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When Su Jian1 turned around and left the backyard, Xiaona's gaze, which had only been looking at Su Jian2, shifted to her stubborn back, with a touch of extremely uncomfortable pain hidden in her gray-black eyes, her fingers clenched slightly, but on the surface, she was still silent.

Su Zhen1 walked out quickly, straight through the hall, walked to the stream outside, and jumped directly into the water with a bang......

Dive headlong into the water, close your eyes, and hold your breath......

This physical suffocation pain relieved her psychological suffocation and made her heart feel a little better.

It's also a habit of hers!

In the past, when she was in Dayong, every time she was snubbed by her mother, the emperor, or every time she saw her brothers and sisters falling on each other and putting each other to death, she had to bury herself in the water and struggle for a while......

Completely deprived of oxygen until the last minute, she couldn't stand it, and she stuck her head out of the water......

The air flowed instantly, the breathing became smooth, and there was a kind of joy and joy of being reborn after death......

She gulped in the fresh air and looked up at the sky.

The night sky tonight is nice, blue and full of shining stars.

In the opposite building, the song "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky" floated,

"The brightest star in the night sky, can you hear clearly

The one who looks

Loneliness and sighs in the bottom of my heart

The brightest star in the night sky

Can you remember

Walked with me

A figure that disappeared into the wind

I pray to have a transparent heart

and eyes that will shed tears

……

I have walked with me

Where is it now

……

I'd rather keep all the pain in my heart

I don't want to forget your eyes

Give me the courage to believe again......"

This is the second time Su Jin1 has heard this song, the first time he heard Liu Hua singing in the KTV room, and when he thought of Xiao, he almost burst into tears when he thought about it.

Her life, from the moment she was born, was destined to be dark and had to break through the confusion.

In this confusion, fortunately, he has always been with him, no matter when, as long as he turns back, he can see him looking at himself five steps away, like the brightest star in the night sky, has been illuminating himself, so that he has the courage to move forward.

When he came to this world, he still existed like faith......

Now, when he finally came to this world, he found that he no longer looked behind him, and he didn't even look at himself......

Like the collapse of faith, her spirit suddenly lost some kind of support!

Warm tears welled up in her eyes.

But because her head was up, the tears poured back down, bitter from her throat to her heart......

I remember once glancing at the TV series, in which a man said affectionately to a girl who was crying, "Your tears flow directly in my heart......"

At that time, she felt that this line was extremely cold.

Now that I suddenly think about it, I feel warm.

When she was in Dayong, she believed that if she shed tears, she would suffer directly in Xiao's heart.

Now, even if her tears can cry the Great Wall, he doesn't care.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but let out a low wry smile, and plunged her head into the water again, letting the water wash her eyes and melt away the tears......

When she put her head out of the water again, she saw a man standing on the shore......

The long hair fluttered in the night breeze, the black clothes dissolved with the faint night color, and the handsome face was deep, and the gray and black eyes stared at her in the water.

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