Mu Sen's expression suddenly darkened again, and he suddenly realized that they didn't look like him at all, not at all, they were simply a world apart, they were simply the difference between this world and another world.

The birds are a flock, and perhaps have the closest companions, but he is alone, always alone, and the girl he likes is thousands of miles away, and he doesn't like him.

Mu Sen's heart was suddenly very unbalanced, and he knocked a few pages of manuscripts on the bench, startling away the foraging birds. Then he immediately felt a little guilty, he didn't have the right to do this, he shouldn't have done this.

"I can't even see the good of others!" Mu Sen said, which shows how painful he is in his heart. A person who is not in pain losing consciousness cannot say such a thing.

He is not a wicked person, but rather a very kind person, how can a kind person who even thinks he is good, how can he endure such a vulgarity, and how can he not tolerate the joy of even a few birds. But what can be done about this, Mu Sen really knows too well, the more he allows himself to be kind to this world, the more the occasional surging evil will be inspiring, like a surging tide, which can destroy everything in an instant.

Water is the softest, but once it gathers into the sea, the waves of the sea often become the most terrible disaster.

Mu Sen held a few pages of manuscripts in his hand, watched the frightened birds stop on the willow tree opposite, and a couple spotted them and cautiously raised their mobile phones to take pictures.

Mu Sen suddenly felt that maybe he should have just taken a photo, leaving a happy look for those foraging birds.

"Maybe I'll be happier in that case." Mu Sen thought so, but he suddenly found that this was impossible, he had become accustomed to using the pen in his hand to describe everything he saw and heard, and the mobile phone was in his pocket, but because the mobile phone had become the standard in this era. Moreover, if it wasn't for his parents who bought the stuff for him, he didn't want this cumbersome at all, and he felt that it was really troublesome to carry this thing with him.

However, he had to carry this thing with him. His parents asked him to bring it, Shi Youliang and Donglin also said that he had to bring it, and more importantly, Dongmu said: "Take it, otherwise I won't find you when I want to look for you." Although in fact, she rarely has something to do with Mu Sen, but because of this sentence, Mu Sen still has her mobile phone.

But in fact, there are only a few contacts in Mu Sen's mobile phone. Moreover, he will not take the initiative to contact them easily, the only ones he will take the initiative to contact are Shi You, Dong Mu and Dong Lin.

In fact, to be more precise, he will take the initiative to contact Hou Dongmu, the girl he likes. As for contacting Shi Liang and Dong Lin, most of the time it is also to contact Dong Mu. Only when he can't find a suitable reason to contact Dong Mu will he contact the two of them.

It's not that Mu Sen is selfish and affectionate, it's just that for Mu Sen, Shi Youliang is basically with her, and Donglin always follows Shi Youliang, these two people, they don't even need to contact him, they feel so troublesome.

However, Shi Youliang and Donglin don't think so. Shi Shangliang once accused Mu Sen: "You are a bastard, except to see Dongmu, you will never think of me." ”

Mu Sen was speechless about Shi You's accusation, because it was a fact. If he didn't want to contact Dong Mu, he really had no other reason to contact Shi You. It's also in the absence of any other reason to contact Donglin.

He is one such person, if it is not necessary, he prefers to stay at home alone and paint, or go to the studio to paint. In Mu Sen's life, there seems to be nothing more important than painting. Dong Mu said that he was a genius and a bastard. In this regard, Mu Sen was sad for a long time, but he could not find a reason to refute it.

Saying that he is a bastard is true, because he will not take even his parents' orders to heart.

Mu Sen leaned back in his chair and looked at the sky. At dusk, the sunset is particularly beautiful, and a few fiery clouds hang in the sky, looking like a smiling face.

There are also a few smaller fiery clouds next to them, changing shapes, like dogs, cats, neighboring old men, and legendary ancient beasts. Every cloud is playing happily and laughing unbridledly.

But what are they laughing at? Is there anything to be happy about? Mu Sen said to himself, "Share with me what makes you so happy." Then he laughed.

Why he laughed, he didn't know, maybe it was because Huo Huoyun had really shared happy things with him, maybe it was because this thing was so funny, or maybe Mu Sen also felt happy, in short, no matter what the reason, Mu Sen was indeed laughing.

Mu Sen is not a person who likes to laugh very much, but he is not the kind of person who can't laugh, most of the time, he will do some stupid things, and then laugh stupidly by himself, and these things are not laughing in the eyes of others. On the other hand, those things that others think are funny, Mu Sen often can't laugh.

Mu Sen's smiling face is very good-looking.

To be more precise, Mu Sen thinks his smiling face is very good-looking. Because he thinks his smiling face is good-looking, and he can't find where the laughter is in the jokes told by others, he will do something stupid to make himself laugh.

However, Mu Sen didn't think his smiling face was beautiful at the beginning, he thought his smiling face was good-looking, and it was the girl who said to him: "You look good when you smile, you have to laugh often." After that, Mu Sen, who didn't like to laugh, often made himself laugh, and he even studied the smile carefully, what kind of smile to use when and when, he didn't rely on feelings like others, he relied on his own research to make reactions.

Study the smile, it sounds a bit unreasonable. But for Mu Sen, this is a must, he always doesn't know what kind of expression to use when, so he can only make up for it through research.

He read a lot of books and observed a lot of people. Then he learned, and then he even got used to showing the right expression when the time came. It was as if this was no longer the result of the research, it was his instinctive reaction. But in fact, most of the time, Mu Sen didn't feel happy or sad.

Where the joke is funny, Mu Sen often can't find the laughing point. Sadness or sadness is rarely felt by him, so he learns to turn his disguised smile into his own.

This is Mu Sen's secret, a secret that no one knows but himself. His deceptive skills are very high, and even Shi Liang didn't see that he was pretending to be happy or sad. Of course, it's not all pretending, and occasionally, he will also have a relationship with them on the same channel. Although there are very few.

What's not good is that it's limited to good things, which are often just momentary things. Because when Mu Sen realizes that his feelings are in the same channel as other people's feelings, he will feel very happy. If it's a happy thing, of course, it's the icing on the cake, but if it's not such a happy thing, he needs to wear that delicate mask that he has made.

He found himself like a demon, more like a clown. The crying and laughing on the surface has nothing to do with the heart. Everything is just to deceive the audience's feelings.

So, deception came into his life, and he never left it again.

Dong Lin once commented on him: "A monster living in his own little world." Mu Sen agrees with this sentence, because he just lives in his own little world.

As for Dong Lin saying that he is a monster, Mu Sen does not refute it, if the opposite of the monster is a normal person, then he is undoubtedly a monster.

Mu Sen's answer was: "What's the matter, I live in my own world, what's wrong, but I can't understand why you cater to others so much?" ”

Why try to cater to others? Mu Sen really didn't understand. So when he asked Dong Lin, he also pricked up his ears, hoping to hear an answer from Dong Lin's mouth that would make him excited. It's just a pity that Donglin didn't tell him anything.

Dong Lin was dumbfounded, she really didn't know what kind of language to use to refute Mu Sen. If this guy wasn't her friend, she wouldn't hesitate to throw him a glass of water, or pick up something on the ground and smash it on his head, and then walk around the road for the rest of her life.

However, this guy is one of her best friends. As a friend, all she can do is follow Mu Sen's wishes and follow his will.

Dong Lin comforted herself: "At least he is very personable, so a freak is a freak." Dong Lin said this to himself, and he also said this to Mu Sen.

What can be done, there is a steel-like reason between them: "Because we are friends." The word friend may seem to others to be rash and normal, but for Mu Sen and Yu Donglin, it is a representative of responsibility.

Mu Sen was very cold to this sentence, most of the time, if Donglin was particularly angry, he would say to Donglin: "Aren't we friends, friends should tolerate each other, right?" ”

"Friends are meant to tolerate each other." Dong Lin replied to Mu Sen like this, and did the same.

For this, Mu Sen is very grateful to her. It's just that probably because the two of them are friends, Mu Sen can't even say a word of thanks.

At this time, Mu Sen had another sentence: "Why should friends be grateful." This sentence was answered by Mu Sen when Donglin said thank you to him. And Dong Lin replied to him: "You finally said something like a human being." ”

Mu Sen undeniably felt that even he felt that this sentence was one of the few human-like words he said.