147: Thoughts are silent
Three miles of breeze and three miles of road, every step of the breeze without you.
We've ever put all our best and warmest feelings into the person you thought would be for the rest of your life.
As everyone knows, it's just "you think".
So, one day after all, you and I will drift apart, just like now.
It turns out that adult feelings are like this.
From love at first sight at the beginning, heart to heart, to later not asking, not explaining, tacitly, and then suddenly separated.
What a cold tacit understanding this is!
We never even imagined that such a day would come.
In fact, there are many times when everything is foreshadowed.
It's just that we're all the same people in power.
On the first day after Wang Yi left, Zhao Xun, who tasted sweet love for the first time, was so sad at this moment.
It was as if even the cloudy sky outside the window was crying, and even the fallen leaves falling from the roof of the building were crying from the earth.
In the past, Zhao Xun felt that his hut was taken care of by himself, and it was even full of bits and pieces with Wang Yi, but now it is like a cold big square.
I don't know if it's an illusion, or if it's missing, it's a sound.
In short, Zhao Xun can always hear someone calling her name in the dark, calling over and over again......
I don't eat, I don't get up, I don't wash, I just keep slumped in bed.
Although Zhao Xun felt sorry for the old father outside the house, he lay at the door over and over again to watch Zhao Xun's every move.
But I just can't get up, as soon as I get out of that door, full of memories will come to my heart one by one.
Thinking about Wang Yi's first visit to the house, and then to the fact that they have each other in a real sense, Zhao Xun really can't stand it.
Mental torture is the most deadly than physical pain.
The heavy fist slammed into the innocent wall, no matter how much strength Zhao Xun tried to restrain it, he couldn't control the disobedient brain!
I don't know if my father was trying to comfort me, or if my father's old radio that had been precious for decades was too amorous.
When Zhao Xun was still paralyzed on the bed and did not eat or drink, and lost a lot of weight, a song of Su Shi's "Water Tune Song Head" came slowly.
Zhao Xun didn't deliberately open the door to the maximum, but the sound of the radio was too loud.
So much so that every word of that day was deeply imprinted in Zhao Xun's heart.
Until now.
"The moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have joys and sorrows."
Yes, even this almighty god in the sky, he can't control his own ups and downs.
Not to mention the few people in this vast land?
In the next few days, Zhao Xun will still remember many moments with Wang Yi.
Oh, yes! Nearly 2 years, who can say forget it?
Gradually, Zhao Xun began to become autistic.
stays at home all day long, even if it's occasionally dragged out by my father, it's just a pair of headphones.
Later, his father couldn't bear to see Zhao Xun depressed like this, so he proposed to ask Zhao Xun to resign from his job and start over in a new environment.
Thinking that when Zhao returned to the unit, he would inevitably think of Wang Yi when he saw Liu Yikang.
So, Zhao Xun agreed to his father's suggestion.
That day, Zhao Xun mustered up a lot of courage.
You know, she and Wang Yi only have such a day, can Liu Yikang leave it aside?
Or be an innocent passerby who doesn't know anything?
No, he can't.
He was even like a five-shaped executioner, silently conniving at all this quietly happening.
He obviously knew that Zhao Xun had given all his true feelings to treat Wang Yi, and even regarded him as his future other half for a time.
But he still doesn't care about the "real buddy" in his mouth!
If it had been placed before, Zhao Xun would definitely be the first to rush to Liu Yikang to question.
But now that the matter has come to this, Zhao Xun is very clear in his heart.
The reason why this has become the way it is is not to blame anyone else.
If she had to find a sinner in this funny "relationship", she hoped that person could be her.
It was her ignorance and lack of concern about Wang Yi that there was no trust between them at all.
So until the end, Zhao Xun couldn't afford to say a word:
"Let's break up"!
When I went to the unit that day, my father was still not worried that Zhao was looking for someone to go out, so he simply followed Zhao to the company together.
But his father didn't go in, and before he went in, his father repeatedly emphasized that Zhao Xun's attitude must not be too strong.
It may be that Liu Yikang expected this early on, so everything was ready.
"Oooo
Before Liu Yikang could speak, Zhao Xun pushed the door in.
Unfortunately, I saw Ning Ling slipping off the desk in a panic.
Zhao glanced at Lemon, it was still the same black silk with Xiao Gao in the past, and a pair of European-style raised eyebrows still made people fall in love with it.
It's just that the diamond on the neck is several times larger than the one I wore some time ago.
"It's Xiao Zhao here."
When Liu Yikang said this, his face showed extremely calmness.
Yes, those who are close to Zhu are red, and those who are close to ink are black.
Maybe they're all the same kind of people.
What exactly is the definition of a "woman" to them?
Zhao has no solution.
"I'm here today because I have something to tell you."
"Well, sit down."
may be to alleviate the embarrassment of the scene just now, in short, Liu Yikang, who used to be high, is now moving from the swivel chair that never leaves him to the sofa.
Liu Yikang pointed to the sofa opposite and motioned for Zhao to sit down.
"I've thought about it for a few days, and if it's possible, I want to live in a different environment."
Sure enough, it was the person who was the leader, and before he could say anything, he immediately turned around and went to the safe and took out a thick sealed envelope.
When Liu Yikang handed the envelope to Zhao Xun, the heavy envelope had already revealed his intentions, and Zhao Xun's eyes widened.
"What do you mean?"
"Last month's performance and salary, I will advance it to you in advance, and when you have a rest, when you plan to come back, just let me know."
In fact, Liu Yikang and Zhao Zhao are very clear in their hearts, and they also understand what Zhao Zhao's intention is this time.
But there have been pasts, so I still have to talk about the past on face.
Although Zhao Xun repeatedly postponed, Liu Yikang refused.
Liu Yikang has repeatedly insisted that since Zhao Xun came to the unit, she has signed several big customers in a row, and she has made great contributions.
In fact, Zhao Xun knew that it must be Wang Yi's meaning, so he didn't have to make too many excuses.
To be honest, if it weren't for this incident, Zhao Xun really didn't want to leave this big family.
Including Lina, who was replaced by Ning Ning, when she walked out of Liu Yikang's office, Zhao Xun still had a feeling that she would never see each other again.
Zhao Xun came to the hall and greeted a few people who usually had a good relationship, and everyone said something like waiting for you to come back to work, and everyone missed you.
Only Ah Xiang, who was sitting silently in a corner, didn't say a word.
"Hello, my name is Ah Xiang, not Ah Xiang who is the first beauty in Chinatown, Ah Xiang is me, I am Ah Xiang......"
Thinking that he couldn't get up early in the future to hold a cup of hot soy milk for Sister Ah Xiang, or go to fix those people who made people look unhappy together, Zhao Xun was about to cry.
Seeing that Ah Xiang didn't even raise his head, Zhao Xun walked straight over.
Just like the first time they met, Zhao Xun leaned his head against the table and said softly:
"Hey, Sister Xiang!"
"In the future, I may rarely eat the dumplings made by your sister and me, so when I usually go to work, you are not allowed to come to my house to harass my baby, do you hear?"
The moment Sister Ah Xiang raised her head, Zhao Xun burst into tears and couldn't speak for a long time.
"I hate it, I don't believe that I waited for you from morning to night, and you could not go home!"
Zhao Xun and Wang Yi, except for Liu Yikang and Ah Xiang, other colleagues actually don't know.
Everyone thought that Zhao Xun was going to take a small long vacation, or because of her relationship with Wang Yi, Liu Yikang specially gave her benefits.
It didn't take long for the news of Ziyi's pregnancy to come.
After learning the news, his father was overjoyed, and pulled Zhao Xun to go to the nursery store with him to buy things for his little grandson.
The younger brother strongly asked his sister on the phone to come to Beijing with them to take care of Ziyi.
Zhao Xun, who has not completely come out of the shadow of lovelorn, reluctantly agreed to his brother's request.
During that time, I don't know if it was this little angel who fell from the sky who saved her, or this brother who she had treasured for more than 20 years saved her.
The younger brother named his little niece "Zhao Xinran", and the nickname was found by Zhao.
When my brother talks about his name, he must let his sister come up, which will be more cordial.
"Just call him happy, I hope he will always be happy, happy."
The younger brother and Ziyi both liked this name very much, except for the name deeply printed on the household registration book, the family called the little niece "little happy".
Sure enough, happy is like a little angel, her arrival not only brought the touch of first-time parents to her younger brother's family, but also completely pulled Zhao Xun out of the shadows.
And the younger brother is also more to Ziyi than before because of the arrival of his daughter.
became a father's younger brother, and instantly matured a lot.
Falling out of love isn't scary, and maybe it's the beginning of your next happiness.
This sentence was told to Zhao by his younger brother.
Gradually, Zhao Xun began to take off the headphones, to listen, to appreciate this originally beautiful world.
Because Little Happy has been carried by Zhao Xun since he was born, he is now very close.
Except for when she usually feeds, she is tired of her mother, and Xiao Happy always stays with her aunt.
And Zhao Xun is also a very patient person, she is willing to bring all the beauty in this world to happiness.
Maybe people are like this, there is nothing, what you want is what you want.