Chapter 114
Ning Yan saw that Anxin no longer resisted him, so he rushed over and hugged Anxin and said, "Is this the last tenderness that Qingqing wants to give me before leaving?"
Hearing this, she had a lot of thoughts for a while, and the colors in her eyes were quite complicated, but she was helpless. She could only say helplessly: "Don't make trouble, hurry up and rest." I don't know who you're drinking so much with......"
"I met Gao Aiqing here, and on a whim, I drank some, and it didn't get in the way." Ning Yan explained, and then he said: "Qingqing, although I was a little drunk just now, I was still conscious, I heard everything you said!"
"I'm not afraid of this thing, you know, isn't it obvious?" An An smiled and said, but only An An knew in her heart how heavy her heart was.
I thought I could be entangled for a long time, but I thought that the separation was so hasty.
"Qingqing, will you come back this time?" Ning Yan asked with some uneasiness.
Hearing this, Anxin looked at the candle flame in the distance, his thoughts were a little ethereal, and he said in this faint voice: "Yes, I will come back, in another five years......"
Hearing Anxin's exact answer, Ning Yan was a little happy for a while, and Anxin finally answered his question positively.
But Ning Yan always felt relieved, and there was something to say. Even when Anxin said this, his voice was so ethereal. As if relieved, he was about to disappear into the void, without a trace.
But was dissipated by greater excitement, but fortunately, this relationship finally did not end without a problem!
After that, An Xin looked at Ning Yan with some doubts and said, "Why do you think I don't care about you in my heart?"
When Ning Yan heard this, he was a little aggrieved in his peach blossom eyes, and said, "Qingqing, all your behaviors and actions make me feel very insecure, and make me feel that you don't care about me anymore?"
Hearing this, Anxin touched Ning Yan's cheek with some distress.
I can't help but sigh in my heart, liking will really make a person's eyes be clouded with inferiority, and it will make people not like themselves.
No one can escape this theorem. Even that person is as noble as an emperor.
An An sighed, his tone was a little choked, and said, "Ning Yan, do you know? In fact, I have forgiven you for everything you have done. Forgive me for trying to kill me. Forgive you for forcing me to marry you with Mengbao, and then I had to lose my life for twenty years, and use medicine to postpone Mengbao's birth. Forgive you for wanting to keep Mengbao on the face, but you want to defeat Mengbao in private. Forgive you for being revengeful, causing trouble to the Three Kingdoms, and finally harming my relatives in the Anguo Mansion. I also forgive you for being angry with me and causing Brother Youran to have an accident. I also forgive you, in order to save you from jumping into the ice river and being infertile for life. I forgive you for everything, because I care too much, I love you too much. It's a pity to forgive and forgive, but I can't let go, because these hurts are not just on me.
When Ning Yan heard this, he was shocked for a while, he hugged Anxin tightly, and his body trembled slightly.
He never knew that such a petite and delicate woman as Anxin had endured so many things, and now he was able to tolerate all this so gently. What kind of gentle and warm woman she is. To be able to swallow these sufferings alone?
The words of peace of mind were like sharp knives stabbing Ning Yan's heart at this time.
In fact, it makes sense, in the final analysis, because he knows that he has only five years left in this world, and he is willing to tolerate all this, but he can't treat it as if it didn't happen. Then calmly go to live with Ning Yan. It's not something that peace of mind can do.
Ning Yan heard that Anxin had paid so much for him and said so many things. The shock in my heart lasted for a long time, and my mood was quite complicated, and I said: "Qingqing made you suffer, it's all my fault......"
In fact, sometimes, Ning Yan also knows. It's just that he doesn't know what Anxin has done for him silently behind his back. For example, this lifespan, this lifelong infertility. He suddenly felt that his previous crazy jealousy, in front of the peace of mind, seemed like a clown jumping off the beam, looking so pale and powerless.
It's not just because of Gao Qilin's persuasion. Now Ning Yan also feels that he has no qualifications, and he is praying for peace of mind to do something for him, or to pay extra feelings, because he is really not worth it.
An Xin raised a faint smile, looked at Ning Yan with a warm face and said, "It's not your fault. It's just that the world is impermanent, and there are too many things between you and me. In fact, if we have the opportunity, may our next life be free of these deceitful and deceitful, and without these swords and swords. Our parents are alive, our friends are healthy, we meet each other simply, we love each other simply, we grow old together, how good it would be......"
When Ning Yan heard this, he felt that the whole person was surrounded by warmth. His cold and dark world seemed to be enveloped by a light called peace of mind at this moment, and after that, there was no haze in his world, only the gentle breeze, the warm sunshine, and the smile of the woman in the red dress beside him.
It's a pity that it was all too late, and if it would have been nice if he had met earlier, he wouldn't have made such a big mistake......
Ning Yan hugged Anxin tightly, kept saying sorry, and kept scolding himself.
An Xin finally hugged him tightly this time, and whispered in his ear, as if making a final goodbye: "Ning Yan, I love you, I love you very much......"
At this moment, Ning Yan was strong in all the disguises of peace of mind before. It was like a levee bursting and collapsing. He saw Anxin's delicate and delicate face, gently touched the red lips, and then kissed it.
At this moment, he only wants to encroach on all of Anxin, her breath, her soul, and everything about her.
The love in this world is so bitter. Perhaps only after losing will people know how to cherish and realize the mistakes they have made. It would be nice if all the time before the quarrel was used to get along well!
But now, in a few days, they will be separated.
Seeing Ning Yan so enthusiastic, Anxin also gave up resistance, and his heart was filled with bitterness. Anxin kissed back, and for a while the two were inseparable, entangled, and the light veil on the side slowly hung down.
The red candles are flickering, and in the room, there is infinite spring for a while.
Peace of mind is like a flat boat dancing with the waves on Ning Yan's body. I only want to sink here, and I don't want to be separated.
Vaguely, Anxin seemed to hear Ning Yan whispering beside her: "Qingqing, you must come back, don't ...... Fall in love with anyone! ”
The two were entangled until dawn.
The next day, Ning Yan directly sent someone to announce the matter of peace with Lan Cang, but he did not go to the court, and he always accompanied Anxin.