Chapter 112: She

For several days, Chen Muran ignored Gu Shaoqing. Although Gu Shaoqing didn't know what was going on, he remembered that Jian Fan had told him that girls have some little tempers, which you don't feel when you're friends with her, and it will only show up when you're in love.

So there is always a Gu Shaoqing at the door of Chen Muran's house every morning, there is always a Gu Shaoqing next to her when she does recess exercises, and there is a Gu Shaoqing next to the seat in the afternoon between classes.

Chen Muran didn't know how to face him, let alone how to face the morning and dusk. She also wanted to respond to him, such a stiff relationship made her feel awkward, but when she remembered it, her enthusiasm was ruthlessly extinguished.

Will he look at her like a fool, he is clear... You can pull Asuni out, but watch her fall into the abyss. Why exactly did he do this.... Didn't he say that he would take care of everything .... Mu Ran nestled in the corner of the bed and buried himself in his knees.

Zhu Mu watched Gu Shaoqing stick to Chen Muran's side every day, in the eyes of others, they seemed to be the most paired couple, and she was a green tea that was hard to stick. She was unwilling, obviously Chen Muran was just playing, why did she want Gu Shaoqing to be kind to her without reservation? She must expose her true colors and let Shaoqing see that she is the best person for him.

In March, the season of recovery, Chen Muran has slowly become accustomed to the feeling of Gu Shaoqing surrounding her, and sometimes he will inadvertently turn his head to see if he is still there.

It's been two weeks, and after thinking about it, Mu Ran still decided to find a trip to the morning and dusk. The prison girl who was suddenly visited in prison finally understood what was going on after listening to a certain scholar talk about it intermittently for two hours, she sighed helplessly, and took a bite of the apple that Jian Fan had washed for her.

"So, because of this, you ignored him for two weeks?"

"Nor did it... It's just quite cold..."Mu Ran didn't know why Chao Du wasn't angry, but looked at her with a caring look for mentally handicapped children.

"Sister, are you thinking too much about him," Chao Du spit out the skin and took another bite of the apple, "Although the three of them may be old acquaintances, how can he tell when I took drugs, and ah, Chen Yi and her mother still put the gossip in your heart, it is all a lot of oil and vinegar, if you really want to know the ins and outs, you can ask him yourself, and hang on to others like this." ”

"You... Not angry? Chen Muran looked at Chao Du cautiously, the girl behind the glass was gobbling up the apple in her hand, as if she really didn't have to do it..... There are mood swings.

"What do I have to be angry about, I did these things by myself, and it has nothing to do with him, and it wasn't instigated by him, but I think that if the transaction between him and Lin Ziao is true, he must also be for everyone's good, think about it, what reason does he have to follow Lin Ziao to do such a bad thing, there must be some kind of suffering, just like you lied to help me at the beginning~"

Oh, yes... She didn't, think too badly of him.... I had promised him to trust him completely, but now... Chen Muran lowered his head silently.

"If you want me to say, you hurry up and find him, obviously there is still a tiger eyeing him now, you still have time to make trouble with him, this kind of thing has to ask me, is your brain only loaded with college entrance examination questions," Liang Chaodui threw away the gnawed nucleus, and said, "He sent me a message at the time, he must have wanted to remind us that we are in danger, you have been together for so long, you will be more judgmental than me, you have to believe him." ”

"Okay...."Mu Ran nodded, chatted with Chao Du for a while and went back. On the way, Gu Shaoqing's phone call came as usual, his tone was still relaxed, chatting with her about today's weather, Mu Ran stood on the side of the road, looking up at the blue sky.

"The weather today is really good." Chen Muran responded to him softly. She didn't hear Gu Shaoqing's excited voice on the other end of the phone, but felt that the burden on her body was suddenly much lighter. Maybe she shouldn't have tormented each other with the past, just like she had decided to start a new memory with him, so she didn't have to bother with the bad old days.

"Where are you?"

"I'm a little busy right now, what's wrong?" Gu Shaoqing's side was suddenly a little noisy, Mu Ran didn't care, and walked towards the wonton shop by kicking the stones on the side of the road.

"It's okay, I just want to see you all of a sudden."

"Then I'll go to you at night, I have something to tell you."

"Okay, see you that night."

"See you in the evening~"

Chen Muran put away her mobile phone, the dark clouds in her heart had dissipated, she walked forward with a relaxed mood, and she felt new when she saw everything. She suddenly had a lot of things to say to Gu Shaoqing, and there seemed to be a lot of words in her mind, but she couldn't grasp it accurately, and she couldn't make up a complete sentence. Thinking about it, she laughed out loud, amused by her strange behavior.

The ups and downs of his mood seem to be good.

"Uncle...."Chen Muran was glad that she was not so happy that she was dizzy, and her voice stopped abruptly at the first pronunciation, otherwise such a scene would make her unable to face it.

If the bird falls from a comfortable cloud, the moment of fall or the time of continuous falling, which one is more desperate. Chen Muran still remembers the answer given by the book of psychology. At the moment of falling, it will feel all thoughts are lost, panic and helplessness will be in its heart, and this is the peak of despair, and the process of continuous falling is the process of accepting despair, until finally, it will completely give up struggling, because it has become accustomed to the fact of death.

Unfortunately, Chen Muran fell like this.

She slowly stepped back, trying to hide herself. Looking at each other, the girl's proud expression was full of sarcasm, this was a silent victory, which Chen Muran couldn't accept.

She fled.

When she sat in the taxi, her mind was full of scenes of two people laughing and eating. Wonton shop... Laugh.... Chen Muran was a little out of breath. "Girl, are you alright? Are you okay? The driver looked at the girl in the back seat with a pale face, and couldn't help but ask with some concern.

"I... It's okay, you can keep going. ”

Chen Muran covered his heart, there... It hurts terribly. It wasn't until this moment that she knew how much she liked Gu Shaoqing, and finally remembered that the night she woke up, it was his warmth that brought her back to this lonely world and taught her to feel love again. But she was too slow, so slow that he drained his love, so slow that he opened his heart to another person, so slow that she seemed to have lost him.

It wasn't until twelve o'clock that Gu Shaoqing left downstairs. And Chen Muran finally experienced the despair to the fullest. She was not a brave man, and she had exhausted all her strength when she ran to him. Now, she doesn't even have the courage to go up and ask a question, after all, a person who doesn't even have a memory, how can she prove that she really likes it? The countless missed calls on the screen have become a thing of the past, Mu Ran threw the phone out in annoyance, and wrapped himself on the bed.

Tonight, it's another sleepless night.