The girl next to Chunyuan couldn't hold back anymore, and asked Chunyuan as soon as she opened her mouth, "What are you laughing at?" What's funny, like a fool, cut. ”

Chunwon turned to look at her twice, then twisted his head back. She clenched her pen in a sneer, she looked down at the dense text in the exercise book, thinking about her own behavior, "Maybe I'm really a song fool, I do what I do, maybe only a fool would do it." ”

Chun Yuan smiled bitterly twice in her heart, continued to lower her head, and began to calculate with the pen in her hand.

Finally stayed up until noon and afternoon self-study ended, Chunyuan wanted to be the first to rush out of the classroom today, maybe she walked too fast, maybe others came out too late today, and there were a few people scattered in the corridor of Nuoda.

Chun Yuan walked to the position near Xia Qiange's classroom, and a figure suddenly ran out of the liberal arts experimental class, Chun Yuan felt a figure flying in front of Chun Yuan with a smile on his face, and Chun Yuan suddenly felt that this back figure seemed to be very familiar. She followed her gaze to the people who ran by.

She stood in place in a daze, and what she found out was not someone else, it was the person who made her miss every day, the person she loved and hated every day, Chunyuan knew that Zeng April had seen her, otherwise he couldn't face her with a smile.

Chunyuan didn't understand how she would face Zeng April? How should she face the person she loves and hates in her bones? Walking by Chunyuan's side one by one, she looked at the gradually departing figure in a daze, and a kind of sadness filled her heart.

Zeng April finally left Chunyuan's sight, Chunyuan seemed to turn around like a walking corpse, it seemed that a soulless body walked on the road, she didn't know if she could eat today, she didn't know how to spend today.

Chun Yuan silently laughed at himself in his heart, "It seems that he still overestimates himself, it seems that he still thinks too highly of himself, I thought he was sincere to himself, I thought he liked himself, it seems that all this is an ethereal thing, it seems that all this is my own obsession and fantasy." ”

Chun Yuan walked and walked with tears moistening her cheeks, she never dared to shed tears in front of the public, she never wanted others to see her vulnerable side, she never wanted others to see her collapsed side, she endured it for a long time When she saw such a scene today, her former disguise was not disrespectful.

Walking past her side one pair after another, she feels that other girls are so happy, and two people are so happy to fall in love, why will she change when it is her turn. Why? Why? Why is all this going on?

She walked aimlessly, 500 meters, like half a century.

"Boss, I want a hot dog and a jajangmyeon." She used her last strength to say the last words to the boss who sold noodles.

The owner of the noodle seller is very skillful in making noodles, and it is ready in a minute, and he carefully packs it for Chunyuan, who looks at such a large portion of noodles and holds a hot dog in her hand, she smiles bitterly while carrying her rice, "If it was in the past, carrying her favorite fried noodles in her hand and a hot dog, she would definitely take three steps one step at a time." ”

But now is not the past, she understands the current condition of her body, she understands that she knows that she can't eat a few bites, and still hopes that she can eat something. Chun Yuan wanted to return to the classroom as quickly as possible, but she didn't know why there seemed to be a stone weighing a thousand gold under her feet, and she couldn't lift her feet.

After a strenuous walk, she finally walked into the classroom that she was once familiar with, and now she didn't want to go in, and she didn't want to see anyone, so she stood at the door of the classroom for a long time, looking up at the classroom door above the classroom that she once thought was the dearest, and today she didn't know why she couldn't lift her feet and couldn't step into that threshold.

"Chunyuan, why don't you go in? Why did you stop there? A familiar voice came from her side, and as she casually turned around, the people around her pushed her into the classroom.

Chun Won entered the classroom like this, she looked at the people who passed by her with her eyes, she found that she was now like a teacher crossing the street, everyone could beat her, everyone could bully her, everyone could do whatever they wanted to her, she didn't understand what she did wrong?

She never thought about taking advantage of others, she never thought that she would bully others one day, she never thought that she was sorry for anyone, why others did what they wanted for her, why she didn't think about her feelings a little, why she didn't understand her feelings.

Chunyuan had tears in her eyes, she tried her best not to let the tears flow, her efforts were not for anyone to see, who would really care about her feelings.

Chun Yuan slowly moved his steps, returned to his seat, tried his best to open a piece of noodles in his hand, she used the noodles to put into her mouth, she chewed and chewed, she tried her best to swallow the noodles, she finally swallowed the noodles after her own efforts.

Her heart was a little excited, she was happy to finally eat the noodles, the cutlery in her hand began to clip the second bite of noodles, she found that she overestimated her again, she put the second bite of noodles to her mouth, she vomited, she put down the chopsticks in a panic, and rushed into the bathroom. Start washing everything.

After dealing with it, she walked on the way back to the classroom, she wondered if she had set the standard for finding a boyfriend too low, she wondered if she was too good, she wondered if she had let Zeng April's life go too smoothly, she wondered if it was the forgiveness of the past, and the blind forbearance that made today's result a result, and only then did he eat in the bowl and look at the pot.

Sometimes it's easy to anger a person, it's easier to anger a woman, Chunyuan walked on the road and suddenly thought of her messy results, is there any credit for her achievements like this today, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to taste her feelings slightly, taste the helplessness and painful discomfort, and taste her feelings with other men.

Chun Yuan knew that it would not do her any good after doing this, but she was so unwilling, she was unwilling to think about him everywhere, and tried every way to make him happy every day, she could accept that he liked others, and she used her best to satisfy his ideas.

And she is indeed forced step by step, she is indeed forced again and again, in order to satisfy his perverted possessiveness, she talks to his brother, he gets angry, she changes, in order to satisfy his identity, he fights with other girls, and she accepts it.

Now Chunyuan understands that Zeng April has made her sit on the identity that she doesn't want to touch in her life, whether she knows the truth or not, but she has become. If Chun Yuan can forgive Zeng April for all the offenses, all the infidelities, and all the misunderstandings, for Chun Yuan, maybe she can do it, because she firmly believes that everyone makes mistakes and everyone should be forgiven.

Now she finds that she has no way to forgive Zeng April, she doesn't want Zeng April to have a smooth life now, and her best bargaining chip is herself.

Chun Yuan put the meal into her table, she turned to Yan Zitao behind her, she clearly remembered that Yan Zitao said that he would take care of her, since he took care of her, then take care of it to the end.

Chunyuan looked at the class yet, she peeked at Zeng April with her eyes, she found that Zeng April seemed to be doing the questions seriously, Chunyuan thought that his mood was really good, Chunyuan, who was still sitting, suddenly stood up, walked towards Yan Zitao, and pretended to twist and give Yan Zitao a crisp ** numb speech, "Yan Zitao, can you let me see your chemistry test paper?" ”

Her voice was not loud, but it was enough for Zeng April to hear, and in Chunyuan's expectation, Zeng April turned around after hearing Chunyuan speak to Yan Zitao, and did not turn back.

"I forgot where I put my chemistry paper? I'm looking for it? May I? ”

"Okay, thank you." Chunyuan stood beside Yan Zitao and didn't go back, Zeng April watched Yan Zitao write there to find the test paper, he felt that it took a long time for Yan Zitao to find the paper, and Chunyuan took the test paper and returned to his place.

Zeng April always felt that Yan Zitaozi was worried about Chunyuan, and he looked for the test papers for a long time, and also asked Chunyuan to stay by his side for a while.