Chapter 34: Calm down
In the middle of the night, although Deng Rui fell asleep in a daze, she felt a little conscious, she had a dream, in which she seemed to be on the stove, and then she was thrown into the ice cellar, and the back and forth cycle made her feel great pain even in the dream.
Half-asleep, she felt a pair of hands nudge her, and a familiar voice calling to her from far away.
A little sober, Deng Rui really felt the indescribable discomfort emanating from her body, her brain seemed to be torn apart by something, the intense pain stimulated every inch of her nerves, she could feel her body heat, sweat had soaked her clothes and had stuck to her back.
In a haze, she felt a person clinging to her body, followed by a panicked cry.
"You have a fever, in the middle of the night, why do you have a fever!" The voice was still as faint as a lifetime, and then she heard a flurry of footsteps go out.
Run a fever?!
Deng Rui turned over with difficulty, only to find that in addition to the headache, her whole body was now completely powerless, she moved her lower arm with difficulty, and only felt a burst of numbness spread throughout her body like an electric current.
Another flurry of panicked footsteps came, although Deng Rui's eyes were slightly open, it was dark, she couldn't see anything, she only felt a pair of arms hugging her upper body, letting herself lean against the head of the bed, and a little light finally appeared in front of her eyes.
It was Zhou Bohao who sat up sweating profusely, and then quickly poured out two yellow pills from a small medicine bottle and stuffed them into his mouth, and handed a cup of warm water to his mouth, Deng Rui subconsciously wanted to open his mouth, but like the soreness and numbness all over her body, she couldn't even open her mouth now.
But fortunately, after waiting for a while, Zhou Bohao reached out to break Deng Rui's mouth, and slowly poured the water in the cup into her mouth, feeling the cool water, Deng Rui seemed to have found a sweet spring in the desert, and her originally dry throat was suddenly opened by nectar, and she swore that this was definitely the best water she had ever drunk in her life.
After taking medicine and drinking water, Deng Rui recovered a little, and even, she gasped for breath, feeling the swelling pain in her brain and the feeling of soreness and weakness in her body, and opened her mouth but was still choked by the astringent pain in her throat.
But fortunately, the body temperature is okay, thirty-eight degrees.
Zhou Bohao breathed a sigh of relief, he put Deng Rui flat on the bed, and then carefully covered her with the quilt, Deng Rui felt dizzy.
This night, Deng Rui didn't know what state he was in, as if he was awake and conscious, but he seemed to be completely caught in a dream.
When Deng Rui woke up the next day, it was not early, the sunlight had already shone through the screen window and hit the ground, reflecting the whole room into a golden yellow, she rubbed her skull, which was still a little painful, stood up and moved her hands and feet.
After washing up, the fragrance of porridge was already coming from the living room, Deng Rui sniffed, it turned out that Zhou Bohao had gotten up early to prepare breakfast for himself.
"Are you feeling better, I cooked you porridge this morning." Zhou Bohao smiled and said in a particularly gentle voice.
Deng Rui glanced at him, looked away and didn't speak, she pulled out a chair and sat down, keeping a certain distance from Zhou Bohao.
During the period of breakfast, Deng Rui's mind was still on what happened yesterday, her heart was panicked, and Zhou Bohao was chattering non-stop, specifically what Deng Rui couldn't stop at all, only felt that there was a fly calling in her ear all the time.
"If she was sitting here today, would it be more like you, if she didn't immigrate, or stayed in the country, did you not hesitate to find her to be with him, so when I first met you, you didn't sleep all night, and you didn't like to talk, all because of her?" Deng Rui's voice was very light and slow, it was the kind of voice that would be engulfed in an instant in the crowd, but at this time, it was like thunder in this living room in Zhou Bohao's ears.
Zhou Bohao didn't seem to be able to answer her question well, he hesitated, Deng Rui's eyes fell on him again, she felt a little disappointed, from the moment Zhou Bohao hesitated, she would no longer believe every word he said next.
"No, all of them." Zhou Bohao's voice is also very light, just listening to it gives people a feeling of no confidence.
"That means it's because of her." Deng Rui let out a long breath and put down the chopsticks in her hand, her breathing was a little heavy, and facing the porridge had already made her unable to raise her appetite at all.
From her childhood sweetheart Xiao Yang to today's Xia He, Zhou Bohao never seems to have done a good job of sorting out these feelings, Xiao Yang's affairs have made her tolerate three points, but now Xia He's existence and some problems have completely messed her up, and she has no extra energy to deal with these.
Thinking of this, Deng Rui immediately stood up, she took the mobile phone in her hand with heavy steps, then put the bag on the sofa cross-body, and walked in the direction of the door.
"Where you go, that's all in the past!" Zhou Bohao hurriedly got up and grabbed Deng Rui's arm and said.
"I'll go back to my mother, I want to calm down and think about it, even if that's the case, am I going to be with you?" Deng Rui's eyes stared at Zhou Bohao indifferently, and his voice was cold as if he was a stranger.
Feeling Deng Rui's unfamiliar gaze, Zhou Bohao let go of Deng Rui's hand weakly, his gaze was a little afraid to meet Deng Rui, that feeling of weakness made him feel a deep remorse, he pursed his lips with difficulty and said, "Then you come back early, I'll wait for you." ”
"Okay." Deng Rui felt the temperature on his arm disappear, opened the door and took a final look at Zhou Bohao, turned around and left this familiar room.
Everything that happened recently was completely without warning, Deng Rui and Zhou Bohao didn't have any psychological preparation, as if paper couldn't contain the truth, Deng Rui actually knew that it was actually impossible between Zhou Bohao and Xia He, but it seemed that this thing just happened, and he just couldn't accept such a result.
Deng Rui walked alone on the street, tilting his head slightly, and he could still see Zhou Bohao lying there looking at herself at the window, she didn't look back, and walked towards the distance.
Zhou Bohao let out a long sigh, he looked back at the dining table, the bowl of porridge was still steaming, but the person who drank the porridge had already left.