Chapter 54: Hidden Love
In order to facilitate their conversation, the two came to the lake pavilion in Moonlight Lake, at this time the water surface had condensed into ice, and the surrounding area was empty and quiet, so there was no need to worry about anyone disturbing them.
"I came to you privately today, because I had a reluctant request." Yu Wenjin said.
Jiang Zhengxin smiled and said: "Mr. Yuwen has saved my life, so I don't need to be so polite, and I just tell you anything." ”
"Miss Xin'er is serious, it is Yu Yue who saved you, I just obeyed orders, so don't take this matter to heart." He paused, and then continued, "And I don't want you to reluctantly agree to my request today in order to repay your kindness, this matter has nothing to do with Hanxian Palace, it has nothing to do with Yu Yue, everything is just my personal request, whether you can agree or not depends on your own will."
Jiang Zhengxin nodded: "Okay." ”
Yu Wenjin's eyes lowered, his heart was very struggling, he was doing something that he was extremely unwilling, but he was determined to do, and only after mustering up his courage did he raise his eyes, and his phoenix eyes looked at Jiang Zhengxin: "...... I don't know what Miss Xin'er thinks about Yueyue? ”
“……”
Jiang Zhengxin was a little stunned.
"I ......"
She didn't know why the other party suddenly asked this question, but seeing that Yu Wenjin was asking seriously, she replied frankly: "I like him." ”
She swore that she would never get close to Yue Yue again, but she never thought of hiding her feelings, although this relationship was deeply hidden, it was not invisible, so no matter who asked, this doomed unrequited love can also be said frankly.
Yu Wenjin stared at her with burning eyes, and asked again: "Then I don't know what kind of feelings Miss Xin'er thinks of Yue Yue for you?" ”
Jiang Zhengxin: "......"
She lost her words.
Wei Yue's indifferent and detached appearance appeared in front of her again, and the strange words echoed in her ears again.
Jiang Zhengxin's thick and long eyelashes trembled twice, and the hands in his sleeves couldn't help clenching, and his heart was so nervous - it turned out that Mr. Yuwen was here to persuade her to leave.
Because he can't forget the kindness of Yu Yue who sacrificed himself to save him, he wants to do his best to repay a little more, since Yu Yue doesn't want to see her, then hide in a corner that he can't see and do something for him silently.
It turns out that even this concern hidden in the dark is not allowed......
Jiang Zhengxin's originally bright eyes dimmed, and his voice was soft and astringent: "He doesn't like me, and he doesn't ...... Don't want to see me again. ”
Saying this sentence proves that she is very aware of Wei Yue's attitude, but she still has to run to do these things.
makes this relationship even more humble to the bones and low to the dust.
I feel embarrassed and sad because of my secretly painful self-esteem and the face that the girl's family cares about the most.
"That's what he said to you."
Yu Wenjin sighed, looked at the lake embankment in the distance, and found the place where he was in Yue on a rainy night, and his eyebrows were condensed.
Jiang Zhengxin didn't disturb him, just waited quietly. She was also picking up her thoughts, ready to listen calmly to the words that told her to leave.
After a while, Yu Wenjin turned around and said in a low voice: "On his birthday that day, I rushed from the Hanxian Palace and found him by the lake, he was drenched in cold rain all night and was seriously ill, and later learned that you were missing, and before the illness was cured, he rushed to the north to find you, his heart was very fragile He himself knew very well, but he still lured the blood Gu to his body in order to save you, and then he knew that he would definitely die, what do you think these are for?" Is it all out of dislike? ”
Jiang Zhengxin: "......"
"He's a guy who smiles at people even when he's not happy, but he hasn't smiled much since his birthday, and even though he doesn't say anything, I know he's sad. I don't know what happened that day, what he said to you, but from what I know about this child, he likes you very much, from a very early, long ......time ago."
“……”
Jiang Zhengxin's mind suddenly went blank.
Does Wei Yue like her, how is it possible?
Shaking his head, he replied in a low voice: "He once told me personally that he didn't like me. ”
Yu Wenjin sighed and said: "The reason why he will lie to you is because his heart is damaged, and he may die at any time, Zhong Ke's master once said that if he is safe, he can only live for five years at most, and if he says something like that, I think he is to let you leave him, and he doesn't want to delay your life." ”
“……”
The words "will die at any time" and "can only live for five years at most" slapped Jiang Zhengxin's heart like a stormy wave, and then frantically swept her into the endless abyss.
With Shangyu Wenjin's sincere and serious gaze, she knew that the other party was not lying to herself, it turned out that what Yu Yue had done was to fulfill her own happiness.
remembered that he said that he didn't like her, and that he didn't know the ......
remembered that he had rushed to the north to save her despite the danger......
remembered the stab he had given her in the chest......
remembered that he exchanged his life for his life, drawing out the Gu poison in her body......
remembered that in order to let her go home, he even had to use his own corpse......
Remembering that he said that everything he did was just to thank him for a meal, so don't have any burdens......
……
It turned out that he had done so much for her, but she couldn't understand it or see through it......
I stupidly believed what he said......
She hated herself for only now understanding his dedication, his helplessness, and his sadness, and once thought that his feelings for her were cold ice, but now she realized that it was actually silent flowing lava, which made her heart hot and painful......
Yu Wenjin looked at the sky in the distance, and his voice was astringent: "Because I know him best, I have seen his affection for you a long time, but at that time I didn't want you to be together, for fear that it would affect his injury, I just want him to spend his life safely." Later, I saw that he buried his feelings deeply and kept his distance from you, so I put my mind at ease. ”
"But it's been through this, it's been through this ......"
His voice was choked and hoarse.
“…… It's hard to survive for a year. ”
“…… What the? ”
Jiang Zhengxin's eyes widened, unable to believe what he had heard.
Crazy grasped the last straw in his heart: "Can't even Jade Bodhi cure him?" ”
Yuwen Jin shook his head: "It's useless, Zhong Ke said that even if the heart veins are no longer damaged, one year is the limit." ”
Jiang Zhengxin originally thought that Yu Yue's injury was healed, and what he owed was just a life-saving grace, but now he realized that he really owed him a life.
Five years is a short time, how precious it must be for him, and he has lost him a small amount of time......
One year ...... Less than a year......
How can this favor be repaid? How should this love be repaid?
……
"I'll do my best to find a way to heal him. If I can cure him, I am afraid that you will miss each other and regret it for the rest of your life. But if not, I hope he can be happy for the rest of his short life, that child has suffered too much and has never been truly happy, so I hope he can at least have a happy time before he dies. ”
"I came to you privately and told you this, although it was against Yu Yue's original intention, but after experiencing this life and death, I vowed to make him happy, so I want you not to believe what he said to you, and don't leave him easily."
"You don't have to do anything, as long as you can be with him, he'll be happy."
"A year at most, maybe short."
……