Chapter 10: My Cousin's Past (2)

I only heard Mr. Nangong speak quickly: "Miss Xia, I apologize to you for what happened just now, I apologize to you for what happened just now, what happened at the beginning was too panicked, and it hurt both your sister and Xiaoxue, what happened just now was my fault that I am sorry for you, Xiaoxue was also spoiled by us, I hope you can forgive her, and I also hope that you can go back to comfort and comfort your sister, don't let her take it to heart, okay?" ”

After listening to what Mr. Nangong said, he said that he was sorry for my sister and Xiaoxue, and the harm caused to my sister and Xiaoxue, if I didn't know, I would really think that he stepped on two boats to make it, but I knew that things were not as simple as I thought, and my cousin's pale face came to my mind again, so that my previous good impression of Mr. Nangong was also swept away.

"Mr. Nangong, although I don't know what happened to you at the beginning, but I grew up with my cousin, I know her personality best, what Miss Ci said just now Three years ago, at that time three years ago, my cousin was studying in a university abroad, and I also know about the people in the upper circle, and I have heard of it if I don't know, it just so happened that once I heard someone say that you are also a graduate of Harvard School and my cousin is an international student in the same class, I think you and my cousin met at that time!"

I paused, Mr. Nangong nodded, and seeing Mr. Nangong's nodding seemed to confirm some conjectures in my heart,

"But although I don't know what happened between you and my cousin, her and the sister that Miss Ci just said, I hope that from now on, Mr. Nangong can stay away from my cousin when he sees my cousin, because you don't know that since my cousin saw you yesterday, although there is nothing abnormal, I should smile and eat, but I can still feel my cousin's unhappiness!"

Mr. Nangong's face changed when he heard it, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything,

"And although my cousin's family is not very wealthy, no one has been able to make her suffer any grievances since she was a child, and she is very lively and cheerful.

But since my cousin returned to China from the United States without even finishing reading for no reason, her personality has become taciturn, from the original lively and cheerful to mature and independent, although it is good for a woman to become mature and independent, but sometimes her maturity will make us feel distressed, so if Mr. Nangong really feels sorry for my cousin, please raise your hand in the future and see my cousin as if you don't know her, don't bother her! ”

I saw that Mr. Nangong's facial expression changed and changed after I said this, but in the end, he nodded under my gaze!

I turned to look at Ye Jinran, who had not spoken behind him,

"Mr. Night, I am very grateful to you for your relief from me in the bar before, but I also feel very unhappy with your contempt and contempt for me at the beginning, and I feel that you don't know how to respect a person, and I don't expect you to apologize to me here, I can only tell myself in my heart: If I want to cherish life, I have to stay away from you, so if you see me in the future, I haven't seen it at the beginning!"

Ye Jinran's lips tugged slightly after hearing what I said, but she didn't say anything in the end!

I saw that they didn't have anything to say, so I went to my room!

When I got back to my room, I didn't see my cousin, so I looked for the bathroom.

I walked to the balcony of the hotel, came to the entrance of the balcony, and saw my cousin's thin back in the evening breeze looked a little sluggish, my cousin heard my footsteps and did not react, I also came to the position where my cousin stood and stood side by side with my cousin, then I found that my cousin had a cigarette in his hand, I think it was very different, because although my cousin's personality has changed greatly since returning to China two years ago, I have never seen my cousin smoke, when did she learn?

This also makes me feel that my cousin has become a little strange to me, maybe the strangeness has been there for a long time, but I just refused to admit it before!

When my cousin saw me standing beside her, she didn't shy away from it, and she didn't want to speak, I wanted to open my mouth several times to break the silence, but seeing that my cousin was always silent, I didn't know what to do!

Finally, when my cousin smoked a few cigarettes in quick succession and accidentally choked on one cigarette, I couldn't help but break the silence that made me feel embarrassed, and took all my cousin's cigarettes from my cousin's hand!

"I'm nostalgic for the days when we talked about everything, and since we all grew up and had our own secrets, we couldn't talk about everything.

In fact, since you came back from studying in the United States, my uncle, aunt and cousin and I can clearly notice that your temperament has changed a lot since you came home from studying in the United States, and it has also become distressing for me and my uncle.

But thinking that you have grown up and should have your own little secrets, uncle and they are at ease with you and didn't ask you, I also think that people will become mature when they grow up, maybe it's not a bad thing for you to study outside and take care of yourself and become mature and stable,

But since I saw your reaction to see Ci Xue today, I don't think so, I think maybe you didn't become mature and steady, but because you were hurt by something, so can you tell me what happened to you? ”

My cousin was silent for a long time and then laughed slightly, and her smile made the atmosphere not so awkward like a breeze!

Then my cousin told me a very beautiful and sad story.

"When I first went to the United States to study, there were very few Chinese in American schools, and when I first started there, I was not familiar with life, and Americans also had xenophobic thoughts, thinking that we Chinese were not as talented as them Americans were academically talented, so they were ostracized by many people and basically had no friends.

But once at the study and research meeting, a Chinese boy used his own unique ideas and thinking concepts to solve the problem that American graduate students will not have, so we Chinese in that school no longer dare to let foreigners look down on us China, it was also at that time I admired him and admired him, at that time I only knew his name,

I originally thought that a person like me who had no outstanding characteristics would not have any intersection with him, but one day I crossed paths with him at a party held by Chinese, and after that, I crossed paths with him more and more, and in the intersection I slowly liked the learned person.

Just when I thought that an ordinary person like me could only bury his feelings for him in the bottom of his heart, I didn't expect that one day he confessed to me, we naturally got together, we thought about returning to China to get married when we graduated from graduate school, we went to school to study topics together, and occasionally when we were idle, we would go out together to do meaningful activities,

Life is so plain and happy, just when I thought we would live like this forever, his first girlfriend in China found the United States and wanted to get back together, but he refused, after some things her first love found that she really had no hope, and on the day she decided to give up and return to China, she died in an accident!

Although there was nothing wrong with him and I in that matter, that incident became a hurdle in my heart, and I always thought that I killed her first love, so I broke up with him and I returned when I didn't finish my studies! ”

My cousin finally shed tears as she spoke, and after listening to the story my cousin said, it was also shocking in my heart!

"Is that man Mr. Nangong, and the woman is Ci Xue's sister?" I asked!

My cousin nodded, looking at my cousin's weak body, I hugged my cousin tightly, wanting to pass on a little bit of the strength in my body to my cousin!

It turned out that it was no wonder that my cousin was just a lively and cheerful woman full of hope for the future when she first went abroad, but when she returned to China, she became so taciturn, as if it was like a different person, which made me think that my cousin had been dropped.

It turned out that my cousin actually happened at a time when I didn't know that such an unforgettable thing happened to make her personality change greatly, and I was very distressed! I couldn't help but complain in my heart why fate played such a trick on my cousin, a gentle and kind girl like her deserves to be happy, doesn't it?

And I also feel sorry for Cixue's sister who lost her life in that accident, thinking that the woman who can make Mr. Nangong fall in love with must not be bad, since the woman has let go of her feelings for Mr. Nangong, I believe that she will also reap her own happiness in the near future, but because of a disaster that took her young life, I feel sorry and at the same time I am relieved in my heart about the unreasonable things that Cixue did today!

After my cousin cried in my arms for a while, she stopped crying, but sighed,

"I really envy that the relationship between you and Zhou Yi can go from college to now, I believe you will definitely be a fairy couple in the future!

But Xiaoxi, you must not be like me, you must remember to be with Zhou Yi well, you must know how to cherish the hard-won relationship between you and him, and there is a girl who must learn to protect herself.

To learn to be independent, I sometimes think about how good it would be if I could have the courage to stand alone like I am now, then maybe I wouldn't have chosen to escape when that thing happened, and maybe I would have another outcome with him! ”

"Then you can be with him again now, from his performance yesterday I think he should still care about you, if ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by my cousin,

"Xiaoxi, I know you said that these are all for my good, but think about it, if you were me, I chose to escape when something happened, I chose to leave, and now I regret it and want to ask for a reunion, don't you think it's too selfish? If I really were like that, would I still be worthy of his love for me? ”

I have nothing to say to what my cousin said, yes! It's really selfish if my cousin really does that, it's just that I want to see my cousin happy forever!

But is it really impossible for my cousin and Mr. Nangong? Thinking about the me who kept Mr. Nangong away from my cousin half an hour ago, I can't wait to go back to half an hour ago and smack myself a few times!