Chapter 12: Unbearable Facts
It was an old bear backpack, it was my sister's backpack, and it was Wei Xi's backpack.
Once, when I was still in elementary school, I was often ridiculed by my classmates because of my ugly appearance, and over time, I even had the idea of dropping out.
When I told my sister all the things on my mind, my sister felt sorry for me, and she told me not to go to my heart, she would find a way.
The next day, I saw my sister's school bag changed, and she changed to a bear-shaped backpack, which looked cute and I liked it very much.
My sister said that as long as I could finish elementary school, she would tell me about this backpack and give it to me, and I took it seriously.
Over time, I also graduated. And, my thinking has also changed to a certain extent, that is, from that moment, I understood my sister's good intentions. And, that backpack, my sister has never changed again.
It was my memory, and it brought me hope, it was exclusive to me and my sister, and it was the epitome that I could never forget in my life.
And now, this backpack is in the hands of this man, I'm not stupid, I know what's going on.
What scared me the most happened.
Wei Xi, she has been here after all, and she still sold her soul after all. She was taking revenge on me and destroying me mentally.
Once, when Lin Xingchen bullied Wei Xi, I worked hard to protect this backpack in my arms without causing any damage to it.
That's the most important thing for me, that's what I've worked so hard to protect, no matter what, I can't let it fall into the hands of anyone else, I will never allow it!
"You don't touch it, you give it to me!"
I swung my body frantically, trying to break out of the non-mainstream feet, but even if I used all my strength, I couldn't move for half a minute. His feet were like a mountain, and he crushed me to the ground.
And his wild laughter also sounded in the cramped rental house, accompanied by the wind surging outside the window, which sounded extremely penetrating.
"Shen Mo, are you really stupid or fake stupid? Wei Xi has already given me this, don't you understand! I'll give you one last warning, from now on, stay away from Wei Xi, otherwise don't blame me for being rude! ”
Wei Xi, Wei Xi again, there are always people who poke the scars in my heart when I am at my lowest.
What's more, the thing he is holding in his hand is the most important item in my life, and he has repeatedly violated my bottom line, and I will not forgive him for anything.
"Let go of me, you let go of me! Give me back my stuff, it's not your stuff, you're not qualified to touch it! Bring it to me, I'll let you bring it to me! ”
I became more and more agitated, screaming like a madman. As my body swung more and more, I finally broke free from his restraints.
Immediately after, I threw myself at the non-mainstream and pressed him hard under me.
"I'll let you give it to me, you give it to me! Bastard, can't you hear me! Why do you torture me again and again, and then violate my bottom line again and again! I'm just a student, I just want to finish my school well, but why are you always getting in my way! Is it just because I'm a bully? Is it because I never knew how to resist? Why do you want to do this to me! ”
During this time, the anger and grievances that had accumulated in his chest all erupted at this moment.
I don't know where I got the strength from, so I raised my fist and smashed it into his face, and then and again.
I don't know how scary I looked, but I could see the change in his eyes, it was fright, it was fear, it was his fear of me.
I suddenly liked the feeling, this feeling of oppression and weakness. My body trembled violently, like excitement, like excitement.
I'm going to take revenge on him, I'm going to take revenge on him, I'm going to make him pay a terrible price for his actions. I want to use my actions to tell everyone that I am not a pug, and I am not a wreck!
And, just as I was about to throw a punch of rage, I suddenly felt a large hand grab my arm.
It's none other than the person who brought me to this rental house, Wu Lei.
"You let go of me, you spread your hands on me!"
I roared and struggled, but despite all my strength, my hand still couldn't move, and Wu Lei's hand was like a huge pincer, tightly restraining me.
"Shen Mo, are you crazy? Do you want to make a fuss here! ”
Wu Lei's tone was a little serious, and after listening to his words, I woke up like a dream. His gaze also moved to the non-mainstream body, at this moment, his face was bruised, and even the corners of his mouth were bleeding some blood, as if he had been hit hard, and he gasped for breath.
I was a little panicked, and the round of black eyes in my eye sockets couldn't stop trembling, and instantly converged into a small dot.
I couldn't believe it all, I did it all.
I just want to get my bag back, I just want to get back those memories that belong to me, I don't want to hurt anyone, that's not my purpose at all!
"No, it's not like that, it's not like that!"
I looked at my trembling hands, a little incoherent.
Vaguely, I seemed to hear Wu Lei sigh, and then he and others helped me up, found me a slightly comfortable chair for me to sit down, and poured me a glass of water to calm my emotions.
Immediately afterward, I watched them help the non-mainstream up, first wiped his wounds, and likewise helped him aside and poured a glass of water.
It took a long time for the non-mainstream to come to its senses, it threw a cigarette to me, took out another one and put it to its mouth, and lit it.
And, it was at this time that I learned his name.
Chen Xu.
After he said his name, he didn't seem to want to continue with me.
I ignored him, picked up the bear backpack on the ground, and walked out the door.
The smell of the place had already made me vomit, and I didn't want to stay in this kind of place for a moment.
I felt a refreshing chill as the evening breeze swept across my cheeks, and I gulped in a big breath and enjoyed the thrill of fresh air filling my lungs.
I walked in the direction of the school, and along the way, I was thinking about Chen Xu's words.
He is right, Wei Xi is that kind of woman, she is the kind of person who can sell her soul for money, she is no different from other girls, because they are the same kind of people!
I clutched the backpack in my hand, unwilling to accept the fact that I was not at all.
Wei Xi, she is my weakness, I can tolerate the bullying on campus, I can also put up with their eyes, but I just don't want to see Wei Xi being insulted.
But, it was all of her own volition, and it was she who gave up on herself!
I have been tortured to the end, these more and more trivial things are like sharp swords, impartially poking into my chest, and the beating heart is gradually frozen, losing its temperature......