Chapter 47: My Own Opinion

Time passes by the second.

And I, too, have been sitting on the bench, silently staring ahead.

From beginning to end, my eyes were full of determination.

It's like having made up your mind.

There was no wavering.

At first, Chen Xu didn't care about me.

Instead, let me stay aside.

I know very well in my heart that in Chen Xu's eyes, I am just a naïve child.

I've never had my own opinions.

And, what I'm doing now.

In Chen Xu's eyes, it was just a joke.

I don't know how long I've been waiting, but I feel a little sleepy.

The surroundings are surprisingly quiet.

Except for the occasional cricket call, I couldn't hear anything anymore.

My body was getting tired and tired, and even my eyelids were starting to fight.

But, I've always been persistent.

Rely on your own tenacious perseverance to keep your whole brain awake.

For Chen Xu, this is a completely insignificant trifle.

But for me, it's a chance to turn around.

The only chance!

No matter how big the difficulties lie ahead, I have to bite the bullet!

I don't understand if Chen Xu deliberately snubbed me.

He didn't come to me until my legs were a little numb.

Didn't even say a word to me.

The wind at night, blowing on the body, makes people very uncomfortable.

The environment of the rental house is very poor, and there is a smell of corruption everywhere.

It's dark, it's damp, and occasionally a few strange bugs pass in front of me.

In a trance, I suddenly saw a figure walking towards me.

It seems to be Chen Xu.

I rejoiced, as if I had seen victory.

I was about to stand up and call his name.

However, God has always been against me. hair

All of this is just my fantasy.

Chen Xu skipped me directly.

Immediately after, I heard the creaking of the hard wooden bed.

With a subtle click, the entire room was instantly plunged into darkness.

I can't see my fingers!

I was slightly stunned and couldn't help but gasp.

I'm not a fool, I already understand what Chen Xu looks like.

He wouldn't want to see me at all.

He treated me like a ball of air.

He didn't want to accept me at all!

I'm a little aggrieved.

I feel very uncomfortable.

But I can't do anything!

Vaguely, I seemed to hear Chen Xu's regular breathing.

It's like I'm asleep.

Sleepiness hit me, and my consciousness became more and more blurred.

I even felt a little swelling pain in my whole head.

Drowsy.

However, I always relied on my perseverance and persevered.

Gradually, I seemed to see the white of the fish belly appearing in the sky.

The first rays of sunlight in the morning soon shone into the house.

It wasn't until this moment that I felt a bright warmth.

It wasn't until the sun was high that I heard the sound of Chen Xu getting dressed.

Then, he skipped me again and went to the side to wash.

Chen Xu didn't care about me at all!

The whole day was consumed by me.

Night, once again, fell on the whole city.

Together with this dark cross alley, it was shrouded in a light veil of clouds.

I haven't eaten all day.

Cold and hungry, even his lips were chapped.

I never understood when Chen Xu would find out about my existence.

I started to think about it, and sometimes, even I didn't know what I was thinking.

My consciousness is getting weaker and weaker.

For me, every second of being here is an ordeal.

I suddenly wanted to give up.

And, just as I was about to get up and leave.

Chen Xu finally spoke.

"Shen Mo, have you thought about it? This is no joke. If you're really ready to embark on this path, there's no going back. ”

I'm a little excited.

At the same time, I felt a little surprised.

"yes, I figured it out, I had to!"

I turned around, stared at Chen Xu's eyes tightly, and said seriously.

Immediately after, I saw Chen Xu's eyes change.

His eyes revealed a hint of complexity.

It looks meaningful.

As if playing a trick, Chen Xu suddenly took out a cigarette and put it to his mouth.

Immediately afterward, he took out another cigarette and threw it at me.

After taking it, I put it to my mouth, lit it, and took a deep breath.

Smoke fills the entire lungs.

The tingling sensation suddenly hit the entire body.

However, I didn't care.

"Come with me, I'll take you to a place, there's a person, you have to meet it."

Chen Xu suddenly smiled, his smile was full of warmth.

It's night, but it's not too late.

After exiting the cross alley, there is a snack street on the opposite side.

There are also countless delicacies here.

And, here, too, I met a familiar person.

He is none other than Wu Lei!

My impression of Wu Lei is not bad.

After all, he was the one who rescued me from Fang Zhixiang's bedroom.

If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have known what it would have been.

Chen Xu told Wu Lei about me briefly.

After Wu Lei heard this, he seemed to be interested in me, and his eyes kept looking at me.

This meal, I ate a lot.

After eating and drinking, Wu Lei suddenly told me a decision.

Find Lin Xingchen to calculate the general ledger.

After listening to Wu Lei's words, I shuddered.

The whole person also gasped.

I don't know if it's the right thing to do.

However, things have come to this point, and there is no turning back.

I went back to school, went to the dorm room and took a hot shower, washing away the fatigue of the day.

Early the next morning, I walked in the direction of the classroom.

When I walked into the classroom, I suddenly saw a familiar figure.

Wei Xi!

The moment they looked at each other, I could clearly see that Wei Xi's eyes flashed with a hint of surprise.

She opened her mouth, her throat squirming up and down, as if she wanted to say something to me.

But he wanted to stop talking.

It was a moment of breathing, and Wei Xi's eyes returned to calm.

She continued to do her own thing, as if she hadn't noticed me.

I'm a little lost.

But I don't know what kind of identity I should use to stand in front of Wei Xi and communicate with her.

Ever since Wei Xi and Lin Xingchen were together, I haven't seen her smile again.

It's like a puppet!

An emotionless robot!

I know very well in my heart that this is not the life Wei Xi wants at all!

Lin Xingchen, I have to find him.

I also had to ask him for an explanation.

As time went on, others came to the class as well.

Including Lin Xingchen!

From beginning to end, my eyes were focused on Lin Xingchen's body, and I didn't move half a minute.

At this moment, my heart is full of confidence!

I sat in my seat and waited patiently......