Chapter 357: Better Communication

"Lingling, although I don't understand why you said such things to me, but I have really thought it through, Zhanyi cares about you very much in his heart, and I have no other meaning when I say such things, because you are the one who really brings him happiness!"

"Don't you understand? Ah Yi really didn't have me in his heart for a long time, although it was difficult for me to face such a thing at first, but when I saw you, I believed that Ah Yi didn't choose the wrong person, do you think I don't want to fight? But I really understand now that if that person is you, it's useless for me to fight! ”

"Don't say that, Lingling, you are the only person Zhanyi has always liked!"

"Enough of two cakes, if you say that again, then I'm really going to be angry, Ah Yi He is a human being and not a commodity, you can't let it go like this, do you understand? How can you make decisions for him? Since he has chosen you, then you should no longer choose to escape! If you continue like this, I'm afraid the two of you will really miss it then! Have you ever thought that if you are really separated from Ah Yi, will you feel happy? ”

In fact, Erbai has been thinking about such a thing for a long time, but every time he thinks about it, he feels heartache.

Seeing that Erbao didn't speak, Su Lingling knew that he had guessed the other party's mind.

"Don't continue to deceive yourself like this! You also care about Ah Yi in your heart, in that case, don't choose to let go easily! I will definitely help you solve the problems you encounter, and I must also understand that the matters between you and Ah Yi need to be solved by yourself! ”

"But Lingling, this is so unfair to you, I don't want to feel guilty like this all the time, because I can't bear such a thing at all! You and Zhanyi are a real couple, why do you choose to let go at this time? ”

"Erbi, it's not that I choose to let go, the person who chooses to let go is Ah Yi!"

Erbai sighed, "Maybe it's because he's still angry with you, and when he gets angry, I don't think he will think so, right?" ”

"He's not angry with me, the problems between me and him have been solved, and the two of us have spoken very openly, Ah Yi is really relieved of what happened before, in fact, I feel very relieved to see him like this! Because I never wanted him to live in hatred all the time, I brought him so much harm, but now he actually chose to forgive me, in this case, it proves that she has let go of everything before, you have to learn to be brave! You can't choose to escape because you are afraid of hurt, you must know that this escape is only temporary, and when the time comes, both of you will suffer together, is this what you want? ”

Hearing this, Erbai quickly shook his head, "No! I didn't leave him to make him miserable, but to fulfill her, I know that he has his own choice, and I also know that the person he loves in his heart is not me, since I know it, why do I have to force it down? ”

"Erbi, I really don't understand why you keep saying that he doesn't love you? If he really doesn't love you, how can he come here to save you without hesitation when he knows that you have been tied up here? ”

Hearing Su Lingling's words, Er Cake was really surprised.

"What are you talking about? You say he's here to save me? How is this possible? If that's what you say, where is he now? Why didn't I see him? It can't be Brother Yuan Tian who embarrassed him, right? Hurry up! It's really urgent! ”

"You calm down first, Erbi, the reason why I didn't tell you about this matter is because I don't want you to worry all the time, Ah Yi's body is very weak now and needs a good rest, he is in the upstairs room, and he should still be sleeping at this time."

"You said Zhanyi is sleeping here? It's simply impossible, right? How could you lie to me with such a thing? With my current relationship with him, why did he come here to save me? I don't believe it at all! ”

"Erbi, you will know if I lied to you when you go upstairs and see for yourself, I hope that when you see him again, you must muster up the courage, okay? You must know that if you have no confidence all the time, then Ah Yi will really be very embarrassed. ”

But Erbai still shook his head, "Impossible, he can't come here to find me!" I've already fallen out with him, and there's no need for him to risk that for me! ”

"Two cakes! Give him another chance and give yourself another chance, okay? Don't let go of the choice because it's not the best option at all! I don't want you to follow my old path like I used to, and you've seen the outcome between me and him, so you're going to have a good talk with him anyway, okay? ”

"Lingling, the problem between me and him is really big, sometimes I will find that the more I want to get close to him, the farther away he will push me, although I don't understand why it's like this, but sometimes I can feel that he cares about me very much, I really haven't experienced this kind of unstable feeling, so I don't know how to deal with it!"

"You know what? Ah Yi is like this, he chooses to carry everything by himself, and in the face of the people he cares about, the less he wants to tell the other party about his own affairs, in fact, he must have been very painful for so many years, because no one can really let him open his heart, right? In fact, you can't blame him too much for the way he looks, after all, when a person is hurt too much, he will naturally arm himself fully, but I think you are different, although I don't know what you have experienced with him, but I can see how much he cares about you, just this is enough to prove that you have entered his heart, if you choose to give up at this time, wouldn't it be a pity? Of course, the most important point, in case he loses you, I'm afraid he won't be able to accept anyone in the future! ”

"Is it really as serious as you say? You must know that I have never thought about this aspect, because in my eyes, Zhanyi is really a very powerful existence, so strong that he seems to be able to do anything, but I don't know that he is carrying so much pressure and suffering so much alone, let alone being a lover with him, people like me should not be qualified to be his friend, right? ”

"Erbai, why did you say such things again? It's because you're so unconfident that Ah Yi is so insecure, right? You must know that emotional things are mutual between two people, if you give him a little more trust, he must be willing to change for you! And don't impose your own ideas on him, it's unfair to him to do so, when he's good to a person, he's really sincere, and he won't have any thoughts about other people at all, in fact, he's really good like this, and I can only blame me for being a money obsessed with money, but if I had another chance, I'm afraid I'd make the same choice, right? I'm such a woman, I want to get everything but often can't get anything, so I also understand some things now, let the past pass, since I've missed it, why bother to hold on to it? It's not good for anyone to do this, so I'd rather choose to cherish the person in front of me, just like I said, even I don't know when I started to be sincere to Yuan Tian, although I'm also very unhappy with him now, but I still decided to give each other another chance, and when he wakes up, I will bravely express my sincerity to him, maybe he won't believe it, but I really don't want to leave regrets for myself! ”

"Lingling, why do you force yourself to make such a choice? You said that you don't want to leave regrets for yourself, and you also know how good Zhanyi is with him, how can you say that you can let go of such feelings? ”

"So what about the two loaves? Won't you believe me after all that? In my heart, Ah Yi is no longer the same as before, and I am not the Su Lingling of the past, the two of us can only be friends at most, if we really let the two of us live together, I'm afraid neither of us will be able to adapt! ”

"Lingling, you didn't mean to say such things to comfort me, did you? If that's the case, then it's really not necessary, and emotional things can't be let go! ”

"You silly boy! If you say that again, I'm really angry! I can assure you that I really don't have that kind of mind about Ah Yi anymore, you must choose to believe it, okay? Besides, you don't want to think about it, if I still have that kind of thoughts about Ah Yi, how can I tell you this? ”

At this time, the mood of the two cakes is also mixed, although it has been determined that Su Lingling's side is completely letting go of Zhanyi, but how to solve the matter between herself and Zhanyi?

"Okay, the more you are at this time, you have to pay more attention to your body, otherwise how can you take better care of Ah Yi? Come with me to the restaurant for a bite to eat, and then it's not too late to see Ah Yi! ”

Er Cake shook his head, "I can't eat anything now, let me go upstairs and see him now!" ”

"Okay then, you go up and find him, I'll take care of Yuan Tian below!"

Erbi nodded.

When he came upstairs, Er Cake quickly saw Zhanyi.

Seeing Zhanyi's haggard appearance, his heart couldn't help but hurt.

Gently sat on the edge of the bed, knowing that it had been a long time since I had such an opportunity to look at Zhanyi so closely, and I didn't know how I came over during this time.

"I'm sorry, I must have caused you a lot of trouble, didn't I? Isn't it a very painful thing to like me? If I could, I really wanted to be with you, because no one was so good to me except you, maybe you will think I'm a little hypocritical when you hear me say this, so I only dare to say this while you're asleep, I also know that I'm a child who can't express it, but I can't express it doesn't mean I don't care in my heart! I really don't blame you for what happened before! Although you made me hurt a lot at the time, but your unfamiliar appearance also made me understand, in fact, you really cherish me, but I have never experienced anything like that, so I don't know how to face time, but you also have to believe me, I am just a boy so even if something like that happened, I never thought of you being responsible for me! Am I really enough? I was obviously bullied, but now I am reassuring you, the person who bullied me, so I also care about you! It would be nice if you didn't always get angry with me! You don't know that every time you murder me, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, so I use the same method to murder back, in fact, I don't want to murder you, this is just my way to protect myself, you also know that I entered the society really early, so I have seen a lot of warmth and coldness, at least before I met you, I don't believe that there will be any true feelings between people, because there is no good for no reason, even if someone is good to me, it must have some intentions, But in retrospect, I don't seem to be qualified to say such a thing, because I am also such a person! I approached you for a purpose, and it's no wonder you're so insecure about me, because now I want to stay by your side, how can you not suspect that I'm also purposeful? Did you know? Even if you can't help me rescue Brother Guohui, I won't blame you! Speaking of which, it's all my fault, I really didn't know it could be so dangerous! If I had known from the beginning, I wouldn't have let you take such a risk anyway! Because you are also a very important person to me, how can I sacrifice you to save another? But it's good that it's not too late for me to know this, otherwise if something really happens, I won't regret it then? ”

Er Cake was talking to himself here, and he didn't realize that Zhan Yi had already come to his senses when he entered the door.

There is no way, he is not used to changing places suddenly, but he didn't mean to pretend to be asleep, he didn't expect this child to take the initiative to come to him, and then told him so many heartfelt words.

"How long are you going to sleep? These days must have exhausted you, right? I'm so uneasy, but you can't blame me entirely for this! You know that I'm a big problem, but you still choose to keep me by your side, so do you have any mistakes about this matter? After all, it's your own choice, so you'll have to bear it yourself! ”

Hearing this, Zhanyi couldn't help but laugh, "Okay! You are really my little baby, I was moved by your words just now, and now I am made to cry and laugh by your words, I think only you have such a ability to affect my emotions! ”

"Did I wake you up? It's all my fault, Lingling also said that you need to have a good rest, although I don't understand why your body has become so weak, but you can obediently rest more now! ”

Zhan Yi frowned, "What are you doing with this good guy all of a sudden?" Why am I so weak because of you? ”

Hearing this, Erbi was a little inexplicable, "Are you kidding me?" You didn't take care of your body so weakly, how can this be on my head? ”

"Of course it's up to you! Haven't you always been here to take care of me? Who knew that your little temper would become so stubborn, it really hurt me, do you know? ”

"Okay, you big villain, why is this suddenly the wicked suing first? It's not like you've done too much to me? Forget it, it's all over and I don't want to mention it anymore! ”

Speaking of this matter, Zhan Yi really felt guilty, "I'm sorry, it was my own impulse that caused you so much damage, a man like me, you should not forgive me!" ”

Erbai sighed, "Forget it, I don't mean to blame you!" Didn't you say you weren't used to being here? Why don't I send you back to your house now? ”

"Why are you so polite to me all of a sudden? Is what you just said to me false? ”

These two cakes were a little surprised, "What nonsense are you talking about?" What did I just tell you? ”

"Yo, how do you say that? Not to admit it so quickly? I can tell you, I remember everything you just said! Do you want to deny it? ”

"Why are you so bad? Eavesdropping on me! It's just too much! ”

"yes, yes! It's all me eavesdropping, and if I don't do that, how can I hear some children speak so heartily? ”

Sure enough, the second cake was made red-faced.

"You heard it wrong just now, that's not what I mean, don't you take it seriously, okay?"

"You still won't admit it, will you? In that case, I'll give you a chance, I'm fully sober now, if there's anything you want to say to me, just tell me to my face! I'll be sure to listen well! ”

The more this happened, the more nervous he became, "I don't have anything to say!" Don't force me! ”

"How did this become a reluctance? I don't think what you just said is quite slippery? I still want to hear it in person, so tell me if you know? ”

"Don't! You big bad guy knows how to bully me! The misunderstanding between me and you has not yet been explained! ”

"I think the most important thing for us now is not to explain the misunderstanding, but one thing that really makes me very happy, that is, you are willing to bravely express your truest thoughts in your heart with me, because only in this way can we communicate better!"