Chapter 319: Farewell to the Past
Do you want her to let go of Tang Zhi and forget Tang Zhi?
She wants to let go more than anyone else, wants to forget, but can she say let go and let go, forget and forget?
Not to mention such a long relationship, even if it is acting...... is deep in the play, and it doesn't mean that you can withdraw from it.
Qin Youyu didn't know how long she had been walking, and when she saw the convenience store open on the side of the road, she turned her feet and walked in.
She walked straight to the shelves and took all the beers from them.
After settling the bill, she walked out of the convenience store with a bag of beer, and then, after stopping a taxi, she got on it and told the master an address.
The snow was thick and the road was slippery, and the car was not very fast, and it took more than an hour to reach the school gate.
Qin Youyu pushed the door and got out of the car.
She didn't get in immediately, but turned around and walked to the car behind her.
She stood by the driver's door, raised her hand, and knocked on the window.
The car window was lowered, and Ling Yue's worried face came into view little by little.
Qin Youyu opened his lips, because he was cold, his voice trembled slightly, "Ling Yue, go back, don't follow me." ”
"Youyu ......"
She interrupted him, "Leave me alone." ”
Ling Yue sighed softly, "Okay, I won't follow you anymore, it's just that if you have anything or need someone to pick you up, you must call me." ”
Qin Youyu didn't answer, only took a step back.
Ling Yue started the car and drove away slowly, he looked sideways at the car mirror, and as the car moved, Qin Youyu's figure gradually shrank.
He held the hand behind the wheel, gradually straining.
…
Qin Youyu's body was stiff with cold, his movements were not so neat, and it was snowing, and there was a lot of snow piled up on the wall of the back door, which was very slippery and difficult to climb.
She had to climb, failed several times, and it took a lot of time for her to climb up the wall and jump into it.
Habit is really a particularly incomprehensible and terrible thing, and every time she is unhappy, she gets used to coming here.
At this point, this should be the last place she should be.
This grove has too many memories of her and Tang Zhi, there are many bad ones, but more of them are good, sweet, and happy.
Before, she was always restrained, not daring to let herself wantonly recall all the good things in high school, but today, she wants to recall it well and wantonly.
This is the beginning of her and Tang Zhi, then, she hopes that she and Tang Zhi will also end here.
Qin Youyu leaned against their tree, picked up a bottle of beer, unscrewed the lid, and picked up another bottle of beer, and unscrewed the lid as well.
She placed one of the beers in the place where Tang Zhi had been sitting, and she picked it up and touched it gently.
It's like, she's clinking glasses with Tang Zhi.
"Tang Fifteen, cheers." She said, tilting her head and taking a long sip of her beer.
This taste seems to have returned to the past, when Tang Zhi let her drink the first sip of beer, it was bitter and astringent, and it didn't change at all.
It's just that people have changed.
At that time, she resented Tang Zhi, she hoped that she had never known Tang Zhi, and now, she hoped that neither she nor Tang Zhi would grow up.
She hoped that Tang Fifteen would always be the young man who amazed her time and warmed her heart.
There are so many memories, and every frame can make the corners of her lips rise uncontrollably.
I don't know if it's because of the drunkenness and the slow drunkenness, or because the memories are too good, so the pain in her heart is washed away, and even, she seems to be hallucinating.
Tang Fifteen stood in front of her, and then slowly squatted down, his eyes level with her.
His eyes were no longer as cold as they were now, they were back to their former warmth, and the corners of his lips were hooked as before, and he smiled wickedly at her.
"Tang Fifteen ......"
Qin Youyu muttered, she raised her hand, wanting to touch his face, but as soon as her fingertips touched the phantom, the phantom disappeared.
Even hallucinations...... She wasn't allowed to come closer.
Qin Youyu leaned against the trunk of the tree, her eyes were unconsciously filled with tears again, she closed her eyes, and tears slipped down the corners of her eyes.
The beer dwindled little by little, and by the time she had finished the last glass, her vision was blurred.
The snow seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and all her drunkenness came up, and she hallucinated again, she saw Tang Fifteen coming step by step from the snow and squatting in front of her.
His hand fell on her cheek, even if it was an illusion, Qin Youyu bent the corners of his lips hard, and said, "Tang Fifteen, I'm drunk, you carry me home." ”
Tang Fifteen said that if she is drunk, he will be responsible for carrying her home.
Tang Fifteen, who was in front of him, hummed softly, then he turned around, turned his head and said to her, "Come up." ”
Qin Youyu leaned on his back and put his hands around his neck.
Unexpected...... It's not cold, it's mild.
She subconsciously hugged it tighter.
The snow was getting heavier and the temperature was getting colder, but she didn't feel cold.
If she could, she wanted to stay in the hallucination and never wake up again, she slowly closed her eyes and let the drunkenness erode.
…
Sunlight shines through the windowsill and into the room.
Qin Youyu consciously in the next second, her head was splitting, she lifted her eyelids with difficulty, and looked at the ceiling in confusion.
It was a full minute or so before she recognized that this was her apartment room.
She ...... yesterday Obviously I went to school and drank in the school's grove, and then I got drunk and hallucinated, and I saw Tang Fifteen.
Then, it was Tang Fifteen who carried her home......
No, if it was a hallucination, how did she get back to the apartment herself? Don't...... Not an illusion, but the real Tang Fifteen?
Suddenly, she heard a noise outside the room.
Qin Youyu sat up openly, ignoring the discomfort all over his body, lifted out of bed, didn't have time to put on his shoes, and staggered out.
As soon as she left the room, she saw a long figure standing on the other side of the open kitchen.
But that figure...... It's not Tang Fifteen, it's Chen Jian.
yes, what else is she looking forward to?
That phantom, she clearly disappeared as soon as she touched it, how could it be Tang Fifteen.
Chen Jian turned around and saw Qin Youyu standing there, looking sluggish, he frowned, hurriedly walked over, and reprimanded her distressedly while helping her back to the bedroom, "Xiao Yu'er, I really don't look at you for a moment, you don't take your body seriously, you talk about you, it's a cold day, where do you want to drink, you have to drink outside, if Mr. Ling doesn't bring you back in time, you have to freeze to death outside!" ”
Qin Youyu's footsteps paused suddenly, and she looked at Chen Jian, "You mean, Ling Yue sent me back?" ”
"Yes, he went into the school and saw you drunk under the tree, so he sent you back, otherwise, you think you can still see the sun today?"