Chapter 16: The Grief of Adults

Everyone was tired from walking and walking, and sat down on the steps on the bank of the river.

The rat was the first to break the silence.

"Let's go have a good meal later, how about we go eat hot pot?"

"It's all right, it's all right, I love it."

"As long as it's food, how can you not love it, you don't have anything you don't like to eat, and your eyes light up when you hear about eating, isn't it, tree stump?"

"Mouse, how much do you save me some face, I'm also a face-saving person? Hahaha! ”

"You two are half a pound and eight taels, and the rat is embarrassed to talk about others."

That's when Coffee Beans are willing to help me.

"Brother Yang, whatever you want to eat, we all listen to you, hehe."

"I'm fine, I don't have anything I don't like to eat, it's okay, don't pay attention to it."

The mouse and the coffee bean looked at me with contempt, it doesn't matter, at this time, I selectively block them, block them all, I can't see your expressions, as long as I don't feel embarrassed, I won't be embarrassed, haha!

"By the way, do we want to eat zongzi, a must-have for the Dragon Boat Festival!"

Coffee beans are worthy of being a top student, and the focus of the festival is immediately captured!

"In this way, how about we eat hot pot for a while, eat zongzi at night, and then go to my house to play cards and play games?"

The three of them unanimously agreed, and my proposal was perfect.

That's it, we got up and walked in the direction of the food city, the distance is relatively far, all the way, all the way to play also walked for two or three hours, to get there, first walked around, together to the game hall to play two hours of games, I don't know anything about the game, for the game, the most to take the shot is to see and snake, coffee beans do not play, we logged in to QQ to dress up the space, the other two are very happy.

Taking advantage of this time, I also hurriedly sent a WeChat message to my mother, greeting my grandmother's condition, knowing that my grandmother survived the dangerous period, and the stone in my heart was put down, before I could only drink water and even eat, but now at least I can drink porridge, it seems that there is no big problem, my mother also told me to go home early, pay attention to safety, sleep and close the window... Parents, I really have a heart that can't be.

It seems that in a few days, they will be able to return.

"Leaves, ah, no, tree stump, let's eat, I didn't eat in the morning, I kept eating some snacks you brought and drank a stomach of drinks, I was hungry."

"I'm hungry with the coffee beans, stop playing, let's go, go eat!"

The two of them hadn't had enough fun yet, but they reluctantly agreed to our proposal, but they still bought a little more time, and told us to choose a good place and order a good meal, and the two of them would be there soon.

Game poisoning patients, poisoned to the bone marrow, the disease is really not light.

We quickly chose a popular Sichuan hot pot restaurant, and they also fulfilled their promise to come to the hot pot restaurant to meet us quickly, and in this way, we finished today's lunch with satisfaction.

"Stump, your name, isn't it beautiful at all?"

"What's the matter, rat, you're full, and you're starting to stir things up, aren't you?"

"No, what was I going to say just now, oh something, I was interrupted by your name, and I forgot it!"

Hahahaha, everyone laughed.

"At a young age, I'm dementia, I'm really worried about your old age, okay, okay, forget about it, don't say it, you don't have anything good to say about me."

"Yes, yes. I remembered what I was going to say, how I felt that after coming out of the hot pot restaurant, your steps became staggering. ”

"Look, there are so many left, it's a waste if you don't eat, I eat too much, it's good to hold on, it's a little uneasy to walk, and you're not much better, you're looking at me from behind, if you can see yourself from the back of your head, it's definitely not much better, in fact, my appearance is your true portrayal!"

"Are you telling us ghost stories, how can I be like you, she's so scary! You two quick review! ”

"Haha, the schoolbag is on the stump, the stump is bent over by the schoolbag, the stump doesn't want to be bent over by the schoolbag, but the schoolbag still bends the waist of the stump"

Hahaha, coffee beans, you are so talented.

"Come on, Brother Yang will carry it for you, and we will play along the way, we have forgotten."

I unconsciously bit my upper lip and said shyly, "Thank you, Brother Yang." ”

"You see, now there are zongzi at the entrance of this community, let's buy a few meanings, and then go to that store to buy some snacks to eat at night, okay!"

"Let's buy zongzi and snacks in the evening, I can't eat anything now, let's go upstairs to rest first."

Brother Yang said that it was the holy decree, and he walked.

Everyone got up too early in the morning, and when they got upstairs, Mouse and Brother Yang ran to the sofa and lay down, and I ran to the room with Coffee Bean, and everyone rested fiercely.

"Hey, it's cool, it's raining!" When I opened my sleepy eyes, the three of them were already staring at me like monsters around my bedside.

"Sister, it's getting dark, and it's tomorrow morning when you go to sleep, why aren't you awake, aren't you really ready to sleep at night, and why do you snore when you sleep with a girl?"

The two of them said a word, the coffee beans were silent next to me, and I was still in a state of sleep, and I didn't slow down.

The brain slowly began to work: this is my home, these three goods came here to play today, ah yes, we just came back from going out today, yes, yes.

"Which of you watered me, it's so cold, and who else slept and snored, you don't want to ruin me, I'm embarrassed to say that!"

"I know, you won't admit it when you wake up, but we forgot to record it, and we'll give you evidence next time."

"Even if you do, you must have not slept well last night, and today you are tired for another day, rat, shut up."

I cast my gaze like a coffee bean, she nodded slightly at me, it seems that they are not lying, I really snore, clean foreign appearance!

"There's a drink in the fridge, I'll get it for you." Find a way to break the silence first.

"That's right, Shustum, Brother Yang and I will leave in a while, there is a call from home to urge, stop playing poker, today is a holiday, and we are urging to go back to eat!"

"Huh? Didn't you ask for leave with your family, didn't you say it all? ”

"The two of us didn't say it, the coffee beans said, you two have a good life in the world of two!"

In this way, the world of four people has become a world of two people.

Coffee Beans and I looked at each other in the room, and the girlfriend night was good.

I went out to buy snacks, symbolically bought two rice dumplings, and went home to find a new movie that had been released recently, and watched it with great interest.

The rice dumplings that night were forced to be eaten by coffee beans, and the festival should have a sense of ceremony.

I received my mother's WeChat that night, and my father will go home tomorrow, and I have been away for too many days, and the unit will not give me leave, so let me hurry up and come back to work!

Mom's unit is quite humane, stay in the mountains and continue to take care of grandma for a while!

The next day, the coffee beans hurried home, and she begged her mother for many days to get this day off, God knows how difficult it was.

When the coffee beans came home, I was left alone in the empty room.

In the past, the room was filled with the aroma of food, my mother's shouting, my father's protection, and suddenly there was nothing, and I was left alone, and at that moment, I was a little lonely.

The stinky socks under the pillow, the messy snack bags in the living room, the expired food in the refrigerator, the melon peels thrown everywhere in the kitchen, a mess, my dad got home in the middle of the night today, I quickly got up and cleaned up!

After cleaning up, I felt sleepy again, lying on the sofa in the living room, and fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up, I was still in the house, and at that moment I felt that the world had abandoned me, very lonely, unprecedentedly lonely, I was left alone when my parents were not at home, happy and monkey-like, this time I was really a little uncomfortable to go for a week.

At that moment, I immediately decided that I could not stay alone in the empty room anymore, I would go crazy, and quickly ran downstairs with my phone and keys.

I need to absorb some of the fireworks of the world, otherwise I may spontaneously combust on the spot and blow up.

The square of the community is different, the old man takes his grandson to play, the seven or eight-year-old children are playing hide and seek, jumping rubber bands, and a pair of dragon and phoenix tires and then playing with the bubble machine, so lively, this is what life should be, although it is out of the matter but seems to be in it, seeing the children's carefree, innocent smiling faces, the corners of my mouth are also unconsciously rising, and when I come to my senses, I subconsciously pursed the corners of my mouth and left.

Thinking that Lao Li Tou would get home at night, I walked towards the supermarket, bought some noodles, bought some vegetables, got in the car and got dumplings and noodles, I was still quite like it.

At night, I didn't wait for Lao Li Tou to come back, so I fell asleep on the sofa.

When I woke up again, I was lying on the bed in my bedroom, it was not dawn, Lao Li was not back, I carefully put on my shoes, took out my mobile phone at 3:05 in the morning, turned on the flashlight, walked to Lao Li's bedroom in three steps and two steps, gently pushed the door open, the curtains of the room were not closed, and then under the moonlight, I could vaguely see a person lying on the bed, not covered with a quilt, should be too tired, I went back to the room and took out a thin blanket, gently covered him, avoiding all obstacles on the ground, A little cautiously returned to his room.

At this moment, I lay down on the bed with peace of mind and continued to sleep.

In a burst of kitchen "symphony", I woke up, for the first time, this sound is so pleasant, it is no longer a nightmare of getting up early, I ran to the kitchen with a smile, Lao Li was anxiously busy.

"Dad, can you do it, why don't we go out to eat?"

"Your mother told you to eat a hot and clean meal, saying that you have dealt with this section, and when you come back, you can't let you deal with it anymore, you go and wash up, it'll be fine soon, you should hurry up and go to school after eating, don't be late."

I cleaned up myself and ran to eat.

"Dad, don't you want to eat, together? By the way, how is grandma, I heard it's better. ”

"I, I'll eat later, you eat first, it's much better, you eat quickly, go to school after eating."

Lao Li turned around and returned to his room, and the moment I turned around, I seemed to see my father's swollen eyes.

Lao Li's sadness and sadness, after coming back, he didn't say a word, all the pain was in his heart, maybe it was the pain of not being able to take care of his old mother at the bedside of his elderly and sick mother, he didn't bring this emotion to me, and he endured it alone.

I wanted to comfort Lao Li, but ...... Bite one's tongue.

Children laugh happily, cry sadly, the pain of adults is in their hearts, they can't laugh and cry casually, at this moment, I don't want to grow up.

As you get older, you get some and lose some that I don't want to get, and I don't want to lose it.