Chapter 830: Snow
Du Yiyi's inquiry can be answered without hesitation.
At the moment when the survival of the country and the nation is in danger, as a soldier, he should go to the soup and fight the fire, and he will not hesitate to move forward even if he is shrouded in horse leather.
Although from the perspective of the victim, Cheng Jiayi does not agree with Li Li's approach, but from the position of a third party, she will ...... Cheng Jiayi suddenly doubted herself, and she suddenly didn't know what she would think.
If this mutation is a book, if she is a reader...... She suddenly remembered a sentence: there are no absolute good people, and there are no absolute bad people, good people and bad people are relative.
Yes, there are still many people who wander in the gray area, and there are still people who would rather carry eternal infamy and do what he thinks is completely right.
"I always thought that they had been studied, and it was still such a terrible way." Cheng Jiayi muttered.
"I'm just guessing." Du Yiyi comforted, "I just can't sleep and think nonsense." ”
Du Yi lay down one by one, and they fell into a long silence.
Cheng Jiayi knew what Du Yiyi really meant.
Since the mutation, since leaving the Motherland, they have completely left society. All communication with the outside world is through Qin Feng.
Qin Feng "coaxed" her well.
She likes to fight and take risks, so Qin Feng handed her combat skills, gun use, and fighting methods.
She likes to be unrealistic and whimsical, so Qin Feng accompanied her to play mercenary games, and even found someone to hire her.
She wanted to go to Changbai Mountain to take an adventure and improve her strength, but Qin Feng didn't stop her, and he also equipped her with someone to protect her.
She got a man-eating flower, and Qin Feng didn't ask anything except for the necessary curiosity.
Looking back now, which of her original practices was not impulsive? Which is normal? Oh, the fighting skills are normal, but if you put it in the context that she happens to be able to constantly improve her strength, it is not normal.
The corners of Cheng Jiayi's mouth couldn't help showing a mocking smile, she didn't get angry much, and even felt that she should take it for granted. She's Stockholm now? Or have you seen too much and experienced too much, and you can't get angry? Still tired?
Or, unconsciously, her ideological realm has also become taller, to the extent that she has to look up to it?
"What are you thinking?" Du Yiyi suddenly asked again.
"I'm thinking...... If that's really the case......" Cheng Jiayi couldn't speak.
There were so many dreams, so many imaginations and hopes when she was there, but now, her head seems empty, there is nothing.
She couldn't even think.
Student career, mutation moments, life and death struggles afterward, fleeing again and again, C City, peninsulas, fighting nations, island countries, countless fragments of pictures flashed in my mind, which picture was terrifyingly clear and terrifyingly distant.
"I don't know what to do." Du Yiyi really sighed, "It doesn't matter if people don't kill the heavens and the earth for themselves, or sacrifice their lives for righteousness, it seems to be right, and it doesn't seem to be right." Jiayi, I didn't tell you, I kept thinking about what my mother did at that time, and how she could do that in the institute. ”
"In the cage of the institute, it is a guinea pig, a white rabbit, or a primate, the only difference is that it can speak. The cage is the distance, one is the sky and the other is the earth, one is high, one is slaughtered, one is for science and all mankind, and the other is also, but it can only be locked up for all mankind. ”
Cheng Jiayi thought numbly, what was the cage between her and Qin Feng?
"So ......," Du Yi.
"So," Cheng Jiayi said almost at the same time, "I don't want to, I still don't want to." ”
"But you already are, Anton only watched your interaction with the cannibal flower once, and he was moved, so he didn't even care about Ivan's people folding in." Du Yiyi reminded, "What you don't want to do is just be locked in a cage, this, this kind of ......"
Du Yiyi couldn't remember how to describe their current situation.
"This kind of self-knowledge, the stronger it is, the closer it is to destruction, but it has to be a little stronger to get out of the immediate crisis. In the end, you can't go any further, and you lose your value as a free-body test?
It's like a kite, thinking it's floating in the air, but you don't know that there's actually a string pulling tightly. Cheng Jiayi said softly.
"Maybe it's my crankiness." Du Yiyi thought about it and said again.
"You remember the time we were on the peninsula, we encountered a small army." Cheng Jiayi asked.
Du Yiyi nodded silently.
"Now that I think about it, they have no reason to let us go - sleep, sleep for a while, my head is a little wooden, sleep for a while and think about it again."
Having said that, Cheng Jiayi didn't feel the slightest sleep, and she didn't have any doubts in her heart, but she always forced herself to believe in Qin Feng.
Because except for Qin Feng, she had no one to believe - either she and Du Yi ran away one by one and hid alone in the deep mountains and old forests, or, she could only trust Qin Feng.
But even Du Yiyi is suspicious of Qin Feng, besides Du Yiyi, who else can be trusted?
Wang Yong?
Will Wang Yong be the same as Qin Feng?
Before dawn, Cheng Jiayi barely squinted for a while, dreaming that her mother touched her face and hair lovingly, and then, the distance between the two gradually faded.
After falling asleep, the conversation with Du Yiyi before seemed to be a very distant thing, and the two of them got up and didn't mention it again. I looked out the window and it was snowing.
The first snow of the year unexpectedly arrived much earlier than usual.
There is a cafeteria in the school, all the tableware is available, Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi each hold a tray, find a position by the window, and while eating, they look at the warmth and brightness of running back and forth in the playground.
The snow is still drifting, it is the kind of goose feather snow that is common in the north, fluttering and swaying, and it is very beautiful. If it falls in the palm of your hand, it can stay for a while before it melts.
Looking at Nuan Nuan and Liangliang, Cheng Jiayi felt that she was an adult and lost her qualification to play in the snow. However, Wang Peng and Li Yu finished eating in three bites, and they also ran out to play with the two children.
Wang Yong walked in from the door, broke a tray, and came directly to their table, hooked a chair next to him with his foot, and didn't care about the sound of the chair dragging on the ground, so that everyone else in the cafeteria looked at it and sat down directly.
Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi both withdrew their gaze from the window. What's going on?
"Two of our guys died last night. Sneak attack, the neck was twisted off, there was no bleeding, they were on duty together, and they just found out when they changed shifts. The body is not cold yet. ”
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