Chapter 39: My Own Thoughts

Since the queen mother left the emperor's bedroom, the emperor's heart has always been in that uncomfortable state, because he has been busy with things before, and he deliberately keeps himself busy.

Let herself not think about so many things, but this queen mother is obviously deliberate, just to let herself know that she needs her help now.

If the Queen Mother was not by his side, he would not be able to do anything.

In fact, the emperor really hates the Queen Mother's idea of himself, because he thinks that he is fully capable of these things, but the Queen Mother does not give herself such a chance.

If she could, she really wanted to prove herself that she was the kind of person who was fully capable of solving her own affairs, after all, there were still many things to do by herself.

Moreover, he never thought of himself as an incompetent person, knowing that in this world, there are no such incompetent people, only the kind of people who do not work hard.

The emperor knew that the reason why he was able to achieve this position today was because of the help of the Queen Mother, and if it were not for the Queen Mother, he would not be the current emperor at all.

However, this matter is really not that important to him, and he doesn't even think that the emperor is such a great person, and he even feels that no matter what he does now, he can't seem to prove himself.

In fact, he really wants to prove that no matter what he is doing, he is the kind of person who is completely capable, and does not rely on anyone.

Now, it can be said that the Queen Mother has gone too far, no matter when, she sent away her most beloved woman and her good brother.

These things are really a big blow to him, he really doesn't understand why his life, his love is still in the hands of others?

This matter is really an unacceptable thing for him, so now he tells himself that he must escape from the palm of the Queen Mother, he must not be the person who was fiddled with by her in the palm of his hand, if it is really like that, it is really terrible for himself.

Therefore, in his opinion, the most important thing now is to consolidate his regime, but now there is no one around him who can be trusted, after all, everything is a particularly terrible thing for himself.

The emperor told himself that the more at this time, when he made such a decision, the more he could not give up, and of course he could not have any other ideas, otherwise this matter would be a particularly terrible thing for him at some time.

The emperor has always told himself in his heart that he is afraid that one day he will do something that he will regret on impulse, so when facing this kind of thing, he really has a feeling of being unable to speak, and even feels that he is inexplicably unconfident.

Because now he really doesn't know what he should do, and he doesn't know what he needs to do to get them back to his side?

Now I can be said to be super restricted, I should be the kind of person who can't do anything, no matter what I do, there will be someone around me who looks at me.

Of course, needless to say, this person should also be very clear, that is, the undercover agent given to herself by the Queen Mother.

In fact, I know about these things, but I can't leave my side casually, and I don't have any other reasons at all, so I can only choose to bear it silently.

After all, they can't help themselves now, and it is estimated that they know their difficulties, and they should be considerate of themselves.

After all, I am also very helpless about this matter, and I don't know what I should do at this moment, how to do it, these things are unknown to me, and I have never thought about it before.

Therefore, in this matter, I really have a feeling in my heart that I feel that I am very incompetent, but even if I know my current state, it is also a very helpless feeling for myself.

Because I really don't do anything now, if I can, I really want to try it well, almost everyone knows that in fact, I just don't want to do it, as long as I try, I will definitely succeed.

The emperor told himself that it was better not to think about so many things now, after all, the current things were unplanable for themselves, and if they could, they really wanted to think about the solution to this matter.

However, judging from the current situation, the emperor has nothing else to think about, because at this moment, he really has a feeling that he doesn't know what he should do?

Everything is a feeling that I don't know, so when I face this kind of thing that I am very entangled in, I really have a feeling in my heart that I don't know what to do.

However, even if he knows himself, there is no other way, because at this moment, he really doesn't know who else around him can be trusted, he can fully trust, and he is completely assured of what he wants him to do.

In fact, the emperor knew that the reason why the queen mother did this was to let herself know that in fact, in this country, although she said that she was the emperor's position, she was just a nominal person, and in fact, all the regimes were in the queen mother.

In fact, even if the Queen Mother doesn't do this, she still knows about these things, but the purpose of doing this is to make herself never turn over.

This feeling was really too painful for him, and it was something he had never considered before, because he couldn't believe that the Queen Mother would really do such a thing?

Although she said that she was not the biological son of the Queen Mother at all, she had always called her the Queen Mother, and the emperor didn't understand why she treated herself like this? This kind of thing really has a very sad feeling for me.