Chapter 63 is like two people
Chun Yuan just looked at Zeng April, Zeng April left his position and turned to someone else, "Do you eat?" The boy seemed to know what Zeng April meant. Immediately shook his head, Zeng April was eating by himself in embarrassment, looking at Chunyuan with the corner of his eye while eating, and Chunyuan looked at Zeng April. I felt bored after watching it for a while. Take out your homework and start writing it. Zeng April saw Chunyuan's gaze on himself and began to focus on his own affairs again.
Zeng April left the classroom and returned to his place through the back door. I sat in my seat and began to be depressed, and when I got out of class, Chunyuan didn't say a word to Zeng April, and Chunyuan's current state returned to the state before the two fell in love. Chun Yuan turned behind him and looked at the people behind him. Thinking about love, let it be all with him.
A small note was handed to Zeng April's tablemate Su Hongyi, Su Hongyi was just about to open Chunyuan's note, when the note was directly snatched by Zeng April, in fact, the content was "The English composition I wrote will be copied by you, don't let Zeng April read it." ”
Zeng April saw the contents of the note and immediately returned the note to Su Hongyi. I exude a kind of unhappiness there. Chunyuan is even more angry, you want to break up, I'll break up with you, the first time I proposed it, I felt that I was wrong, even if it wasn't my fault, the second time, it was you who thought it out and took the initiative to mention it yourself. I want to be your friend, your attitude shows that you reject me, I want to be your boyfriend, you refuse again and again.
Just that day on the lawn, he told me that nothing is anything you can do whatever you want. I felt very aggrieved at the time, what the hell did I do, didn't you control the result of all this? Now that I'm free, you're still exercising the power you once had, and it's time to take it back. I don't know if I'm pretending to be unhappy, I haven't seen you happy a few times since I was with you, but I was very happy with others, so you were with others. Because I used to love you, I know that there is a kind of love called letting go, and I know that there is a kind of love that is not possession.
Since you and I are not happy together, then I hope you can be happy after we are separated. It also proved my suspicion that after we broke up, you really changed back to the old days. It seems that I did the right thing. Everything we have is together from the moment we are together.
The more Chunyuan thought about it, the more sad she became, she used her only book to vent, took out a pen, and interpreted her pain with words. She wrote: Zeng April Maybe I was wrong at the beginning, I chose to be together is a wrong start, maybe I didn't know you. I never imagined that I would one day fall in love with someone else. You are the only person you have fallen in love with for so many years, and after so many years, I can't get out of the woody thing. You know what, you made me really know myself.
It was you who let me know that I still have feelings, and I still seem to have other people's likes. I keep your kindness to me in my heart. I'm also trying to fall in love with you, little by little. So when others advised me not to be with you, I still chose the true emotions of my own heart. I thought you were my only one, but I didn't expect me to be one of your ex-daughters. I presented my most sincere heart to you, but in exchange for a bruised body.
Later I realized that what I thought was what you thought was what you thought I was, and I finally realized that I was wrong. Wrong from the start. We have different outlooks on life, we have different values. Everything seems different for us. You have saved me from the earth to heaven, and you have sent me to hell with your own hands, should I love you or hate you? I deleted your ** number the day after the breakup, and that's because you've me off so much in the last few days. I couldn't find a place to vent. I'm going to take it out of my breath.
I regretted it the afternoon of the day I deleted it, and I thought about adding it back myself. Let's steal the number, do you have that ability? Then I'll confess to you myself. You've shown me the surprise side again. I ask you, "I deleted your number." Do you know? Su Hongyi was smiling there. Your first reaction let me know that I don't know, which means that you never cared about me. It's ridiculous to think about yourself.
Later reaction, you quarreled with me again, and the more Chunyuan wrote, the more sad he became, in your heart, am I your punching bag. You used to think about everything you did for me, but now you are.
Your actions have failed me at one time and again. Maybe I expect too much from you. In the past, "If you don't leave, I will live and die", it's not that I broke my promise, but that you don't love it, but that you want to leave. Since you want to leave, then I will give you back your freedom, and let you go and let myself go. I can't be myself in the depths of my feelings. Tears swirled in Junwon's eyes. I don't know what I did wrong, why it was all my fault in the end.
Even if you don't want to do anything for me after the breakup, then I will fulfill you. But I don't want you to interfere in my life. Since the beginning of my arrival was a mistake, let it end here. Chunwon's text reveals Chunwon's resolute attitude towards this relationship.
Is it difficult to get together and disperse? Why can't anything work with you? Why is that? Chun Yuan stopped the pen in his hand, but the tears still didn't hold back, and the words he had just written were soaked with tears. It is not only Chunyuan's words that are soaked, but also Chunyuan's heart.
Put down the pen in your hand and close your notebook. Plus a bunch of books that I put in my own notebook.。 Zeng April saw her put the book, but she didn't think much about it. Chun Yuan wrote his grievances and unhappiness between these words. After writing it, I looked at Zeng April, Zeng April was focusing on his own things at this time, and it felt ridiculous to think about it. I was uncomfortable here for a long time, and I thought nothing had happened in April. After class, he occasionally helped Xu Anxi clean up the books on the desk mountain.
Thinking about it, these and Zeng April didn't have these treatments when they were together. Himself and his past are a joke. I didn't expect that my former girlfriend was not as well paid as his friends.
Chunyuan was thinking about leaving this classroom at this time, leaving Zeng April, leaving Xu Anxi, and leaving this place that made her heartbroken.
After leaving school, Chun Yuan came to open alone without waiting for anyone, and was the first to rush out of the classroom. After watching Chun Yuan leave the classroom, Zeng April immediately took Xu Anxi to find Xia Qiange. Xia Qiange had already packed up his things at this time. The two of them entered through the back door of the liberal arts department, stood at the end of the classroom, and watched Xia Qiange walk towards them. The three of them made a few more laps of the playground. Xu Anxi didn't want to destroy the pink bubbles in the air. It's like last time, "I'm sleepy and want to go back to sleep." ”
Xu Anxi and Zeng April. Xia Qiange said it and left. Zeng April watched Xu Anxi's departure, and immediately said to Xia Qiange, "I'll help you with that thing." Immediately carry Xia Qiange's bag on his back. Almost repeating the same things that he did for Chun Yuan, but these things were forgotten in April. The two talked happily on the playground, and asked Xia Qiange in April, "What do you like to eat the most?"
"I like to eat medium-rare steak the most, it feels very tender, I want to go to Lang Yuexuan to eat again, can you take me there when you have time?"
"If you like to eat, I'll take you to eat, but not recently, it's okay after a while." Xia Qiange nodded immediately. Zeng April looked at Xia Qiange and liked it more and more. Not only are her grades good, but she's also so obedient. At this moment, he had already forgotten about Chunyuan.
It was already 10:30 a.m., and there were almost no people on the playground. Zeng April sent Xia Qiange to the door of the bedroom, "Good night." The tone was so gentle that it seemed to melt the ice. and the attitude towards Chunyuan during the day is like two people.