All the things, all the things are like a dream, constantly turning over the choices in my mind, constantly remembering a lot of everything that has happened in the past, and this past is like a movie in my mind, which makes me feel like I can't speak.

In fact, it has been so many years since this incident, but I still can't forget them in this process, and I still remember the purpose in the back of my mind.

I remember when we were in the orphanage, I was about 16 years old, because we had experienced a lot of ups and downs of the years, or the pressure of the years, we were relatively early in maturity, but it doesn't mean that we will understand more things.

At this time, all our environments, all our atmospheres are completely stubborn in an orphanage, so there is no way to get more things, or no way to get in touch with the outside world, and the outside world is completely blank for us.

So we don't think that the outside world can exist at all, you can't imagine that many things have constrained all our imagination, and we don't have any meaningful time to imagine the outside world.

I don't have the ability, I don't have the ability to do this, so I can't do it, we just think that we can solve the things in front of us, that is, the most important thing for us, whether we can eat enough today, whether we can live tomorrow, whether we can continue the day after tomorrow?

It's what we have to consider, so let's think about things more directly, we will think about things more, not just these things in front of us, but so simple to do this, so for us, how we solve it, how to deal with it, how to prevent it is the most important thing, if in this link, if there is no way to do it, there is no way to alleviate the communication of this matter, then you really have no way to do more things.

That's why I once thought of the life experience when I went with us to look for crows.

His life experience is a very interesting life experience for me, or that experience is a kind of unknown to us, it is a lot of dialysis, more of a joy of life, or more of this joy of life.

You can imagine how you would understand it in this process, and I would say how you would permeate it, or how would you make it a part of your life?

I know that I can't imagine this process, but I know that this process is really a very difficult process for me, I hope to persist in this process, use my own strength, my own words and deeds, and use my own benchmark to myself, have more constraints, have too much courage, I hope that I can do more free and influential things in this process.

I remember the night when we actually went to look for the crows.

I remember that scene very clearly, when I went to look for the big banyan tree with the pillow, there was no so-called crow at that time, there was no such concept at all, it was completely unimaginable on the other side, because of the general upside down.

The relocation of my ministry is completely to make you feel that this thing has been turned upside down.

Can you imagine what it was like for us at that time, we had reached that cloud, and we actually saw a so-called Nalan Pearl?

Who is Nalan Pearl?

Why that night.

The old man seemed to be a familiar person with the Jintang, why did they actually go to such a place, and now that I think about it, why did they let the two of them fight?

And why were they so curious about themselves at that time, such an unpredictable feeling of height, and even a sense of danger, but they really didn't feel that they would have a lethal effect on themselves?

Maybe the process wasn't clear to me, because the whole process was like a play that I used to play, I didn't know what role I was playing in it, I didn't know what kind of presence I would have in the process, but I knew that if I hadn't been there, maybe they would have been better, maybe there would have been more things.

Nalan Mingzhu seems to be curious about me, seems to know me very well, I seem to know what I am like, although he looks fierce, but he is so gentle.

He even blessed me in a very blessed way, and I thought it was strange, how could that happen? I haven't thought about this in all these years.

We seemed to be running away that day, and they were chasing us very largely, but I didn't think why their offensive was so uneven, and they were so outnumbered that we could win the whole thing.

It suddenly occurred to me that it seemed that they were not trying to kill us, as if they were just trying to expel us, or rather an appearance, or a phenomenon.

And all in all, while the situation was critical and dangerous, I'm sure we shouldn't have encountered any danger along the way anyway.

What would be the situation for me, and what might make it possible?

What kind of crow is a crow? What kind of relationship is it with them? Are they ravens? Maybe it's not like something I've always thought was a little mysterious, a little impossible.

Maybe there is too much mystery in this process, maybe there are too many questions in this process, but I think how to ask and understand at this time can't be clear.

But one of the most mysterious questions.

Why was it that day when we were leaving, suddenly there was a huge fire on the mountain, and it seemed that the fire was not at all sudden, but completely man-made.

And the most important thing is that after the fire broke out, they didn't feel as if the people on the mountain were about to run away, because at that time I looked down the mountain as if no one had slipped down the mountain, and the whole fire, if you saw it from a distance, felt as if it was a natural fire, as if it did not pose any threat to anything.

Who would have thought that in fact, there are dozens of people, hundreds of people in that game, and there are uncertain people living there.

Why did the moment they left again suddenly start this fire, those dozen people and hundreds of people, and then where did they go? Did they disappear between that fire?

Where did that Nalan Pearl go?

It really makes people feel very incredible, since I think about it, it's completely a very incomprehensible thing, at that time I felt as if it would be better to be able to run for my life, and at that time I also felt that if I could escape this thing, maybe it would be an opportunity, but I never thought that some things would really feel very scared when I think about it now, and I was afraid.

It would have been better if there had been more analysis of this at the time, but now that I suddenly think about this aspect, I feel that there is really a big problem.

Maybe I didn't suck this kind of thing for myself too much, as if I wanted to recognize my ancestors and return to my ancestors, as if I wanted to let myself recognize my relatives, and I really felt that this kind of thing seemed to be like that at that time.

How can I have anything to do with this, how can I think it is impossible to have anything to do with some so-called people in the Qing Dynasty.

And everything seems to have this feeling, that is, everyone went together, and I wasn't the most powerful at the time, the most powerful should be the ghost brother.

Then why didn't the ghost brother go with him, but he wanted to take me with him, and he hated me very much for being his personal burden, what does this mean? This is the feeling of what kind of convulsions it is.

I think he must have had some kind of idea, or he should have had some kind of purpose.

You have been asking about this matter in my mind for a long time, because Najintang is also an orphan, although he grew up with the old man, and the old man took him in since he was a child, but they are not related by blood, although they are not related by blood, but their relationship is very good.

I also asked about the candy about this, and I laughed at the candy, did he tell me what his real family background was, so I think this is when everyone has self-confidence, of course, others will not tell you about this kind of thing.

Why do you bother yourself to inquire about me?

So for this kind of thing, I never asked, but I always felt that he had some kind of connection with these so-called remnants of the Qing Dynasty.

Therefore, I think there is an appropriate time to stabilize this kind of thing, because it does not involve a personal problem of mine, nor does it involve my personal interests, nor does it affect me, so I think this kind of thing, everyone can at least ensure the existence of their own privacy.

Security.

I actually understand this thought, so it doesn't matter if the words are frank and open, maybe when we left at the end of the day, he seemed to be kneeling on the mountain, and kneeling seemed to be really kneeling to Lao Tzu.

And not only that, but he also dragged me to kneel and worship, and that attitude and expression were very serious, as if it was a serious child.

I think it's still a little hesitant to say this today, if you are the most hurt in other people's eyes and you are so serious in the normal situation, it stands to reason that you are completely a mutual enemy, and the enemy is right, then how can you bow down like an enemy of the enemy, and also made a very formal three kowtows.

That only says one thing, then they got their head caught in the door that night.

The other can only show that he and they do know each other, at least they have a tacit understanding.

I don't know what to say about it, but I think I might be able to infer from it that they should be related, or at least related, and that they couldn't have done it.

But there is a problem, he obviously has such a tacit understanding, there is such a mutual understanding, so why is there another way to introduce and that way to confront?

It seems to be unbelievable at all, since they know each other, then it might be better for everyone to sit down and have a cup of tea and chat.

What kind of hatred has what kind of prejudice that makes it impossible to get a complete release in this situation?

The two parties who do not want to be restrained in this way must know each other in this way, and do not use this way to exclude and cooperate with the party.

Who knows these things, they can only know the sneaky and mysterious things between them, and it's just sneaky and neurotic, why do you want to go to this kind of thing in front of yourself, don't you think this kind of thing is too funny? It's funny, it seems that I've seen them about this, and one day I don't seem to have the ability to say it.

Are they not going to kill people?

I'm also super speechless to them, speechless and speechless, why do I have to use this way to restrain myself, why do I have to use a way to tell me, am I just a witness?

In fact, the most important point, I was a little puzzled, when they had a conflict that day, Nalan Mingzhu threw him a letter, and Najin Tang put it away tightly and put it in this pocket.

That's the most important thing, what the hell is that stuff? Is there a gold tael worth a thousand taels?

Dear, I feel exactly like they're catching each other's booties, and this kind of thing is simply an insult to me.

As if I didn't exist, it felt like I could keep my mouth shut, and I didn't think they trusted me very much.

Who knows this point, it is obviously a thing that the two sides can cooperate in private, why change it, make it such a big card field, why do it need to make such a big thing, it's such a thing.

Feeling bored?

Think it's rich?

Think this kind of thing is cool, cool, and awesome?

Oh my god who!

I know what they think, but this thing doesn't have much to do with me, because I've already gotten a request from them for this.

So I don't think it matters.

This matter is a complete mess, so many years have passed, and he has not told me a detail of these things, I have also asked, but he has never talked about it, I think naturally he has his own thoughts.