Chapter 506: Confused
"Su Zhe, I know you mean well, but I also know that the boss means that he wants the distance between the two of us to be far away, if this matter is known to the boss, you know what the result will be.
Leave this matter alone, I'll figure it out myself. ”
Of course, Mi Xiaoxiao knew that He Hui had talked to her about the problems between her and Su Zhe.
No mother would want her son to find a girl who has such a heavy burden on the family as a girlfriend.
Mi Xiaoxiao understands the boss very well.
The boss is not a harsh person, if he was mean, he wouldn't have been all these years, she asked for leave every once in a while, and the boss never said anything about her.
You must know that in terms of her qualifications, she can get a salary of 5,000 yuan a month, and the boss really values her.
Su Zhe waved his hand, "Don't worry about it, I'll figure out a way to do this, at this time, you know such a large amount of money, who can you borrow it from?" If you think of a way here, even if your head is broken, you just beg grandpa to tell grandma to borrow money, and I will find a way to borrow it for you. ”
Su Zhe turned around and left.
He couldn't bear to look at Mi Xiaoxiao so helpless.
"Su Zhe! Wait a minute, don't meddle in this matter! ”
Mi Xiaoxiao shouted in the back.
It's a pity that Su Zhe walked fast.
Ignore her at all.
Mi Xiaogang looked at Su Zhe's figure walking away.
"Sister, are we really going to have surgery?"
There was confusion in his voice.
Mi Xiaoxiao turned around sharply, "Big brother, what do you mean by that?" Do you also want your mother to go and not have this surgery? It's not that you don't know that the more my mother's body drags on, the worse it gets. ”
Mi Xiaogang glanced at the house, but Mi's mother did not move.
Pulled Mi Xiaoxiao downstairs.
"I know, how I don't know. I know that it is not a way for my mother's body to drag on like this every month, but this is 300,000! Xiaoxiao, this is not 120,000 yuan, not tens of thousands of yuan, the two of us can solve it by saving money, if we are burdened with a debt of 300,000 yuan now.
I can only earn eight or nine hundred dollars a month. You earn a lot a month, but in addition to living expenses, you can save up to 5,000 yuan a month. 60,000 yuan a year. It will take at least five years to pay it back.
I'm twenty-nine, you know?
Xiaoxiao, your eldest brother is already twenty-nine, and in five years I will be thirty-four.
You're also thirty, are we going to live like this for the rest of our lives? The two of us don't get married and just like this for the rest of our lives? ”
Mi Xiaogang said excitedly, his girlfriend had asked to get married this year, but the family couldn't get it because of the bride price, so he hesitated to buy it here, and he quarreled with his girlfriend all day long because of this matter.
Now if the mother borrows the 300,000 yuan, let alone borrow it or not, even if it is borrowed, how can they pay it back?
There's no way a girlfriend can wait for him for five years.
Not to mention a girlfriend, even any woman, knowing that he is carrying such a heavy station, who wants to marry him?
When he reaches the age of 40, he will save the bride price money.
What other woman would want to marry a man his age?
"Big brother, then you mean don't treat your mother, just let go of this opportunity, and let your mother drag it like this. But have you ever thought about it, and the cost of dialysis every month is also a heavy burden for our family.
Do you mean not to give dialysis to your mother in the future? ”
Mi Xiaoxiao said in a deep voice.
Mi Xiaogang squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, powerless and helpless.
"Tiny, I don't know, I really don't know. It's not that I won't give my mom dialysis, it's that I don't know what to do, and I'm confused. For the first time, I felt too tired to take on such a heavy responsibility, even though I didn't have the ability to do so. Tired, I don't want to dwell on these things anymore. Sometimes I hate myself so much. Why don't I have the skills? Why can't you make a lot of money, like everyone else can make a lot of money.
So that there are no such things. These things are not worth mentioning at all for those who are rich, but for us they are like straws that overwhelm us.
You look down on me, and call me a selfish brother, but I'm really afraid.
I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life, and I don't want to be like this, working hard all my life to earn money, just to send it to the hospital. I know that I am the eldest brother, and I should be the one who should be carrying the burden in this family, but in fact you are taking on this responsibility, and you are taking care of the whole family.
But Xiaoxiao, I'm really tired.
Do you know? I used to want to rob in the past, and I robbed the money for a hundred, and if I couldn't rob it, it was a hundred, at least it was better than not dying or living now. ”
The exhaustion and helplessness in her voice made Mi Xiaoxiao burst into tears.
In fact, you can't blame the eldest brother, everyone says that there is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, which is still true.
Not to mention that the eldest brother had such thoughts, he also had such thoughts when he was most tired and tired.
Just don't care, go away by yourself, throw all these troubles down, how about love.
Go to a strange city and live alone.
Putting all these worries aside, maybe she will live a comfortable life.
But that's just a thought.
I can't leave my mother behind, and I can't let my brother bear all this alone.
"Big brother, I know, I know you're tired, I know you want a warm home. I swear, I will repay the borrowed money this time, and I will not let you bear this, and you will find a way to save the salary you earn and prepare for marriage, okay? ”
"Don't talk about it, little one. If you say this, isn't that just a slap in the face of the big brother. Even if I'm saving money, I won't be able to save for the bride price this year. Yuhua said. Mom told us to get married this year, but I couldn't afford all the money to get married.
Never mind. I'll go tell Yuhua, and forget about it. Let her find a good family to marry. Anyway, my mother wants to find her a rich man. ”
Mi Xiaogang stood up and rubbed his face, everything still had to be faced.
Mi Xiaoxiao looked at the eldest brother and had mixed feelings in his heart, their family had too many burdens.
Mi Xiaoxiao and Mi Xiaogang returned home.
The two of them calculated that there was no deposit at home, and the thousands of yuan in the passbook were not enough for anything, and 300,000 yuan was a drop in the bucket.
Mi Xiaoxiao made a list of relatives whose family might lend them money, but in fact, there is no estimate now.
Their family's biggest property is probably this house, if this house is sold, according to the current price, it can be sold for more than 50,000 yuan.
But that's still 250,000 short.
Mi Xiaoxiao can't help it, and Mi Xiaogang can't help it.
The two men looked at each other.
A deep sigh.
Money, money.
Mi Xiaoxiao longed that the money could grow wings and fly into his pocket.
The mood of the family is low.