After Zeng returned home in April, he stared blankly at Chunyuan's photo, is it really impossible for us? Why can't I coax it this time? Why did she use to watch the basketball I played, but today she left halfway? Now no matter what I do, she won't stay with me?

Zeng April suddenly thought that he didn't care much about her academic performance, and if she was still like this, then I would continue to implement a "lockdown policy" on her until her heart returned to me.

The teacher has been replaced.

Zeng April was transferred to a position far away from Chunyuan. Junwon's new seat is a second row near the wall. This incident is the happiest thing for Junwon in recent months. After sitting for a day, she found that some things were not as simple as she had imagined. It's not like changing seats and everything is settled. There was no one on the right, the girl on the left didn't want to talk to Chunyuan, and Song Xiaomi seemed to have changed, and the two of them were no longer so close.

In the front is Zeng April's friend, and the girl in the back chats with his boyfriend every day. After a day of understanding, Chunyuan was sure that no one spoke to him, and he fell into a state of great sadness. Zeng April always stared at Chunyuan. As soon as Chunyuan turned his head, he looked at Zeng April. She hated the feeling. Finally made it to the end of school. Chun Yuan didn't want to stay with Zeng April, and Chun Yuan also learned to be smart this time. Run after school.

Chun Yuan looked at the clock, and always felt that the time passed very slowly today, and five minutes before school, Chun Yuan packed his bag. Zeng April watched Chunyuan pack up his things, and he immediately packed up his things. The moment when school zero starts. Chun Yuan immediately picked up his school bag, opened the door of the classroom, and was the first to rush out of the classroom. Zeng April also walked out of the classroom through the back door. Chunyuan felt that there were so many people today, but Chunyuan didn't think about it so much, and walked forward slowly.

The further you go, the fewer people in front of you become. When Chun Yuan walked to that dark place, a figure suddenly appeared, and Chun Yuan turned his head to see that this person was Zeng April. The two looked at each other, and Chun Yuan wanted to hug him, but she didn't dare, because this person didn't belong to her anymore, belonged to another person, and she couldn't hurt another person for her own happiness. Tears moistened her eyes, and she confessed that she still loved her, but she couldn't be so selfish. I can't hurt another person for the sake of my own happiness, it's not Junwon.

Chunwon knew that he could do nothing but fall into endless pain. Went down the steps by himself, Zeng April looked at Chunyuan's distant figure, and saw Chunyuan covering his mouth with his own hand, Zeng April knew that Chunyuan was crying, this was not the result he wanted to see, he just didn't want Chunyuan to leave him, Chunyuan cried. My heart was pierced deeply, and it was pain but pain. The first feeling of heartache was when I broke up for the first time.

Although the location where Zeng April stood was very close to Xia Qiange's classroom, Zeng April went directly back to his home, and on the way, Zeng April asked himself, "Do I really not like Chunyuan?" I dislike her poor grades, she has many shortcomings, why every time I get along with other girls, I think of Chunyuan, and when I see her in contact with other boys, my heart will tremble involuntarily. ”

"When I see her crying, I will be very sad, and this pain is worse than when my first love broke up with me. Why is that? Every time she is defeated by the facts, the kind of strength that she never admits defeat when she stands up strongly, can infect herself. The more Zeng April thought about it, the more he realized that he was thinking too much, so he didn't dare to think downward, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control himself.

I'm not in the mood to do my homework today, I'm lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, tears are involuntarily flowing from the corners of my eyes, he knows that these are tears of pain, he seems to understand that he has fallen in love with Chunyuan, but when did this start.

Maybe since that time Chunyuan went out with his brother, I felt heartache, no, it was before that, it seemed that I had always cared about him, but when I was with her, I disliked her and felt that she was not worthy of herself, and when she wanted to break up with all her might, Chunyuan fulfilled herself, but why did she have that kind of unwillingness to be dumped, and then relied on Xia Qiange's group of girls to accompany her to relieve her pain. Forget it, I don't want to, love what's the matter.

Xia Qiange was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, she was thinking about Zeng April, who had always gone to her classroom to wait for herself, and waited until the lights went out today, but she still didn't wait for Zeng April, why didn't he come to him today, did he rekindle his old relationship with Chunyuan. Xia Qiange couldn't help but dial Xu Anxi's mobile phone anymore, and the mobile phone was dialed.

"Sister, April is not close to Chunyuan in your class."

"The teacher has separated the two of them, the two of them are far apart, it's impossible, the two don't say a word."

"Sister, are you telling the truth?"

"Sister, what I said is true." Xia Qiange was very happy to hear Anxi call her sister this time, but Zeng April was Xu Anxi's brother.

"I know, I guess there is too much homework, so let's do it myself." Xia Qiange eliminated the doubts in his heart and smiled.

Chunyuan looked at the ceiling, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes one by one, she wanted to control herself, but she couldn't control it, wouldn't it be good to break up and get together and disperse? I've always liked you, but you don't dare to let me love, if I fall in love with you, I will suffer the condemnation of my conscience, not to mention that you still have a girlfriend, why did you break me so much in April, I feel like I'm going to die. Why do you have to force me to stay with you.

You know what, I've lost a lot, including friends, relationships, my parents always quarrel with me every time because of my poor grades. I've been in school for so many years, I just want to take the college entrance exam once, I don't want to repeat it. I don't want to lose the college entrance exam. If I lose myself, I have no way to account for myself. Why are you pushing me so hard?

Is there any other way for me to continue to love you.

Junwon's eyes were closed, as if he was suffering from the pain of digging out his heart. After a while, she sorted out her emotions and thought that she had no other way but to let herself continue to love her. Looking at the clock, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and others had already fallen asleep, looking at their pillows, they felt a little sorry for it, and it was wet again.

The next morning, after self-study, I saw that Zeng April didn't go to breakfast, and I didn't want to eat it, so I looked at him seriously. Chun Won ran to Zeng April's position.

"Have you eaten in April?"

"Didn't eat it." Answered very politely.

"I'll go and bring you food and buy some bread."

"I don't want to eat it." Zeng April's face was sad, and Chunyuan didn't think he had heard what he said.

Chunyuan brought food to Zeng April outside, but Zeng April didn't ask for it, so Chunyuan gave up, and immediately brought the food back to his place, and only ate a little by himself. It is amazing that Junwon finds that his appetite has changed for the better, and he seems to be his own antidote and his own poison.

Chunyuan was too sleepy for self-study in the evening, so he fell asleep on his stomach. Because the sound was too loud, Chun Yuan was woken up, and turned around to see Zeng April standing next to Xu Anxi, with Chun Yuan in his eyes.

"I eat like this." Zeng April pointed to the rose candy in Xu Anxi's hand. Chunyuan looked at him strangely, Zeng April saw that Chunyuan didn't cry, he left and returned to his place, packed his schoolbag and left.