Chapter 302: Disheartened
Lu Chen's heart seemed to have been cut by a knife, looking at An Wen's daughter born to someone else, he had an indescribable feeling in his heart, the stability he was looking for had a child with someone else. This kind of thing is something that no man can accept.
When An Wen appeared in front of Lu Chen with the child, Lu Chen was completely stupid for a moment. After returning to China for so long, although their relationship has not eased, there are still some intersections occasionally.
In Lu Chen's heart, there has always been a latent consciousness. That is, An Wen still belongs to him alone, no matter where she is at the end of the earth, one day he will bring her back to his side.
However, all this was shattered when he saw Xiao Anyue. If An Wen left other people's children, then it doesn't mean that there is no place for Lu Chen in An Wen's heart.
At that moment, Lu Chen's mood can be described as disheartened, and there has always been a voice in his heart telling him not to believe it, it is not true. An Wen still loves Lu Chen in his heart, but no matter how much he paralyzes himself, it is in vain.
The facts are in front of me, and the little doll in An's hand is calling her "Mom". When An Wen faced the milky little doll, the expression on his face was so gentle, so beautiful, and he had never seen such a stability.
The only time there is a similarity is before that stable pregnancy and miscarriage, and An Stable will have such a look during that time. However, it is not as intuitive as it is now.
But somehow, it stands to reason that Lu Chen shouldn't be able to like other people's children. But the little doll in An Wen's hand was different, Lu Chen didn't hate her at all.
Although he only glanced at it, when the little doll smiled at him, Lu Chen's heart melted. If possible, he really wanted to rush forward and pick her up and kiss her.
Xiao Anyue's approach also made An Wen feel very surprised, she was not afraid of life, and she even smiled at Lu Chen when she looked at him. If it hadn't been for An Wen and picked her up in time, the little doll might have run to Lu Chen to beg for a hug.
"What are you going to do, I didn't see that you are a little bit of a face control." An Wen held the little doll in his arms and teased Xiao Anyue gently, revealing a different kind of love in his eyes.
When Lu Chen didn't notice it, he looked at Xiao Anyue's uneasy limbs steadily, and his face showed a trace of bitterness. It's really a strange thing to have blood connections.
The father and daughter, who have never met before, have such telepathy. Besides, Xiao Anyue is still so young, and generally such an older child will be more afraid of birth.
When Lu Chen saw An Yue for the first time, the expression on his face was not so friendly. maintained his usual cold face, but in the next second, he softened his face, which is also what made An Wen feel flustered.
Even if An Yue is Lu Chen's daughter, according to their current relationship, An Wen still doesn't want them to recognize each other. An Yue was born at the risk of her life, and it belonged to her alone.
Even if Lu Chen is the biological father, he can't snatch his daughter, Xiao Anyue is a stable life-root-son. She was able to persevere when the United States was discouraged, entirely because of Xiao Anyue.
Women are weak, but mothers are strong. Since becoming a mother, her temperament is obviously different from before. When making choices, she will unconsciously put her children first.
Fu Xiuran's appearance has no special significance for An Wen himself. However, with Xiao Anyue, it was different, An Wen at that time did not want to go back to China to live, she once thought that she might be in a foreign country but this life is over.
But when she found out that she was pregnant, she was at a loss. Single motherhood is not scary, but she does not want her children to be pointed at in the future.
An Wen knew very well in her heart that when the child grew up, she would definitely ask her about her father. At that time, she really didn't know how to answer, she could deceive her for a while, but she couldn't deceive her for a lifetime.
An Wen lacked fatherly love when she was young, and she knew how much that childhood hurt a child. So, no matter what, she won't let her daughter replicate her childhood again.
And Fu Xiuran not only has a deep affection for An Wen, but also doesn't mind An Yue's identity. Just because he treats An Yue as his own, this is a great plus for An Wen.
After Lu Chen returned home, he kept thinking about An Wen and the figure of the little doll. Their smiles made Lu Chen feel that if he lived such a life in the future, it would seem to be very good.
With a wife and a daughter, a family of three living happily together is a perfect life. He found himself yearning for family more and more, especially with him and a stable family.
They once had a child, but unfortunately they didn't have the fate to come to this world to meet them. Thinking of this, Lu Chen's heart hurt fiercely, he also had the opportunity to be a father.
After seeing An Wen at the wedding, I haven't seen her again for a long time. After many inquiries, Lu Chen has no stable news, and the only thing that is certain is that she did not go abroad.
But just knowing that she is still in China is also a comfort to Lu Chen, at least she should still be here. However, An Wen can't be found, Fu Xiuran is still easy to find.
So, Lu Chen took the initiative to ask Fu Xiuran to come out to meet, he wanted to have a good chat with Fu Xiuran, whether it was about An Wen or children, he was full of too many questions he wanted to know.
"Fu Xiuran, come out for a drink, I'm in the Blue Flag Club, I don't know if I want to enjoy my face." After getting off work, Lu Chen was in a very bad mood and got drunk in a bar alone. The image of peace and happiness kept coming to his mind, so he couldn't stand the torture of his cranky thoughts anymore.
"Mr. Lu, why are you so free to invite me to drink today. I haven't seen you for so long, you have spoken, how dare I not follow, I will be there later. Fu Xiuran received a call from Lu Chen, and was a little puzzled at first.
When An Wen and Lu Chen had not yet had an accident, Fu Xiuran and Lu Chen were good friends. But since An Wen went to the United States, Fu Xiuran appeared in a stable life, and he and Lu Chen never crossed paths again.
At first, Fu Xiuran was afraid that Lu Chen would find out that he was locked safely, but the longer they got along. The more Fu Xiuran's feelings for stability became uncontrollable, like a flood that broke the embankment. Out of control. After he and An Wen are together, it is even more impossible for him to intersect with Lu Chen.
Fu Xiuran drove to the club where Lu Chen was locked, and found the VIP box familiarly. When he pushed the door and entered, he saw Lu Chen sitting there alone, drinking glass after glass.
"Lu Chen, aren't you going to invite me to drink, why did you drink it alone." Seeing Lu Chen's so decadent appearance, Fu Xiuran couldn't help but feel a little remorseful.
Lu Chen can have today completely because of stability. As for himself, he can be regarded as taking advantage of the void. appeared when An was the most vulnerable, and even had thoughts about her that he shouldn't have.
In fact, Fu Xiuran knew in his heart that he had stable feelings for Lu Chen. Otherwise, she would not have refused to kill the child alive or dead, but insisted on giving birth, even if she was a single mother.
"Here you are, sit down." Lu Chen saw Fu Xiuran, there were not too many polite words, the two of them were already so familiar with each other, and it was embarrassing to say too many false words.
Fu Xiuran walked to Lu Chen's side and sat down, looking at the pile of empty wine bottles in front of him, he knew that he had been drinking alone for a while.
The man who calls for wind and rain on weekdays is sitting here at the moment and getting drunk, such a contrast has to make people sigh. Since ancient times, heroes have been sad to pass the beauty pass, and Lu Chen at this time is not it.
"Lu Chen, I think we should have a good talk." Fu Xiuran also brought himself a glass of wine, touched the cup with Lu Chen, and then drank it all.
"yes, we really should talk, talk about you and the good life you have in America. Also, what's going on with that kid. Lu Chen made no secret of his intention to call Fu Xiuran out today, and directly told him about Xiao Anyue's life experience.
Fu Xiuran didn't expect Lu Chen to ask so directly. He wanted to tell Lu Chen the truth, but he promised that An Wen would not talk much about An Yue's life experience.
He thought about it, but finally held back. Fu Xiuran smiled bitterly and said, "Whether you believe it or not, it was purely a coincidence that An Wen and I met in the United States. ”
Lu Chen raised his eyebrows and said, "You said it was a coincidence?" If it's really as simple as you say, then why didn't you tell me in the first place, and now you have a child with her. ”
Thinking about it now, Lu Chen's suspicions are not unreasonable. Not long after An Wen disappeared, Fu Xiuran also suddenly announced that he would go abroad for further study. Now that they are back together and with their children, these make Lu Chen unable to think about this matter simply.
Fu Xiuran then drank a few more glasses of wine, and there were some things that he really couldn't say now, which he had promised to be safe. Faced with Lu Chen's questioning, he really didn't know how to answer, so he could only keep drinking wine to numb himself.
"Don't drink it, I'm asking you, say! Answer me, why didn't you tell me? Lu Chen was obviously a little emotional, he snatched the wine glass from Fu Xiuran's hand and roared loudly. He didn't want to guess any more, it would be too torturous.
"Whatever you asked me to say, I said what I had to say, believe it or not." Fu Xiuran was also very excited, although he felt a little sorry for the brotherhood with Lu Chen, but who could say clearly about the feelings.
Lu Chen was also stunned when he saw Fu Xiuran's reaction. Looking at him, it seems that he really blames him, but how can that child explain it?
Two big men sat in the VIP box, drinking relatively silently, and neither of them spoke. The empty wine bottles on the table, as well as the sound of clinking glasses from time to time, witnessed the exchange between them.