Chapter 188: Brainless
Because of that unforgettable memory of her past life, her mind was deeply entrapded, so that she deeply believed that she was a man.
Maybe if she didn't remember anything, then she would just be an ordinary woman in her life, maybe she could marry Zhao Ziyi, then their lives should be very happy!
But if she is just an ordinary woman with good rules, how can the old man worry that she can't get married? If there is no marriage from the emperor, can she, who is far away in Haozhou, really have such a fate with the prince in Lin'an City? Who knows!
At this time, even Xiang Jin himself couldn't tell whether it was a blessing or a curse to secretly change Meng Po Tang at that time.
"Thank you, Moonlight Fairy! I figured it out! ”
In any case, at least now she has opened the door of her heart, and finally stopped running away and admitted that she is deeply in love with Zhao Ziyi.
But Meng Po is right, she is indeed a dead brain, and she can't turn a corner.
Although she knows that she loves Zhao Ziyi, her current thoughts have been drilled into that horn, and it may be difficult to come out.
As long as it is a normal man's thinking, he will never be able to accept the combination with another man, unless there is the good of Long Yang.
And Xiang Jin knows that she definitely doesn't have that kind of habit, so she can't get over the hurdle in her heart after all, she must find a solution, otherwise she can't reverse her thoughts and really face it calmly, and before that, she will definitely not go to Zhao Ziyi.
It must have been deliberately arranged by God to make her fall here and stay away from Qingqing.
Maybe the "Twilight Fairy" knows the way out of the valley, but she decides not to ask for the time being, and stays to listen to the Zen of the "Twilight Fairy", which may be her best choice now.
Seeing Xiang Jin's confusion in his heart, the "Twilight Fairy" did not take credit, but smiled: "I just said my own opinion, and I can comprehend the true meaning of self-liberation, it is you who have that understanding, and you are also lucky!" ”
Xiang Jin couldn't help but sigh: "Moonlight Fairy, you are not a real Buddhist, but your words are full of Zen, and you must also have a deep understanding of the love of the world!" ”
Only when you really experience it and understand the entanglements in love can you see through everything, which may be what the "Twilight Fairy" has been here for many years.
Such a beautiful woman went to this mountain alone to escape the world, and I think I know what she must have experienced to make her disgusted with the prosperity of the world and choose to be lonely alone.
Xiang Jin is actually very curious about the life experience of the "Moon Twilight Fairy", but seeing her devote herself to worshipping Buddha all day long, it must be a bumpy encounter, and she may not want to mention the mundane past at all, so Xiang Jin has never asked, and she does not expect to get an answer.
Who knew that the "Twilight Fairy" said unexpectedly: "Jin Silk, you ask this, don't you want to know my experience?" ”
For the moonlight, maybe the heavens see that she is too lonely, so she will send Jin Silk to be her companion, for a person who wants to live together in the future, there is no need to deliberately hide anything, only treat each other sincerely, in order to have a long-term friendship.
"Twilight Fairy" said this, Xiang Jin's eyes widened, and the chick kept nodding his head as if he was pecking rice: "Well, I'm really curious, why are you living here alone in seclusion!" ”
The flawless face of the "Twilight Fairy" showed a trace of bitterness, and her eyes became dim, she pursed her lips lightly, and reluctantly pulled out a wry smile: "Seclusion?" In fact, it is not deliberate, but helpless! ”
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