Chapter 49: Vulnerability and Anxiety

After Mr. Wang and Liang Can left, Lu Mingqiao sat in the office for a while.

I didn't do anything, I just thought about the suggestion that Mr. Wang just made.

"If you don't want to do it, I'll wait for your resignation report tomorrow, and go back and think about it."

Frankly speaking, the company is indeed not what it used to be, and it is really not a big deal to take her alone.

I have to admit that no matter how arrogant she is, the company is not hers, as long as she doesn't want her to work here, she will still be ruthless, and she won't care how long she has been doing it.

Unload the mill and kill the donkey, there will always be a new donkey to replace her.

She could quit her job and find a new job, but she won't have the ideal salary and treatment in the short term.

Besides, how can you guarantee that you won't have a strong rival like Liang Can when you go somewhere else?

If she meets again, will she be able to walk away?

The answer is clearly no.

Lu Mingqiao put on his coat to get off work, and when he walked out of the door, he found that it was raining.

The rainy spring was even colder, so she didn't bring an umbrella and took a taxi back.

I really hate this kind of weather, the kind of cold seems to invade the bone marrow, and the cold makes people upset.

After getting out of the car, Lu Mingqiao trotted into the door of the unit, and as soon as he came in, he found Ji Xiao behind the door.

"You're back? It's cold. Ji Xiao took off his coat and wanted to put it on Lu Mingqiao.

"The last thing you like is a rainy day in spring, when you turn pale when you're cold."

Today's day was already very bad, and now seeing such a bad person, she felt that her mentality was about to collapse.

Lu Mingqiao knocked off Ji Xiao's coat and said: "The belated love is cheaper than grass, you look affectionate now, who can you show it?" ”

"Ming Qiao, let me chase you again, okay?" Ji Xiao asked.

"Forget it, you can't do it, don't come out to act."

Lu Mingqiao really felt very cold and didn't want to deal with him outside, she walked upstairs quickly and entered the house, and Ji Xiao also came in.

"What's going on? Is it unpleasant to get along with your little girlfriend? Why do you want to break up with someone? Lu Mingqiao took a cup of hot water and warmed it in his hand.

"Ming Qiao, I really don't know about her trouble, I really know now, I really distinguish it with her now, the person I like is you."

"What do you like about me? Didn't you think I was strong before? Isn't it realistic for me? Don't think about it now? ”

"I didn't think it through before, really, everyone has a chance to be forgiven for making mistakes, and I should have it too? You can't sentence me to death at one time, this time I really figured it out, we bought the house in Yanjing, and I will listen to your arrangement. ”

"And, let me tell you the good news, I've started a business!"

After hearing this, Lu Mingqiao almost choked on drinking water, why all of a sudden, everyone he knew was starting a business?

"My previous company was too inhumane, I have been doing it for so many years, how much benefit I have brought to the company, but just because my computer was broken and I lost some orders, I turned my face and didn't recognize people, if I want to stay, I must compensate for the customer's loss, or let me go! Such an impersonal company, don't wait! ”

Lu Mingqiao understood, it turned out that this was the case.

Speaking of which, Ji Xiao's resignation also has something to do with Jiang Chen, if Jiang Chen hadn't hacked his computer, it is estimated that he would not have been able to resign.

However, having said that, going to work is such a rule, when creating value, holding you, and losing the company's interests, the company will definitely not be the first to protect the employee.

"I still have a few former colleagues, we are about to set up a new company, anyway, we have figured out the doorway, and when the company is opened, it will be no worse than my current company! When the time comes, I will snatch all his customers and make him regret it! ”

Lu Mingqiao listened dizzily, and she said: "I'm not interested in these, just leave when you're done, don't worry about me anymore." ”

"How can you do that? What can that kid bring you? My future is limitless! You open your eyes and take a good look, you're just a waste of time with him, and besides, you're three years older than him? Even if he soars one day, the first one to kick is you! People must find a small one. ”

Lu Mingqiao couldn't hold back after hearing this, and a cup of hot water was poured on Ji Xiao.

"Shut up!"

"Look, you see, you are angry, and you are poked in the sore spot, right?" Ji Xiao tugged at his clothes, the water was too hot.

"The most important thing for you now is to marry me and have children, don't wander with the little boy, he coaxes you to say a few words and you will live in a dream, when the time comes, you will be played by him, people and money are empty, there is nothing, while I am still sincere to you, if you don't marry me, you will only regret it in the future, otherwise you are old and yellow, who will want you?"

"You're almost thirty, if you don't get married soon, you can't have a child, and I still want a son."

What kind of sand sculpture is this straight male cancer, Lu Mingqiao entered the kitchen angrily, and then took out a kitchen knife.

"Okay, in order to avoid the possibility that I will marry you in the future, I will hack you to death today."

Ji Xiao watched Lu Mingqiao come over with a kitchen knife and cut it when he raised it, and he immediately panicked.

"What are you doing!" Ji Xiao dodged for a moment.

"Are you crazy? You're going to cut me? ”

"I'm not crazy, but I'm just a god who fucking annoys you, and I want to cut you when I see you!"

Today's grievances for a day were all vented on Ji Xiao.

Ji Xiao didn't look like Lu Mingqiao was joking, she slashed down and slashed into the table, if he hadn't moved away, wouldn't he have already cut him?

"You have something to say, put the knife down!"

"I don't have anything to say to you." Lu Mingqiao chased Ji Xiao all over the house.

Ji Xiao touched the door, and was so frightened that he hurriedly opened the door and ran out.

Lu Mingqiao didn't plan to let him go, so he chased him directly and chased him into the community.

The night was dark and murderous, the wind was high and the sky was set on fire, Ji Xiao couldn't imagine that he was actually chased and cut down, there was no ambiguity at all, Lu Mingqiao really wanted to kill him.

"Damn, calm down! Etiquette is precious! You hacked me to death, you broke the law! ”

The world is so beautiful, but you are so grumpy, not good, not good.

"If someone doesn't offend me, I won't offend anyone, but if someone offends me, I'll make him regret it!"

Ji Xiao ran out of the gate of the community, stumbled and stopped a taxi, opened the door and got into the car.

Lu Mingqiao couldn't catch up with Ji Xiao, she threw the kitchen knife towards the car and smashed it on the body accurately.

As soon as I closed the car door, I heard a bang, the sound of a kitchen knife hitting the car!

The driver looked at Ji Xiao in horror and asked, "...... you You're not going to be an escape....... Fugitives, right? ”

"Brother, don't you think the one out there is more like a murderer? Help, hurry up and drive, I'll pay you for smashing the car. ”

The taxi drove away, and Lu Mingqiao stood panting in the rain.

The rain drenched her hair and dripped down it.

It was a really bad day.

Jiang Chen sent a message to Lu Mingqiao, but she didn't reply for a day, and she didn't answer her phone.

He came to look for her at home, and as soon as he entered the community, he saw her standing in the rain, like a ghost, completely different from the confident and cheerful, sunny and free Lu Mingqiao he knew, she looked fragile now.

"Sister." Jiang Chen hurriedly held up an umbrella and came over.

Lu Mingqiao turned her head slowly, and saw that it was Jiang Chen, and she couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain on her face, so she threw herself directly into Jiang Chen's arms.

"Will you abandon me?"

"No, it won't."

"Then you will find a little girl when you have money one day?"

"No, it won't."

"Will you always be there for me?"

"I will."

"I hate rainy days in the spring."

"I'll take you back."

Jiang Chen picked up Lu Mingqiao and went back to the house.

"You don't have to push on, just cry if you want to." She never refuses to show weakness, she is too strong, but in fact, revealing her vulnerability in front of a person is the real acceptance.

Lu Mingqiao shrank in Jiang Chen's arms, tears in his eyes.

She didn't want to show her vulnerability to outsiders at all.

But today, she finally took off her disguise and cried uncontrollably.

"I don't like this kind of rainy day, I don't like to rely too much on one person, I don't like separation, I don't like deep love, I'm afraid that I can't withdraw after deep love, I'm afraid of losing the initiative, I'm actually afraid that the poor will die."

"You're like a human being." Jiang Chen comforted that she had always been too strong, as if she was fearless.

But as long as you are human, how can you be fearless?

Suffering from gains and losses is the normal state of life.

Lu Mingqiao cried for more than an hour before it gradually subsided.

"Sister, go take a shower, I'm worried about you catching a cold if you're like this."

She got up to take a shower, but she didn't feel well.

Lu Mingqiao came out of the shower, Jiang Chen boiled some ginger soup and put green onions.

"Drink it hot to prevent colds."

After drinking the ginger soup, Jiang Chen helped her dry her hair, and then asked, "Is it tricky at work?" ”

"Sort of."

Lu Mingqiao told Jiang Chen what happened today.

"The problem lies with you, Mr. Wang." Jiang Chen said after listening.

"I know it must be him, he recruited someone to come in."

"Then do you know why you brought people in?"

"I don't understand very well, maybe I'm more optimistic about Liang Can, now the company's business is not as difficult as before, he wants to change his own person."

Lu Mingqiao lay on Jiang Chen's lap and analyzed.

Jiang Chen massaged his head, smiled and said: "You also know that business is not as difficult to do as before, to put it simply, he is not short of money, or that the money is easy to make, he doesn't think about money." ”

"And what is he pondering?"

"You."

Lu Mingqiao listened and sat up suddenly, why did she forget about this stubble?

Mr. Wang, an old pervert, beat her up three years ago and was repaired by her, she thought he didn't have this mind.

Coupled with the fact that there were many women around him later, she felt that she should not be in his consideration.

"The newcomer is so unscrupulous, obviously Mr. Wang acquiesced, and he is forcing you."

"Meaning, either I'm dedicated or I'm gone, right?" Lu Mingqiao said.

"If you don't open up a bigger picture and have more resources at your disposal than you have now, I'm afraid that's it."

"Moreover, even if you can get Liang Can away this time, there will be Liang Can 2.0 next time you can't keep it, you want to protect yourself, and you want to gain a foothold in the company, at present, the existing model is no longer good."

"I'm trying to figure it out." Lu Mingqiao said.

But before she thought of a way, she was probably in a very difficult situation, and even a little dangerous.

"Sister, I'm really worried about you, or you should consider similar companies and change jobs." Jiang Chen suggested.

He really didn't want to see her so embarrassed.

"Does changing jobs guarantee that you won't have similar problems again?"

"Then I'll raise you."

Lu Mingqiao looked at Jiang Chen and said, "Do you think I can't break this dilemma?" ”

"It's not."

"Huh." Lu Mingqiao smiled and said: "It is a little more difficult for women to survive in the workplace than men, but I never think that ability is worse than men. ”

"I don't think you're incompetent, but that's the way the environment is."

"You just think I'm bad in your heart, so you want me not to go out and be raised by you, so that I don't have to face those problems anymore, but in fact, the problem is solved? No, I just hid and hid behind you. ”

"Sister, when can you not be so strong, if you keep being asked to face those unspoken rules, then what's the point of my efforts? Everything I'm doing now is so that you don't have to be embarrassed and don't have to work so hard anymore. ”

"Jiang Chen, if everything you do is for me, then I ask you not to do it, I don't want you to do it for me, can you do it for yourself? Isn't it good to realize your personal worth? ”

"Can you change the environment? You tell me how you broke it? ”

"Whether I can change the general environment is not within the scope of our discussion, but the rules you use are actually no different from Mr. Wang, you let me not work, just enjoy everything you give at home, then what is my value? My greatest value is to please you to survive, right? ”

"You know I don't mean that, I don't need you to please me at any time." Jiang Chen didn't know why she thought like this, he did all this for her, without her, he wouldn't have thought of doing these things.

And he doesn't think there's anything wrong with him raising her, not letting her live a good life, what are you doing all this?

"Don't talk about it, let's go back." Lu Mingqiao said.

"You're really thinking the wrong thing."

"I don't want to hear it, can I go back?" Lu Mingqiao repeated that she is really not online today, and she is now very much like she was in high school, sensitive, anxious, and has strong self-esteem.

"You refuse to communicate? Well? Jiang Chen pulled Lu Mingqiao's body.

"I tell you, I just want to work, no matter when, whether you have money or not, I can't lose my job, I don't want to be the kind of canary who keeps at home and looks forward to my husband's return all day long, my own world is just a big house, I don't want to do this, work is my confidence."

Jiang Chen only discovered today that Lu Mingqiao was actually anxious.

She has a lot of anxiety, some are related to work, marriage, and self-worth, but she usually hides it well.

The job may have given her a great sense of security, earning tuition, earning money, and earning freedom, all of which are brought by this job.

Jiang Chen stared at her, her stubborn appearance, the more she really wanted to be conquered, he suddenly laughed.

"Okay, work is your confidence, but I hope you will also consider me, if you can't hold on, don't hold on, take me as a backing."

"Go back." Lu Mingqiao urged.

"Can you still be coaxed? If I can't, I'll change my approach? ”

How can you say that you are still so stubborn for a long time?

"What for?" Lu Mingqiao looked up at him.

"You."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Mingqiao felt his body rise into the air, was picked up by him, and entered the bedroom.

There's nothing awkward that can't be exercised, it's really not good, just come twice.

Lu Mingqiao was in a lot of emotions today, and with such a toss, she was too tired and fell asleep.

I woke up early the next morning and the sun was shining.

Jiang Chen left last night, and he didn't stay overnight.

Thinking about yesterday in the morning, she felt like she was throwing a little tantrum out of her mind.

Maybe it's because of the long-term pressure, I couldn't control myself yesterday, but don't say it, after the emotions were vented, my heart was really relaxed.

When people are relaxed, they will be more able to think about problems.

Jiang Chen still had a sentence that was right last night, that is, the current model of the business department is no longer enough for her to gain a firm foothold, and a bigger and newer situation should be opened.

Yes, so she can no longer stare at Liang Can stealing customers, she should develop new channels.

She put on a delicate makeup for herself, she doesn't believe in any male rules, she can still break through the predicament this time.

After coming to the company, Lu Mingqiao saw that the company's storage room was picked up, several cabinets were placed outside against the wall, and a sign was installed on the door, the second business department.

She scoffed, pushed the door open and entered.

Liang Can, who was putting on makeup, saw Lu Mingqiao come in, and asked nervously, "What are you doing?" I'm telling you if you make trouble again, I'll call the police! ”

"Nervous what, come and see you." Lu Mingqiao looked at the layout in the room.

"Hmph, I'm now the director of the second business department, yes." Liang Can emphasized.

"Okay Director Liang, come on, work hard." Lu Mingqiao patted Liang Can on the shoulder.

Out of Liang Can's office, Lu Mingqiao went to find Mr. Wang.

Mr. Wang was not surprised to see her come in, and he concluded that she would definitely not be willing to quit her job, and as long as she was reluctant to leave, then he would have a way to force her to comply.

"Mr. Wang is early."

"What's wrong, have you figured it out?" Mr. Wang asked.

"Think about it, I have to work, if I don't work, I have to drink the northwest wind, I was impulsive yesterday, I will definitely not work against Liang Can in the future, you are right, there is a company before I have a position, I can't take myself too seriously."

"However, the office that Liang Canxin moved to is very suitable for her, and it can be regarded as a good place for her."

"Ming Qiao, the one who knows the times is Junjie." Mr. Wang looked at her with squinting eyes.

"If you want to stay, give Liang Can a list of customers, don't hide it privately."

"Yes." Lu Mingqiao readily agreed.

"Would you like to?" Mr. Wang was a little surprised.

"Of course, everyone is a company, just a family, mutual help and mutual benefit."

"You gave her, what else are you worth? The company does not raise idlers. ”

"Mr. Wang, it's not necessarily who is an idler, I gave a list of customers, and there are other channels."

"What other channels do you have?"

"Reform and innovation are the basic laws to solve all problems, and I have a way to increase my profits several times compared with my current profits."

"Lu Mingqiao, the cow doesn't blow like this." Mr. Wang didn't believe it.

"Half a year, if I can't do it, I'll leave."

"If you can't do it, not only will you leave, but you will have to sleep with me."