The way I am now ... Is it because of the original 100-day pass? ”

I raised my withered hand, and my whole heart was very heavy, if it was because of the Hundred Days Pass, it always seemed that I was not saved.

My mother grabbed my hand, shook her head, and said, "No, the Hundred Days Pass can only be encountered when you are a baby, your current situation is very special, I will find a way to find out with your brother, during this time, you can cultivate well." ”

As we talked, the sky soon dawned, and the early morning wind and sunlight came in, which was particularly comfortable.

The days that followed were very difficult, and my mother and my brother began to look around for the reason why I was the way I was, and we often went out for a day and only came back at night.

I was lying alone in a hospital bed, living like a year.

Sometimes Liu Kuaikou came over to talk to me, and sometimes he would bring Bai Youwei over, and the three of them would fight the landlord.

Liu Xin was called back by his master, he couldn't stay, there was still a lot to learn.

And Chen Xie is still investigating the real reason for Yuan Lao's death, and he can't stay for a long time, when Wu Tian followed Chen Xie back, Guoguo chose to stay with me, which made Wu Tian uncomfortable for a long time, and he was really reluctant to Guoguo.

I don't bother to say anything about him now, since he really likes Guoguo, let's let him like it.

It's a matter whether I can even live or not, so how can I care about other people's love and hatred?

Sometimes when I'm bored, I will ask Guoguo: "What do you think of this kid Wu Tian?" ”

She thought about it very seriously: "It's okay, it's just a little unreliable sometimes." ”

"Like him?" I asked with a smile.

She shook her head, looking a little sentimental: "I don't like it... Brother Tu Poor, what is it to like someone? I can't tell if I like someone else. ”

She stopped me by asking, what does it mean to like someone?

Just liking also has two meanings, maybe it's just a good feeling, maybe it's really liking.

I suddenly remembered that when I first met Chen Qing, the two of us were the last people to stay in the library during that time, and after a long time, we slowly got to know each other, and finally got together.

It's a very cliché story, there is no vigor, there are no ups and downs, they just meet, and they are together.

But I knew very well in my heart that the first time I saw her, I knew that I had met the person in my life.

I thought about it carefully and told Guoguo: "Like a person, it is the joy of the heart, the companionship of the body, you will want to accompany this person to see the long stream, see the world is light and light, want to tell her the story of your life, I can't wait to share everything around you with her." ”

As I spoke, I saw that although Guoguo listened very carefully, his expression looked very dazed, and I couldn't help but smile and said, "Don't you understand?" ”

"I don't understand," she shook her head stiffly.

"To put it simply, when you feel like someone, you like them."

"Oh, I see." She nodded, as if suddenly realized.

I looked at her innocent appearance and said with a smile: "Look at your appearance, is there someone you like?" ”

"Nope!" She quickly shook her head, her face was a little red, I said in my heart that you little girl, your heart is on your face, you can't hide it if you want to, it is clear that you have someone you like.

"It's a pity that Wu Tian." I deliberately said jokingly: "If she knew that you had someone she liked, I am afraid she would be uncomfortable to death." ”

"Cut, he's just a big carrot, I don't care if it's uncomfortable!" When Guoguo mentioned him, he seemed to be very disdainful, and his face was tilted to the side.

I thought it was interesting when I saw this, and I was idle anyway, so I asked her, "Come and tell my brother, who do you have a crush on?" Let my brother help you review and review! "I won't tell you!" She laughed evilly, and no matter how much I asked, she just wouldn't say anything.

As the days passed, it was strange to say that I was lying in the hospital like this, and there was no accident.

No one in the ghost world found me, and the butcher didn't send anyone over, and my brother came back from time to time to take Shi Zhenzhen with him.

To my surprise, the relationship between the two, I don't know when it began, seems to have become very good.

In order to investigate my condition, my mother and my brother returned to their hometown to start the investigation from the original place, and I heard that they went to look for the second uncle, but the second uncle has not been seen, as if he is missing, and he has not found it after several searches.

The matter about my second uncle has always been a problem in my heart, and the reason is very simple.

The photos I found on my phone couldn't be regarded as not seeing them anyway. (See Chapter 210 for details)

Since that time, I haven't seen my second uncle, I don't know where he went, and I don't know what happened here.

It seems that with the passage of time, many things are becoming more and more different from what we saw at the beginning.

I was lying in the hospital bed, and I didn't feel particularly painful, although sometimes my body would suddenly fall ill at night, as if I had been thrown into an incinerator, and I couldn't sleep, but more often, but more often than not, I enjoyed it.

Because of my physical weakness, I often have dreams. But I don't hate this, because in my dreams, I can often see Chen Qing.

Her eyebrows are still the same as they were back then, we walked side by side, through the streets and alleys, between the smoke and willow bridges, as if we had never walked before.

This state lasted for about half a year, and I was lying in bed, feeling like an aging machine, completely losing the meaning of existence.

By chance, I looked through a mirror and saw my old self in the mirror, with pale hair, tired face, and a thin body like old bark.

I almost didn't recognize myself, and after only half a year, how could I become an old man who looked seventy or eighty years old?

My brother and mother are still investigating day and night, and they told me not to worry, saying that there must be a way, but I know very well in my heart that it is not so easy to find out the truth, I am afraid it is more difficult than climbing to the sky.

I can feel that my body is almost at its limit.

Many times, I watched them sit on the edge of the bed, and I wanted to say goodbye, and when they were gone, I suddenly died one day, and I didn't have a chance.

But when the words came to their mouths, they were afraid that they would be sad to hear it, and they would never be able to speak.

My mother told me that my father was indeed dead, and that he had been dead for many years.

I dreamed of my father, and maybe it was a goodbye.

Half a year later, another half a year.

After a full year, I got used to it.

They seem to be used to it, and many people come to see me in the snowy year, and it seems that I have become a patient, and it has been accepted by everyone.

When a child passed by the ward, I heard his childish voice say, "Mom, that old man looks so pitiful." ”

Grandpa? Obviously, I am only twenty-seven or eighteen years old, am I getting old, or do others think I am old?

One day a year later, my brother suddenly said that he had found a way to save me, and at that time, I had given up.

He hurriedly packed his bags and left.

I didn't know where I went, and he didn't say anything, except for a sentence that he would definitely save me.

I didn't see him for months.

Then came my mother, who suddenly seemed to have disappeared, saying that she was going to find my brother, and a week later, there was no one to be seen.

I waited in the ward for a long time, except for Guoguo and Wu Tian, who came to see her occasionally, everyone was very busy, and no one could take care of me.

I lay there and sometimes wondered, I might be going to die, where did my brother and mother go? Why haven't you come back for so long?

Telephones and mobile phones, they can't get through.

It's like evaporating.

I was worried about the danger because my brother and mother seemed to be acting separately, which made me very uneasy.

I thought about it for a long time, and remembered what my father had said in my dream, he said, Tu poor, you don't give up no matter what, you have to persevere more than me, the road is still very long, don't give up easily.

Later, I finally figured out that my father said that as long as I was alive, I should not give up.

So I decided to go to them, to my brother and mother, and I felt that I couldn't give up yet, at least not now.

I got out of bed while no one was there, pulled out the needle on my arm, and said to Guoguo, "Your brother and I are dying, can you promise me one thing?" ”

She cried tears like pear blossoms, and couldn't stop nodding.

"I want to go to my family, don't you stop me?"

She nodded desperately and said, "I'll go with you!" ”

I said, "No, I'll go by myself, you stay, and while I'm still here, don't tell anyone." ”

That's it, I left, out of the hospital, and saw the RV parked in the yard, it's been a year, the body is covered with dust, it looks dirty, and it seems that no one has driven it for a long time.

I had a spare key, so I opened the car door, packed my backpack, put on my high heels, portraits, brushes, and crutches, and sat down with difficulty.

The fat boy squatted on the sofa and turned back to me: "Tu poor, you can go with confidence, if you die, the master will bring you back." ”