ”
"You really need to rest."
"Okay," Zheng Xinyu suddenly raised her head and smiled, "If you don't accompany me, then I'll go to the bar, where there are people to drink with me." ”
"Xinyu, do you know what you're talking about? It's dangerous for you to go to a bar alone as a girl, and it's just afternoon, and the bars haven't opened yet, where are you going to drink? ”
Zheng Xinyu said indifferently: "It doesn't matter if it's not business hours, I can wait!" ”
Mousse rubbed his temples with a headache: "Okay, I'll accompany you back to drink." ”
He thought that Zheng Xinyu would say a few words to him, but who knew that Zheng Xinyu was really just looking for him to drink, and she took out a few bottles of beer and liquor from the refrigerator
Just sat down opposite Mousse, and before Mousse could say anything, Zheng Xinyu opened the wine bottle, poured himself a slow glass of red wine, raised his hand, but said in a low mood: "Happy breakup!" ”
"Xinyu, don't drink like this!"
"But I feel bad, I just want to have a good drink, maybe when I wake up, I can really let go of everything."
Mousse grabbed Zheng Xinyu's hand: "It's not good for your stomach to drink like this." ”
Zheng Xinyu broke away from Mousse's hand: "Don't be coy at this time, okay?" If you really cared about me, you wouldn't have broken up with me, now let me not get drunk, what qualifications do you have? ”
Mousse smiled bitterly: "You're right, I'm really not qualified, I'm sorry for you from beginning to end." ”
"Okay, I said I didn't want to hear those three words again."
Mousse also poured himself a whole glass of red wine: "Okay, if you want to drink, I'll accompany you!" ”
After a while, the two of them got themselves drunk.
Zheng Xinyu held the wine glass and touched the wine glass of Mousse: "Mousse, I don't like you after this time, I decided to let you go, and you are not allowed to regret it in the future." ”
"I'll regret it, but as long as you're happy!"
Zheng Xinyu suddenly put down the wine glass, grabbed Mousse's neckline, and asked resentfully: "Mousse, why are you treating me like this, you promised to be with me, but after giving me hope, you broke up with me again, and you have always shown that you love me very much, so I can't completely put you down." ”
Mousse raised his hand to comb Zheng Xinyu's hair, and said softly: "I don't know why I'm so excessive, but, Xinyu, I didn't mean all this, whether you want to believe me or not, I have to tell you." ”
Zheng Xinyu reached out and hammered Mousse's chest: "You are a villain." ”
"Yes, I'm a badass!"
"But why do I like you so much?"
Zheng Xinyu stepped forward and kissed Mousse's lips in a daze, Mousse felt that his soul was shaken, Zheng Xinyu tentatively stuck out his tongue, and Mousse did not refuse.
The spark between the two of them was ignited at once, and just when the two of them were about to get out of control, Mousse's sanity finally came back, and he stretched out his hand to push Zheng Xinyu away: "Xinyu, we can't do this, we've broken up, I can't do this to you, I'll go first." ”
Mousse stood up and didn't dare to look at Zheng Xinyu again, he was afraid that he would indulge in Zheng Xinyu's eyes as soon as he turned around.
After Mousse left, Zheng Xinyu's eyes suddenly became clear, she swept the wine on the table to the ground, she had already put down her dignity and done so much, but Mousse still refused to take a step beyond Lei Chi, it seems that Mousse has been determined to break up with her.
Before going to Qi's house today, Zheng Xinyu had already guessed that Mousse should also appear in that place, but Zheng Xinyu still went, first, to see Qi Jingchen, but also to see if there was any possibility between her and Mousse.
If it weren't for the effect of alcohol, she wouldn't have had the courage to do the series of actions just now, but she didn't expect that she had already done it, and Mousse still pushed her away and left.
Zheng Xinyu feels that she has done everything she can do, she really can't forget Mousse, but she has worked hard for this relationship, but Mousse still doesn't want it, she can only give up, maybe giving up is her best choice, she can clearly have a better choice, go to find someone who really likes herself, why bother with Mousse.
She looked at the door that was opened and closed by Mousse, and said lightly: "Mousse, it's over, everything ends here, I won't appear in your life again in the future, and I won't be stupid anymore." ”
Zheng Xinyu opened a bottle of beer and poured it into her mouth violently, she had no way to think now, she just wanted to get drunk, and when she woke up tomorrow, she would give herself a fresh start.
When she wakes up tomorrow, there will be no more Mousse in her world, and Zheng Xinyu will definitely clear him from her heart.