Chapter 115: Your Name My Heart
It was still a bit difficult for me to re-conceive in three days, but I really couldn't think of a better idea.
After school in the evening, I didn't go back to my dormitory, I came to the playground alone, walked around the barbed wire fence, and then looked for inspiration.
After walking a few laps, I felt a little tired, so I sat down directly on the playground.
There were a few stars twinkling in the dark night sky.
The small county town is like this, the sunny weather, as soon as you look up, the sky is full of stars, dotted with stars, a gust of wind blows, cool and comfortable.
I closed my eyes and hummed a song.
The brightest star in the night sky
Can you hear clearly
The one who looks
Loneliness and sighs in the bottom of my heart
The brightest star in the night sky
Can you remember
Walked with me
A figure that disappeared into the wind
Just as I was singing intoxicated, a clear and warm male voice sounded next to me.
I pray to have a transparent heart
and eyes that will shed tears
Give me the courage to believe again
Go beyond the lies to embrace you
"Promise!" I opened my eyes in surprise to see Xu Promise standing next to me, his hands in his trouser pockets, looking at me coolly.
I stood up and patted the ash on my buttocks: "How can you always find me, you see if the stars are particularly bright tonight." ”
Promise rubbed my hair: "Yes, then you don't call me when you look at the stars." ”
I smiled, "I was looking for inspiration." ”
"Did you find that?"
I shook my head, "No." ”
Xu Promise looked up at the starry sky and said, "Then let's sing, and continue the singing just now." ”
"Okay~"
Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence
Whenever I get lost in the night
The brightest star in the night sky
Please guide me near you
……
I looked at the starlight in Promise's eyes and sang this song, and a sentence suddenly flashed through my mind.
I excitedly grabbed the hand that promised: "I know what to write!" ”
"What are you writing about?"
I smiled mysteriously: "I can't tell you that!" ”
"So mysterious?" Promise raised an eyebrow.
"Uh-huh!" I nodded.
I believe that this idea should be considered very new, and not too many people will dare to write in this direction.
But at that moment, that idea popped into my head, and then I became more and more determined that I was going to write it out.
For the last two days, I went to the library as soon as I got out of school, and that was where I felt the best place to write.
Sometimes he promised to be with me in the library, and he didn't speak, just sat next to me and read his book carefully.
After I had written for a while, my hand holding the pen stopped, and my eyes stole at the promise to read the book next to me.
Recently, I always think of the memories of me and Xu in the past two years, and I don't know if it's because of the approaching parting, people will start to reminisce.
That night, because of that song, I thought that in fact, the promise was the brightest star, which connected the beautiful moments of my entire youth.
So, in this essay contest, I am going to write a promise, write an essay specifically for him, and then give it to him as a gift, for the boy of my youth.
I know that every girl has such a person in her youth, and every time we want to describe him in the best words, it will seem barren and struggling.
In our perhaps ordinary youth, it is he who makes us less ordinary.
"What are you looking at?" The voice of promise interrupted my thoughts.
"Look at you." I put my hands in my face and replied without hesitation.
After finishing speaking, I felt a little embarrassed, and immediately put my hand down, but I forgot that I was still holding a pen in my hand, and it turned out to be directly scratched on my face.
"Ahh I screamed in frustration.
Promise chuckled and rubbed my head dotingly: "Little flower cat." ”
I lowered my head in embarrassment, then reached out to wipe it.
"Didn't get it." Promise said and reached out.
Feeling the warmth of the promised palm, I buried my head lower.
Promising to take advantage of this time, he stretched his neck to read what I wrote, but I covered it up: "Ah! You can't watch! ”
Xu Yu was even more curious: "It's so mysterious, you can't even look at it." ”
I raised an eyebrow at him, "yes, I'll surprise you then!" ”
"Well, I'm looking forward to it." Promise nodded, "Then you continue to write." ”
It wasn't until he looked back at his book that I took my hand away.
Both sheets of paper were full of writing, and the sunlight outside the window shone on them impartially, and those small words seemed to be glowing.
I was relieved the moment the entries were handed in, and I didn't care so much about the rankings, but I just wanted the entries to be in that publication, and then let the promise see them.
I think it's a very romantic thing to write a story about what you want to say to a person and then publish it to him, as if at that moment, you told the world that you liked that boy.
After the essay competition, I went back to the intense review and brushing up on the questions, and in addition to that, I was looking forward to it every day, paying attention to the outcome of the competition.
Finally, a week later, the game had an echo.
The results of this competition were posted in front of the school's bulletin board, and many students crowded there after class.
I pulled Lin Wanwan to stand aside and didn't dare to look, if I hadn't dragged him, Lin Wanwan would have rushed in a long time ago.
"You've been waiting for it every day, isn't it just for this moment!" Lin Wanwan dragged me forward.
"No, no, no, wait, I haven't prepared yet." I dragged her harder.
Just as the two of us were tugging and pulling, Promise suddenly came out of the crowd.
"You see the results?" I stared into Promise's eyes, trying to see something in his expression.
Xu Promise nodded: "Well, let's go and see." ”
"Huh? Why aren't you smiling..."I looked at the promise on my face, and my voice became more and more unconfident, "Isn't it, there is no name for me..."
He didn't tell me either, but said again: "See for yourself." ”
I muttered, my mood sank to the bottom of the sea, wouldn't it...
I slowly moved to the bulletin board, then craned my neck to look, and in the blink of an eye, I saw my name!
Yes!
I excitedly rushed into the crowd in two steps, and if it was really my name, it was still number one!
I delighted to come out of the crowd: "Promise, you lied to me!" ”
Xu Promise smiled: "I didn't say anything. ”
I smirked, "Am I still a little good?" ”
Xu Promise touched my head and said seriously, "You have always been very good. ”
He thought of something again and asked me, "So, after hiding from me for so long, what did you write this essay?" ”
I looked up at Xu Promise: "You are so stupid, of course, you wrote it, you can't even guess it." ”
"Oh," Promise smiled and showed his white teeth, "So, this is a love letter?" ”
I thought about it for a moment and said, "Isn't it romantic that this is a love letter secretly written to you in front of the whole world?" ”。
Promise nodded, reached out and rubbed my hair: "Yes, your name, my heart." ”