"My eldest brother is very stupid," Dian Cui seemed to know what Yuan Zhiheng was talking about, and suddenly said: "It's also very bitter, since the day I was taken away when I was a child, he has lived with a heavy sense of guilt, but at that time he was just an eight or nine-year-old child." Later, when Gui Chuyu appeared, my eldest brother gave her all the good, and he wanted to make up for his sister's suffering over the years, so as to obey her and even do something against his gentlemanly style. Regardless of whether it is true that she returned to Chu Yu, maybe at some point when the eldest brother gets along with her, he will notice that something is wrong, but my eldest brother will not dare to think about it. He was afraid, if the person in front of him was fake, then his intentions were not wrong, and if the person in front of him was fake, then what about his real sister? Is he already dead, or is he starving and being bullied in some ravine? He didn't dare to question it. Do you think he's stupid and bitter? ”

After finishing speaking, Diancui's tears were already flowing all over his face.

Yuan Zhiheng looked at her trembling shoulders, and suddenly felt that he didn't know a little about this little apprentice again.

He once thought that she was a slow, hard-working and careful person, she was very good at pleasing people, and as long as she wanted to please people, she would basically be soft on her. She is also very cheerful, even with a little unrealistic optimism, no matter when or under what circumstances, she can always live her little life with taste, sometimes chattering, like a happy little daughter-in-law in a small family.

But now he saw a thick sorrow from her, a kind of twilight that had seen through everyone a long time ago, and pretended not to know on weekdays, but in fact, his heart was full of compassion but powerlessness.

This kind of twilight should not be in a little girl of her age, she is only fourteen years old. Yuan Zhiheng only felt that there was a piece of soft meat in his chest, which was tightly pinched and pulled back and forth by a hand.

In fact, this weak pain disappeared after the death of his parents when he was a child, and was replaced by a sharp, proud sword in his heart.

Perhaps, it was because he had already regarded this apprentice as his own family, he thought.

"Let's go, I'll accompany you to find the next one." Although Yuan Zhiheng has too much dissatisfaction with Gui Bonian, he still can't bear to see her like this.

When the sun set, the wind rose in the sky, and Diancui tightened his cloak, and finally stood in front of the door of the last temple.

Gion.

The name looks like a temple, but like a residential garden.

"Little master, I would like to ask you something, three days ago, a man who was about the same size as me, with a thin body and dressed in white, came to the temple?" Yuan Zhiheng stepped forward to ask the little novice at the door.

Xiao Shami didn't think much about it, and said, "Amitabha, is the donor talking about a son with a surname?" ”

It's not that he has a special impression of Gui Bonian, it's just that because their temple is very small and far away from the outskirts of the city, there are not many incense, and there are only a few people who come within three days, and that Gui Gongzi is naturally one.

When Dian Cui heard this, he immediately stepped forward and said: "Can the little master be introduced, I am the younger sister of Gui Gongzi, my eldest brother has been very worried about it since he left home on the third day, and he has been looking for it for three days, and he asked the little master to be accommodating." ”

Xiao Shami looked at the emerald slightly, it was indeed a little similar to the Gui Gongzi, and he heard that the family was in a hurry, so he hurriedly led the way in front.

Xiao Shami came to the incense room where Gui Bonian was, came out again after a while, and said with some hesitation: "The two donors, he doesn't want to see each other, and it's getting dark, let the two go back early." ”

Gui Bonian refused to see him, and Diancui naturally refused to leave, walked into the Daxiong Treasure Hall and worshipped, took out two silver ingots and five taels from his sleeve, and said that these and the temple added some incense money.

Miaozhu took ten taels of silver and went to the host, just because it was rare to see such a generous pilgrim. He also asked the host about the idea of staying in the temple for one night.

The host pondered for a moment and said, that is, it belongs to the benefactor's family, so let them stay.

The vegetarian meal in the evening was very simple, but Diancui felt that it was quite delicious and used a whole bowl of rice, and finally found the eldest brother, and she was happy.

But he still hasn't been able to meet with Gui Bonian.

In the middle of the night, the lamp in the incense room of Gui Bo Nian has not been extinguished, and Gui Bo Nian has not closed his eyes for three days, sitting on the couch and looking at the faint wick, his face is like stagnant water, and his eyes are like dry pools.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of someone gently tapping the window outside.,Then a figure was shaking.。。

The year of the Returning Bo has not moved.

"Big brother, it's me, I can't sleep......" Diancui called out the eldest brother smoothly, as if he had been calling him that for more than ten years.

Gui Bonian was slightly suffocated, and slowly said that it was late at night, please go back to the donor, and blew out the light.

Dian Cui tightened the cloak on his body, the night in this temple is really cold, I knew that I would wear more clothes during the day today and come out to look for someone.

"Big brother, I'm not a donor, I'm a sister." Diancui leaned her whole face on the window paper and shouted quietly.

……

She is like this, a bit of a scoundrel, like when she was a child, she had to take it to the play by herself, otherwise she would cry and play tricks.

Unexpectedly, I still have tears.

"I heard my mother say that when I was a child, my eldest brother loved me the most, and often carried me on his shoulders and went to the overpass to watch juggling. Later, because I was greedy and fat, my eldest brother couldn't carry it and changed it to carry it, I was not happy to have to carry it, and my eldest brother was so angry that he cried and refused to sue me in front of my father. Diancui turned around and leaned against the window and said.

Don't? If I didn't carry it, I fell to the ground and rolled, rolling all over the mud, and when I went home, the wicked person first sued me that I didn't carry it and fell on the ground, and I was so hurt that my mother was beaten with a hand board. But you feel guilty and distressed, saying that big brother, I will give Huhu all day, and the palms of your hands will not hurt......

"My mother also said that when I was a child, there was a big jujube tree at home, and the dates were not ripe, so I yelled to eat, and the second brother knocked it on me, who knew that the second brother knocked it down and picked it up and ran away, I cried for a night, but the next day I saw a pile of jujubes at the head of the bed, both big and small, all of which were knocked by the eldest brother overnight."

Gui Zhongqing's kid has been hateful since he was a child...... Gui Bonian turned over to the wall, not wanting to listen to the soft and glutinous crying voice outside.

Who knew that the voice came again......

"Big brother, I don't blame you for the time I lost, if I hadn't shouted to go out to see the lanterns, you wouldn't have taken me out because of the cold, and I was naughty and wanted to play hide and seek with you before I ran away, but I couldn't find my way back, so I was taken away......"

Do you remember all of this?

Yes, I remembered on the way to find you.

"I also heard my father say, originally your temperament is as cheerful and laughing as the second brother, since I was lost, you have never laughed again, often wake up from nightmares at night, and after a long time, you have nightmares, but you locked yourself up and refused to treat the disease, just want to use this torture yourself to make yourself clearly remember that your sister was lost by yourself...... It wasn't until Gui Chuyu came to our house that you didn't see a cure for your nightmare at night......"

"Big brother, I don't blame you for the matter of returning to Chu Yu, it's her who has no conscience, it's her ......"

"But I blame myself!" Gui Bonian got up suddenly, and because he hadn't eaten for several days, his body was a little weak, and he almost fell on the couch again.

"Let's go, don't say any more!"

"Big brother, it's too cold outside, you open the door." Diancui ignored him and continued.

"Go back to your house!"

"Big brother, I'm cold, you open the door!" Diancui is very stubborn, and his tone is fierce and ruthless.

From childhood to adulthood, she has never had a problem with Gui Bonian.

There was a "squeak", and the door opened.

Dian Cui stood outside the door, not moving.

Gui Bonian had to frown and open the door completely, but saw that Diancui was already in tears.

"You...... Crying again......" Gui Bonian sighed as he looked at her little face that was red from the cold.

"Big brother, they said you were going to shave tomorrow morning, and I didn't allow it!" Dotting the green with a deflated mouth, standing at the door like a low door god.

"My mother said that my eldest brother was very good to me when I was a child, but I don't remember, I came to the capital by myself, and all I saw was that my eldest brother was very good to Nagui Chuyu." Dian Cui complained aggrievedly.

"I ......" Gui Bonian's body finally couldn't hold on, and he fell on the stool in embarrassment, his sister was right, he was stupid, he had hated himself thousands of times, hated all his thoughts, hated without shame.

"If the eldest brother becomes a monk, then I don't have a very good and good eldest brother, and if I see the eldest brother in the future, I will have to call you a master......

……

"Mother is wrong, I don't have a good ......" Gui Bonian looked at his sister like a cat, and he had no choice, so he only muttered.

"No, you're just very good, you seem to be old-fashioned, serious and unkind, but you are the most affectionate, and your mind is also heavy, and you always secretly carry a lot. You are different from the second brother, the second brother seems to be the most gentle and affectionate, but he is the most sensible, but you recognize that a person is very good to him, and he is good at pulling out his liver, so you are too good, too stupid, and too bitter! Diancui cried and shouted, her voice hoarse.

Too good, too silly, too bitter?

Gui Bonian muttered to himself, a line of tears running across his cheeks.

"But I still didn't recognize you, and I helped the wicked hurt you......" He couldn't help himself when he remembered that he had almost lost his own sister here.

After Diancui finished shouting, he felt very tired, so he came into the house, poured himself a cup of tea, and drank it all.

"That's because Gui Chuyu deceived you," Diancui lowered her head and said: "It's also because I didn't tell you earlier, but I'm not angry with you anymore, let's not mention this matter, just treat it as if it didn't happen, our family will live a good life in the future, and there will be no misunderstandings, okay big brother?" ”

For a long time, Gui Bonian looked at this sister who was finally lost and recovered, she had already forgiven herself and said that she was not angry with herself......

But he himself could never forgive himself.

"Thank you for saying so much to me and untying a lot of knots in my heart. The master said that my fate has been broken, and my father and mother will have to rely on you and Zhongqing to take care of me in the future. Gui Bonian smiled lightly, like a cool night, which made people unable to catch it.

"What dust has been broken? I don't believe these nonsense, even if it is broken, I can continue it! Diancui yelled irritably.

"Don't be rude to the Buddha!" Gui Bo rebuked.

"Is the eldest brother determined to become a monk?" Diancui looked at him fixedly and asked solemnly.

"Yes, tomorrow the Master of Yuan will shave my head." Gui Bo said in a young voice.

Hearing this, Dian Cui put the cup in his hand on the table, got up, and closed the door.

Gui Bonian was stunned, but he heard Diancui take a breath and say:

"There is an unbelievable thing, I originally thought that it would have been rotten in my heart all the time, and I would tell anyone for the rest of my life. Since the master said that the eldest brother has Buddha nature, then today he will talk to the eldest brother. I just hope that after listening to it, my eldest brother will not treat me as a demon and a monster, and he can treat me as usual. ”