Chapter Twenty-Nine: Bai Jun's Confession

"Junjun, what's wrong with you lately? Emotions don't seem to be quite right. ”

Bai Jun is the best friend of "Xiaokui" who has known each other since junior high school, they are in the same class in junior high school, different schools in the same city in high school, and they were admitted to the same school and the same major in college. In fact, "Xiaokui" has always cherished this friendship, but recently, for some reason, she always feels that the relationship between them has changed, as if she can't return to the innocence and beauty of her youth. Bai Jun, who had nothing to say to her before, now seems to have something on his mind that he doesn't want to tell.

"I'm fine...... Bai Jun said as he curled up on the bed.

"Xiaokui" realized that Bai Jun was in a bad mood, and panicked for a while, so he walked to Bai Jun's bed and dragged a stool to sit down.

"Junjun, you must tell me something, don't hold it in your heart, it will be suffocated."

"Xiaokui" looked at Bai Jun distressed and worried. Bai Jun raised his head and wanted to pour out his thoughts to Xiao Kui, but he stopped talking, "I'm really fine...... It's just that my dad hasn't been in good health recently, and he has been in the hospital again with tuberculosis, so I'm more worried. I may not be in a good mood lately, so don't worry about me. ”

"What do you say? Of course I'm not going to bother with you. Uncle's health will be fine, you can relax! ”

"Actually, there was a moment when I wished he was better......"

Bai Jun's eyes showed a trace of reluctance and resentment, and he said with hatred.

Bai Jun's father is really not a good father to be honest, and not only that, but he is not a qualified husband in marriage. This matter has to start before Bai Jun was born.

Bai Jun's mother and father are not married, Bai Jun's mother and her ex-husband were divorced soon after the relationship was not in harmony, and after the divorce, she met Bai Jun's father through a matchmaker. Bai Jun's mother took a fancy to the stability of Bai Jun's father's public institution, and Bai Jun's father took a fancy to Bai Jun's mother's beauty. They were united soon after the blind date, but Baijun's mother was still unhappy after marriage.

Not long after Bai Jun's mother got married, she found that the man sleeping next to her had a demonic side. Not only is he lazy and loves to gamble, but he also often brings some indiscriminate women to the house to fool around, and he doesn't take his existence seriously at all. At this time, she already regretted it very much, but she didn't expect that more collapse was still to come.

Bai Jun's mother became pregnant with Bai Jun soon after she got married. One morning, Bai Jun's mother went out of the house with a big belly and fell into the spittoon the night before, and when she returned to the house, she heard the neighbors seem to be talking about herself, and approached them to hear what they were saying.

The women sat in a circle picking vegetables, and one of them spoke.

"You say that the daughter-in-law of the Bai family is so blind, how can she look at such an old man?"

"Is the daughter-in-law of the Bai family a human being? The old man of the Bai family is not as tall as three chopsticks, and he is not black. The woman was only interested in the conditions of a man. The woman next to her answered.

At this time, another woman also spoke.

"I don't think the old man's conditions are good, this one makes him ho, tsk tsk......"

"I think that in the future, the daughter-in-law of the Bai family will be guilty, maybe she will commit suicide by drinking insecticides like the last one." The woman who started the conversation took it back.

Bai Jun's mother had been standing in the corner of the wall and listening secretly, and when she heard this, she suddenly let go of the spittoon in her hand. I heard a bang, and the spittoon fell heavily to the ground.

"What do you say? Bai Hongwei's last wife drank medicine and died? ”

Bai Jun's mother couldn't help but stand up.

The old ladies sitting over there were startled when they saw her suddenly appear here, and then they all stood up and patted their butts and walked away, no one accosted Bai Jun's mother.

Bai Jun's mother stood there, feeling like the sky was falling for a while.

To say that Bai Jun's mother didn't want to leave here after knowing this, but she was pregnant at that time, and she couldn't live on her own alone. In addition, she still had a bit of luck, thinking that Bai Hongwei would make changes for the sake of the child and the family after the child was born, so she still didn't leave after all, but she couldn't wait for her husband's repentance and love in the end.

Bai Jun has lived in the shadow of his parents' marriage since he was born. Since I was a child, I watched my father beat and scold my mother, so that I have always hated my father and hated my impersonal home since the day I became sensible. At the same time, she hated herself, hated her cowardice, hated her ugly face carved out of the same mold as her father.

Bai Jun's wish was to escape from her, and she did it. After the college entrance examination, she was admitted to university, and she rarely went home except for the New Year's holiday. In order to be self-reliant as soon as possible, she can say that she has seized every opportunity to work as an intern, and now she can be self-sufficient without spending a penny of her family's money.

In the bedroom, Bai Jun realized that she had lost her temper for a while, she looked up at "Xiao Kui", and saw that "Xiao Kui" was looking at her at a loss.

"I'm scared of you! You know my situation, but you won't understand my pain. ”

Bai Jun paused and looked at "Xiaokui" seriously.

"Sometimes I really envy you, you know? You have a complete home, your parents are enlightened and love you, and I have nothing, everything is on my own. ”

The more Bai Jun spoke, the more sad he became, and his voice became more and more choked.

"Forget it, don't talk about it."

Bai Jun pushed "Xiao Kui" out and lay on the bed facing the wall.

Seeing Bai Jun like this, "Xiaokui" knew that he couldn't help much, so he went back to his bed.

That night, the two were silent.

Early the next morning, "Xiaokui" was pulled up by Bai Jun.

"Hurry, hurry! It's time for class, so get up. ”

"Xiaokui" opened her sleepy eyes, picked up the alarm clock at hand and looked, it was 7:46!

"Oh my god!" "Xiao Kui" jumped to the ground with a carp, and in a hurry, the shirt was worn backwards, and he hurriedly took it off and put it on again.

"It's Mr. Zheng's class in the morning, so don't be late. I'll leave first after cleaning up here, don't forget to turn off the electricity before leaving, and the lock is hanging on the wall. ”

Bai Jun picked up the bag and rushed out of the bedroom after explaining to "Xiaokui".

Here, "Xiaokui" finally put on his clothes neatly, and he didn't even have time to load his schoolbag, so he grabbed the two textbooks on the bed and ran out.

"It's another day of the 100-meter race!" "Xiao Aoi" neatly locked the door and rushed downstairs.

Ten minutes later, "Xiao Kui" panted and appeared in front of Bai Jun on the edge of the door.

"Aoi-chan, here!"

Bai Jun waved to "Little Aoi". "Xiao Kui" saw Bai Jun bow down in three steps and two steps and trot over.

"Here, I just bought two cakes in the cafeteria, and I'll share one with you."

Bai Jun quietly handed the cake to "Xiao Aoi" from under the table.

"Junjun, you're the best!"

"Xiaokui" quietly took it and took a bite secretly while the teacher was not paying attention.