Chapter 117: Can't Be So Selfish
The next day, Xiang Jin got up early in the morning.
It is said that it is best to sleep in autumn, and people like her, who like to lie in bed, actually got up early in the morning, which surprised Zhao Ziyi.
In fact, it's not that Xiang Jin doesn't want to sleep, but she can't sleep at all.
Yesterday's kiss from Zhao Ziyi was like a heavy boulder thrown into her calm heart, causing huge ripples.
I don't know if it's because she thinks that Zhao Ziyi is Liu Qingqing, although she has been thinking about pushing him away, but her heart always unconsciously wants to get closer to him.
This made Xiang Jin feel very annoyed!
Maybe as Li Rui, she loves Liu Qingqing very much, but as Xiang Jin, she can treat Zhao Ziyi as her closest person, but she knows very well that her body will never be able to accept a man.
This sleepless night, Xiang Jin thought a lot, Qingqing is her most important relative, she wants to help him get rid of the shackles, and hopes that he can be happy.
As Zhao Ziyi's princess, she can accompany him for a lifetime, but she is destined to be a lady in name only.
Xiang Jin felt that even if she stayed with Zhao Ziyi for the rest of her life, she could only treat him as a brother, even if she could learn to take care of him like a woman, she would never be able to meet the man's requirements for the joy of bed.
But this is actually quite unfair to Qingqing, and he can't keep watching the grapes and not eating them! From a man's point of view, even she herself feels cruel.
Xiang Jin pondered it repeatedly, and she thought that Zhao Ziyi suddenly kissed her yesterday because she was holding a woman in her arms and had normal physiological needs.
And he would stop suddenly, most likely because he thought of Chu Yanran, and he would instantly come to his senses. So Qingqing still cares a lot about his confidant!
With their intimate behavior yesterday, Xiang Jin has deeply realized that even she herself can't control her body a little, not to mention that Qingqing is a big man?
They have to live together for a lifetime, and accidents like yesterday will definitely happen, and in that case, if Zhao Ziyi can stop the precipice again and again like yesterday, then he will be a saint!
A man's thoughts, Xiang Jin thinks she is quite clear, so she can't be so selfish, as a good brother and a "good lady", she has to do something for Qingqing!
Seeing that Xiang Jin got up early in the morning to freshen up and freshen up, and was wearing a chic men's dress, although Zhao Ziyi felt that his eyes were bright, he still pretended to turn a blind eye.
Zhao Ziyi leaned on the couch quietly and continued to look at the book in his hand, waiting to see what this girl was going to do.
Xiang Jin paced around the room, scratching his head from time to time, gnawing his fingers, and not forgetting to peek at him, as if he was thinking about something but didn't dare to open his mouth to him.
Zhao Ziyi never raised his eyes, but asked lightly: "Jin'er, why did you get up early in the morning?" Are you going out in this outfit? ”
Xiang Jin's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, looked quite embarrassed, Zhao Ziyi sighed in his heart, it was better for him to open her mouth and let her say it, otherwise she would be suffocated for a while!
Seeing that Zhao Ziyi took the initiative to speak, Xiang Jin immediately smiled shyly, trotted in front of him diligently, and said flatteringly: "Qingqing, let me go out to have fun?" I'm bored! ”
Xiang Jin's words are not false at all, she has not gone out for so many days, it is really an extremely painful thing for her.
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