9: Everything that is beautiful is poisonous
After Wan'er left, there was a lack of one person in the mansion from then on, this young lady who had only existed for a few days.
Although she is short-lived, everyone knows that she is a young lady, and she is a mystery of the forbidden area that they have not been able to solve since they entered the mansion.
Actually, they didn't know that when the young lady was locked up in the forbidden area, it was actually the old lady who saw that Chen'er didn't like her very much, and even hated her, so she boldly did this for Gu Chen.
This level is 12 years, and finally Wan'er has become what they call crazy.
Everyone was very sad about Wan'er's departure, and in the end, she only left two letters.
The first letter was left for Gu Chen.
To my favorite husband:
Husband, when you read this letter, I may no longer be in this world.
I knew I was sick.
I can't bear to see everyone crying at me, so please forgive me for saying goodbye to you in this way.
After so many years, now I finally have the courage to tell the secret that has been hidden in my heart for so many years, and I only ask you to forgive me and forgive the people around me.
Chen~ You and I have known each other since childhood, we have been a pair of childhood sweethearts since childhood, there is a son-in-law to bully me, you are always a boyfriend to protect me, but you have always just treated me as a sister, and I am not, so that I fell in love and couldn't extricate myself, I have liked you since I was a child, and I have long regarded you as my man in my heart.
At the beginning, for the interests of the DPRK and China, our two families had to marry, after I married into the Gu Mansion, I thought I could stay with you for a long time, but you were indifferent to me in every way, and I didn't even want to look at me anymore, I was very annoyed, and even I began to lose my temper with people, and I had to become more arrogant and domineering all day long, so as to keep my status as a young lady, and slowly, I became no longer the same me I used to be.
In the days when you were on patrol, the old lady forced me to live in the forbidden area that never saw the light of day, I really had no choice, I couldn't resist the old lady, and then even the doctor said that I had this crazy disease, I couldn't go out, and I couldn't tell you the ins and outs of the matter, I was uncomfortable! I also want to escape, I also want to end this never-ending day as soon as possible, but I thought that the old lady would send someone to guard all the exits of this house.
So I secretly sent to visit my personal maid "Xiaohuan" to help me achieve something. In this way, Xiaohuan entered your Gu family as a girl in a new identity, but I didn't expect that she was smart and clever to please the old lady in just a few days, I know, our opportunity has come.
Later, the old lady even cultivated her as her own cronies, and sent her to see me after a few days, but this saved us a lot of things between passing on information, and every time she came to report to me about the outside world, so that I could go out early, I wanted to make a comeback, you have been unkind to me, so don't blame me for being unjust! How many times, I have thought about defeating this Gu Mansion, but what I didn't expect was that you haven't married a wife in the past few years, so I relented, I thought about waiting, waiting, maybe you will come back. But then suddenly "she" appeared, and I felt that I could no longer sit idly by, I had to do something.
Actually, I've always known about you and Ai Ziye, so please apologize to her on my behalf! Ai Ziye's illness is actually I secretly sent Xiaohuan, every day to add a small amount of "strychnine" to her tea, (strychnine is toxic, adults can take 5~10mg of **** at a time can cause poisoning, 30mg can cause death, but the appropriate dose can be used as a central stimulant, which is quite useful in Western medicine) It is colorless and tasteless, for a long time, she will die of poison, and even the doctor can't diagnose and treat the cause.
Because I hate her, why should she, she can snatch you away from me alive with a maid, she is not worthy, I am a princess, I am the young lady you are marrying, I can't get it, and others can't think of it, and then I found out that I was wrong, I thought you were just playing with her, it turns out that you are really in love.
Maybe my existence is a joke!
And now, I have to say, I can't wait for you to accompany me to see what kind of flowers will bloom in the locust tree, maybe I can no longer accompany you for the next 12 years, but now, I will at least wait for you for a lifetime! Now, I'm drinking all the medicine I have left, the one I once wanted to poison an innocent person.
Husband, now I just beg you to forgive Xiaohuan and let Xiaohuan live, after all, she did all this for me, if I have to find the most sinful person in this plot, I hope that person is me, and I am willing to die to bear all these sins. If there is an afterlife, I hope that you and I are not born noble gates, so let's be an ordinary old couple, how good it would be, maybe then we can at least last a long time.
Husband, I want to thank you in my last time! You gave me a dowry, and embroidered my distant dream of acacia flowers, I will take this dream, in the distant kingdom of heaven to bless you and Ai Ziye, I know, she still loves you deeply, this wedding dress, I hope to wear it on her body, for me to complete my unfinished dream.
So, you go to her, you have to remember that you can love her, but don't lose yourself, no woman is worthy of your life to please, if you don't love yourself, no one will desperately protect you. In the past 12 years, I have hated and resented, but I have no regrets, in this relationship, you, as long as you are happy, even if there is no me in this happy position, but that is enough. Because for me, you are love, dreams, vows, waiting, future, distant, and finally, Wan'er wishes you happiness and health forever!
Wan'er handwritten
Gu Chen read it with tears in his eyes, after so many years, he has never married, although Wan'er is not in his heart, but by his side, he can't do anything more ruthless than all this!
In the past 12 years, they have tormented each other, Wan'er is like an angel with broken wings, guarding her unattainable dream, and he, for the so-called "love and dislove" in his heart, hurt a person who will never come back, he regrets it! But so what, now that the man is gone, he can never call back a second man like this!
Maybe this is love, it is broken, it owes each other, it will bloom the most beautiful flower in your heart, dazzling, but it is full of thorns, and you can't bear to touch it, in the end, you can only watch the fire from the other side, let it perish.