You left me with the breeze and the moon, but you left me behind.

Do you know how panicked my heart and how trembling my body was when you were lying in my arms and didn't breathe?

I used all my sanity to hand you over to the doctor, but I didn't get you back.

For the first time in my life, I felt the urge to cry, but the person who made the tears fall was no longer there.

Do you know? I begged for a wedding, and at your funeral, I put a ring on you and kissed you, on the mouth and on the forehead. You didn't object, so I said yes when you did.

At that moment, I had unprecedented happiness in my heart. From now on, our names will not only appear together in the contract, but they will also be stored in the state archives and in our marriage book.

One by one, the children cried like dogs at our wedding, and one child smashed something because we never believed you were gone, even though it was so desperate. You have your eyes closed, and you don't have a word to say to us.

The one who has a name first, leaves first.

I became the one who was left behind, and I ended up living like you.

After I got married, I didn't make another movie, I joined Star Entertainment and started to think of your career as my career.

In the beginning, it was a real mess.

The good thing is that I'm smart and everybody is very good.

TUS has been popular for another ten years, and we have also launched other idols. After you are gone, this world has never lacked excitement.

But you know, my world has become black and white.

Your father called me into the study as he had done at the beginning, and he said that you must have seen my goodness, and told me to put it down and find a girl to love.

However, there is no more you in this world, what do I have to love?

I refused, as simply as I had promised your father.

At that time, I promised to take care of you with all my life, take care of you, not make you sad, not make you sad, and make you happy every day.

But when you're gone, you don't even give me a chance to cash in, it's really ruthless. You simply changed your name, what is it called carefree, ruthless is almost the same.

After another ten years, TUS has developed in their own way, and they will occasionally get together for concerts, dinners, and chatting about you.

I often spend time with them, listening to stories about you that I've heard countless times, and that feeling is as if you're still alive next to me.

Also, your mother asked me to go on a blind date.

I was so good that I didn't go.

Mom and Dad are healthy so far, and they often take you on trips around the world. Although I was reluctant at that time, I thought that when you were alive, you only knew work every day, and now you are a ball of ashes, and you should enjoy the scenery of various places.

In the third decade, I am old.

Xingchen Entertainment is also very good, and there are many world idols. Your teenagers have helped me with the company, and they're all very nice.

I'm almost sixty years old, and I have folds on my face, and I don't look the same way you boasted about my good looks. It's good you can't see it, or you should dislike me.

By the way, we've been living in the villa you used to live in since we got married. Our room, there are pictures of you everywhere and you are still so good-looking.

In the fourth decade, I retired.

Mom and Dad left one after another, and this time I'll take you on a trip.

I took you to my birthplace, and I don't know if you were born there, but that's where I can remember.

I took you to my school, from childhood to adulthood, and not a single one was missed.

Sometimes, we go to the beach to bask in the sun, sometimes we go to the top of the mountain and wait for the sunrise, and in the evening, I will tell you my story. Saying that I was stupid and didn't know how to talk to you, how my heart couldn't stop beating wildly when I ate with you, how I didn't know what to do, how I was so stiff that my face was expressionless, and how I was lost when you refused what I gave you.

It's still silly and cute when I think about it now.

In the fifth decade, I feel like I can't get through it.

I live in our villa, occasionally watering the flowers, walking the dog, and having some afternoon tea with a fresh breeze and bright moon. Your boys come to see me once in a while, and we still talk about you.

Later, I felt like I was going to die, so I didn't let them come again.

I lay quietly on the bed you slept on, using your sheets and pillows.

You see, I've always been very well-behaved.

This time, you take me away, okay?