Eighty-two Heartbroken Past... The love debt is a little sad
Lotus Island. This quiet place has not been disturbed by idlers for a long time. There are flowers, birds, and lotus lakes on the island, which is like a paradise. Relax and enjoy it, as if isolated from the world.
The natural wood color of the elegant residence, the wooden window railing, the wooden eaves. In front of the unstained window, a slim white-clothed girl wearing a light gauze skirt, long hair hanging down her waist, sat in front of the window. She has an extremely fairy complexion, trimmed her eyebrows and nose, and a slight pear vortex on her cheeks. The complexion is crystal clear and soft as jade. The eyes have a faint blue feeling of the sea.
She rested her cheek with one hand and tilted her head to stare out the window. There was a hint of sadness on the snowy face. The eyes of the sea contain the thoughts. Look through the openwork window. In the eyes, the garden is full of colors, competing for beauty, pleasing to the eye. Beautiful butterflies flutter around and dance among the lingering flowers......
The girl was full of flowers, demented and stunned. The brain seems to have been emptied, and the thoughts are dancing with the butterflies, reminding the past and recalling the past, which emerges in front of my mind...
Although yesterday is far away, it is vivid. A young man with skin as white as snow, sword eyebrows and starry eyes, a straight nose and thin lips, and a white face and white shirt, seems to be standing in front of him at this time.
In a trance, in front of my eyes, I emerged again... A girl and a boy, where the childish little face.
Girl: "Brother Yin, I want to marry you when I grow up." ……
Girl: "Brother Yin, when you grow up, will you marry me?" …
The girl "Brother Yin..."... Boy: "When I grow up, I'll marry you!" Childhood sweethearts, two little guesses. A girl, a boy.
Suddenly, when I grew up, a rare and beautiful face in the world. A peerless, handsome face. Fourteen or fifteen years old ignorant, young love hazy... The reality is cruel and heartbreaking, and this natural fate is broken.
Girl: "Brother Yin, my mother won't let us be together... It's heartache..."
Girl: "Brother Yin, this hairpin is for you... See it as you see me..."......
Youth: "Seeing a hairpin is like seeing a lotus..."...... The boy and girl looked at each other with tears in their eyes, waving goodbye in their own farewell......
In the deep memories of the past, the girl stared out the window, the flowers swaying in the wind, and the departed sweetheart in the past, all of which made her sad, and she couldn't stop crying...
"Mademoiselle, Madame is back." was crying and woke her up. She turned her back to wipe away her tears and turned her head to look behind her. I saw that the girl Xiaohe was standing behind her, her face was slightly nervous. Then, a person appeared in front of the door, and it was the owner of Lotus Island, Mu Jin.
"Mother." The girl called out and got up from her chair. looked at her mother with a cautious look and stood obediently to the side.
Mu Jin is thin and tall with a peach body, and his white clothes are as long as his ankles. The long white hair was as long as ever, casually draped down. She walked in the door with a strange look and only waved her hand at Xiaohe. Seeing the situation, Xiaohe understood the situation, closed the door and retreated.
"Lian'er." Mu Jin called Lian'er, but his eyes did not look at her. As if he was full of worries, he sat down in front of the window.
Lian'er stood to one side with her eyes down, secretly observing her mother's face. As if sensing something different, she was silent and did not dare to speak.
Mu Jin sat in front of the window, the wind blew the long white hair, and the white hair fluttered in the wind... The thin and beautiful back makes people feel pity. Space and time seem to stand still, everything is silent and long.
"Lian'er asked her mother when she was young, where is her father? My mother never told Lian'er... Today, my mother will tell Lian'er everything..."For a long time, Mu Jin took a deep breath and whispered to Lian'er. The voice was so low that it seemed to startle her.
Lian'er suddenly heard this, and looked dazed, like a clay sculpture and wood carving, just looking at the back of the wooden brocade. Lian'er thought in a mess: Dad? When I was young, I asked my mother, where is my father? But the mother avoided answering. Now, how can you take the initiative to mention it? ……
"Mother's life, it is difficult to repay the debt owed to your father. I also owe you a complete happiness... Mother, I'm sorry for you and your father... Everything is blamed on the will of God. When my mother was as old as you, I met that unforgettable person in my life. I thought that we could stay together for the rest of our lives. But who knows, he changed his mind and married another her... Hehehe..."Mu Jin said slowly, and couldn't help laughing to himself, laughing astringently and coolly. The white hair dancing in the wind, messy and poignant...
Lian'er stood there stupidly, just listening quietly. Her face gradually changed slightly, and her heart was like a rolling wave.
"My sweetheart forsook herself and married her. This pain will never be forgotten... Just when my mother was discouraged, your father appeared... Although I don't love it, I also comfort it. Naturally, with you... But my mother can't forget that person and can't let go. Your father couldn't bear to be sad and left... Since then, he has lived in seclusion in the cliff valley for many years, and his name is fanzhong. Mu Jin said eloquently, and the sad narrative was so far, as if he couldn't restrain himself, and his body trembled slightly.
It turned out that his own father was still there. And he has lived in seclusion in the cliff valley for many years, and his name is loyal. When Lian'er heard the news, she stared at Mu Jin in disbelief. At this time, it was like turning over the river and the sea, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
The person in Mu Jin's mouth, although he never told his name. But Lian'er seems to understand a little. Mother's love and hatred. broke off his love with Fan Yin. Who his mother loves deeply, everything is clear at a glance.
Lian'er has a gentle temperament since she was a child, and she is well-behaved and sensible. was intimidated by the majesty of Mu Jin, and broke off the love with Fan Yin. From the goodbye to Fan Yin, he healed his wounds on Lotus Island. Never set foot on the island again. What the outside world is like is no longer what it seems to do. Since then, my ears have not heard anything outside the window. But after all, Fan Yin's shadow has always been hidden in his heart...
"Lian'er, my mother has gone to see your father... Over the years, he has thought about you... I miss it so much... Why don't you find a time to meet your father... It's okay for him to wish..."For a long time, Mu Jin calmed down and whispered to her. promised Fan Zhong to meet Lian'er, she was guilty of it.
Lian'er stared straight at Mu Jin's back. All of a sudden, the brain seemed to go blank.
Mu Jin didn't see a response for a while, stood up and looked back. Seeing Lian'er's sluggish expression, she stood there without moving. Seeing this, she couldn't help but be stunned.
After a while, with distressed eyes, she slowly approached Lian'er's side, gently held Lian'er's arm, and said in a self-reproachful tone, "Lian'er, you hate your mother!" It was my mother who broke you up and Fan Yin. It's my mother who didn't tell me, but your father is still there... Mother, I'm sorry for you..."
Lian'er only stared out the window silently, not even glancing at her mother out of the corner of her eyes. Mu Jin looked at her worriedly and blamed herself. I don't know how long it took, Lian'er had tears in her eyes, and she was silent, gently brushing aside Mu Jin's hand holding her arm, and slowly walked to the window to stand still.
Mu Jin slowly turned his head sideways, his eyes kept following her... stared at Lian'er's slender back, that indescribable mood. Knowing that she was difficult to accept in her heart, and she didn't want to say anything at this time. Mu Jin sighed sadly, turned around with difficulty, moved his heavy steps, and walked slowly towards the door.