120: A gust of wind
It was another morning rush hour, and Zhao Zhao, who was huddled in the corner of the bed, was really reluctant to get up.
Thinking about it, Zhao Zhao, who has to take soy milk to squeeze the bus later, is even more big.
But after all, there is no way, how can there be so many people in this world who are happy, but just running around for a hard life.
If anyone can be spoiled as a little princess, who would want to be so busy getting up early and greedy at night.
In fact, Zhao Xun complained in his heart, after all, he still had to report to the unit at eight o'clock.
It's a fair world, and everyone is an individual.
Maybe some people are born with a golden key in their mouth, and in the rest of their lives, they don't have to worry about eating and drinking.
But Zhao Xun is not the kind of person, she is the third kind of person in addition to all the *** and the rich second generation.
Don't be angry, don't hate the world, with their hard-working hands, work more and get less.
If he can have the next generation in this life, then Zhao Xun only hopes that he can live better than her generation.
But since she married Lao Deng Tou, she has never given birth to a son and a half daughter, so this idea has been shattered.
If it weren't for the fact that her father needed someone to take care of her, Zhao said that she might not have lived in this town long ago.
Because in the deepest part of Zhao Xun's bones, she actually yearns for freedom.
The freedom here may not be a conversation between three or two friends, nor is it a trip that is just a matter of walking.
Freedom is independence, loneliness, self-discipline, non-attachment, non-fear, and debauchery.
When he is alone, it is the time when Zhao Zhao realizes his true self.
I'm awake, I'm asleep, an angel, a demon.
But in fact, it is really difficult to achieve true freedom.
This is a passage recorded by Zhao Xun in her diary:
"If there is an afterlife, I will become the soil;
If there is an afterlife, I would like to turn into spring rain;
If there is an afterlife, I would like to be turned into sunshine;
I want to be all things in the world, and when I am happy, I will be happy until I float, and when I am sad, I will be silent in the dirt.
No one can sway her, no one can pay attention to her, no one can restrain her.
She is unique.
She is indispensable.
Be a gust of breeze, cross the mountains and mountains, and be at ease.
Be a prodigal disciple, merry and happy, with wind and snow.
However, there are so many people in the world, and I am just an island in my sleep.
Between love and freedom, I can only choose ...... love"
After squinting for a while with his eyes closed, Zhao Xun still struggled to get up with his tired body.
When Zhao Xun got dressed and was about to leave the living room, he didn't expect his father to follow the same procedure as yesterday, and he packed up early and prepared to go out.
Zhao Xun looked at his father who had returned to normal, and couldn't help asking:
"Dad, you get up so early every day, is there something wrong?"
"No, no."
"Then why are you getting up so early?"
"Oh, I haven't been sleeping well lately, so I wake up in the morning and go out for a walk."
"Then you're too early......"
Faced with Zhao Xun's questioning, his father still chose to avoid answering.
But Zhao Xun knows very well in his heart that after living together for more than 20 years, his father is not the kind of person who goes out to exercise at five o'clock in the morning.
In addition, my father is a little sick now, if it weren't for something, my father would never be so abnormal.
But my father, if he really didn't want to say it, Zhao Xun didn't dare to ask more.
Looking at the time, it was very close to the time to go to work, and Zhao Xun didn't have time to work on his father, so he ate a bite of food and hurried to squeeze the bus.
Before Zhao Xun walked down the stairs, he saw Wang Yi's car parked at the door of the building.
Zhao Xun felt a warm current pass by in his heart.
Yesterday, he was still feeling disappointed by Wang Yi's sudden departure, but today he was waiting for her downstairs at Zhao Zhao's house so early.
At this moment, Zhao Xun felt very relieved.
No matter how much discomfort there was yesterday, at this moment, it has already disappeared.
"Come on, get in the car."
After Wang Yi saw Zhao Xun come out, he rolled down the window and said to Zhao Xun.
"When did you come back?"
"I came back last night, you get in the car first, it's too cold outside, I'll send you to work."
Zhao Xun got into Wang Yi's car without thinking.
"How long have you been here?"
"It didn't take long, just arrived."
"I want you to send me, won't it be too much trouble for you?"
"It's okay, isn't this also a stopper, it's not troublesome at all."
Although Wang Yi said this, Zhao Xun still felt a little uneasy to go.
In order to express Wang Yi's kindness to her, when she was about to walk to the unit, Zhao Xun sent an invitation to Wang Yi.
"Do you have time to get off work at night? Would you like to come to my house for dinner? ”
As soon as he heard that he was going to Zhao Zhao's house for dinner, Wang Yi was of course very happy.
"To go, to go."
Seeing Wang Yi smiling like a child, Zhao Xun couldn't help but laugh.
After arriving at the unit, the moment Zhao Xun said goodbye to Wang Yi, Zhao Xun actually had a feeling that he had just been together, but he was about to be separated.
Wang Yi also seemed to see Zhao's reluctance, and comforted:
"Go ahead, I'll wait for you downstairs after work in the evening."
This sentence "I'm waiting for you downstairs", Zhao Xun listened to it with a red face, and at the same time his heart was warm.
When Zhao changed into work clothes and walked into the hall excitedly, he looked at everyone there and seemed to be whispering something.
Zhao Xun, who was in a good mood, also wanted to lean over and see what everyone was discussing.
But when Zhao Xun walked in, everyone dispersed.
"Huh? What do you mean? ”
It's as if no one saw her.
When Zhao returned to his desk, he saw that Ah Xiang had not yet arrived.
Zhao found Ah Xiang and his own water cup, and went to get a cup of warm boiled water, and put a few rose leaves in it.
Sniff it gently, and the fragrance of rose tea comes to your nose elegantly.
It doesn't have the sweet feeling of being a rose, but it's a calming taste.
Gently shake the bottle, and the brightness of the roses blooms little by little in the water, and finally melts away.
Zhao Xun nodded with satisfaction, and secretly rejoiced in the flower tea he brewed.
People are in good spirits at happy events, and it is really not false at all.
When she put the teacup on Ah Xiang's desk, all Zhao Xun's mind kept thinking about was one question, what kind of meal did she have to cook for Wang Yi tonight?
Unconsciously, several dishes were already spinning in Zhao Xun's mind.
"Good morning! Chick ......"
was slapped from behind, and Zhao Xun reacted from the many dishes.
I was thinking about Wang Yi just now, and I was too engrossed.
"Sister Xiang!"
"Well, it's early!"
"You really scared me a little bit just now."
"Scared you, no, why didn't I see you jump? Hey hey ......"
"Look at you, how old are you, and you're still teasing me."
"Then who made you think about something in the morning so fascinating, I used to just push the door, you saw me early, today I photographed you, you almost didn't react."
"Oh, yes."
Ah Xiang put down the things, sat on the chair and skillfully slid to Zhao Xun's side, and asked:
"Are you alright?"
"It's okay, what can I do."
"yes, how do you feel like you're a little different from usual?"
"I guess I didn't sleep last night, I'll be fine later."
"Oh, it's okay, then I'll go back to work."
"Uh-huh, go ahead."
After Ah Xiang slid back to his desk, Zhao Xun let out a long breath and thought to himself:
"Am I so obviously different from usual? Hey, forget it, I don't want to, I'll see him at night anyway. ”
In less than a minute, Ah Xiang suddenly reached over her slender hands, holding a box of desserts or something in her palm.
“
Ao, Guagua and his dad came back and bought a new oven, my son baked it yesterday, I brought you a box, how about it taste? ”
"Wow, melon roasted, this is also great, then you help me go back and say thank you to him."
"Got it."
Zhao Xun opened the biscuit box and saw that there was also a post-it note attached to it, which read:
"Thank you little beauty for coming early in the morning to help me make tea, Rose Rose, I love you."
There is also a gesture attached to it with a refill.
Looking at such a hypocritical Sister Ah Xiang, Zhao Xun couldn't help but smile secretly.
Although Ah Xiang Da Zhao is looking for teenagers, in terms of life, Ah Xiang is not only her big sister, but also her good friend.
"Let's stop the work in hand, at 09:00 in the morning, Mr. Liu will hold a temporary meeting in the conference center, the time is estimated to be short, everyone will integrate the work in advance of the work."
Zhao Xun looked at the still charming female secretary Lina in front of him, who was not at all the same person as Lina she saw in the movie theater that day.
Lina stood there, looking so confident in every word, contrary to her shy little appearance that day.
If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, just listening to others, he would not have believed that a person could have such a big duality.
When it was almost nine o'clock, everyone arranged their own work and went to the conference room in advance to wait for Mr. Liu to come over for a meeting.
"Xiao Zhao, congratulations!"
At this time, it was Wang Mian of the Propaganda Department who was speaking.
I don't have much communication with Zhao Xun on weekdays, and at most I am familiar with each other in the unit.
Now that he said such a sentence, Zhao Xun must have been surprised, and Zhao Xun asked rhetorically:
"Congratulations?"
"That's right, aren't you with that Mr. Wang, I know him."
I don't know why, Wang Yan suddenly raised his voice.
For a while, Zhao Xun was a little overwhelmed.
"What do you mean?"
"You and Mr. Wang, everyone has heard about it, right?"
Wang Yan said to the staff who had already come to the conference room.
Zhao Xun looked around, and sure enough, most of them were nodding at Wang Yan.