Chapter 691: Eyes burning
He finally came back, and I finally waited for him to come back, because finally because of his return, I felt that the whole person was sober, because I really needed a lot of questions to consult him, too many confusions, too many questions, a series of questions about the whole factory did not need to be clearly known, if these things could not be understood clearly, it was likely that there would be a lot of unimaginable unexpected problems in the process.
He looked tired, and he looked very haggard, as if he had gone far away and finally returned.
I saw that he had washed up before coming back, and I had already made tea and was waiting for him, because I knew that he needed a cup of tea at this time to get his whole state back, and it was a habit of his.
He also knew that I seemed to be waiting for him, so he didn't go to sleep right away, and just sat here waiting for me, knowing that we should be able to talk openly about these sensitive topics.
"Why are you so tired and so haggard, I haven't come back for a few days, the old man has been thinking about you all the time, if it weren't for your situation, the old man would have been nagging every day, and now I'm finally back."
I made a very bad opening statement, because I don't know how to say it, because how to say it, it doesn't seem to be very good, because it's a very sensitive thing, I don't know if it will touch his bottom line or some unnecessary reason. Because I think things can be a little difficult, or maybe very awkward to say, but I think this kind of thing is a kind of opening statement first, and then it is necessary to explain this aspect of things.
He hugged me tightly, as if I was about to lose half of it, or rather in the process we felt each other's three days of parting.
I didn't expect that our kind of longing is actually a very unforgettable, because after so many years of some contacts, after so many years of tacit understanding, so it is sometimes difficult for us to ensure some sweetness of some things, or after so many ups and downs.
It's hard for us to get a kind of peace of mind in everything, or we are doing more of a kind of hard work, to ensure that our brothers, our families, and our friends can get a sense of well-being.
He drank tea gently, carelessly, and the ecology was a bit grim, but I would have a special headache because he always restrained his emotions at the right time.
One was beside him, looking at him gently, I knew he must be very tired and tired now, but I don't know if he will sleep, so I waited for him, but I think I should let him sleep first, his stomach will be better, because he is so tired now, you can see that his eyes are in dark circles.
The dark circles under our eyes are enough proof that he may have done some very important things during this time, and he didn't get enough pain and sleep, so it led to a state of exhaustion.
I'll tell him.
"It's so late, or we go to bed early, and we'll talk about it in a few days, these things will be talked about slowly in the future, you come back so late today, otherwise how can it be in such a bad state tomorrow, tomorrow we will have more things, and the overall layout will be completed, because the day after tomorrow is to cut the ribbon, and these things have been completely arranged in the factory on my side, just wait until you are here to determine, and all kinds of days have been distributed, and it is confirmed that they should come, So you don't have to worry too much about what will happen to this matter. ”
How about the hug he gave? Give me a warmth, give me a confidence, give me a courage.
Deep attachment here.
I know that he has experienced a lot of things, sometimes he is reluctant to tell anyone, maybe he has his own reasons, but I think everything should be respected for him, don't easily test something, because he has his own method, his own bottom line, and his own pursuit.
He sighed softly and said lightly.
"Today's tea is very delicious, I haven't drunk such a good tea for a few days, it's really comfortable, it's okay, I fell asleep quickly, but I promised you, I will come back every day to tell you some stories, so that I can tell you what happened, and the day I will tell you clearly, I really hope to finish it as soon as possible, I can move you into the door in style, I really look forward to telling this story as soon as possible, now the story is very long, but it is also very important."
Covering his mouth, he shook his head gently.
"The days are still long, the sleep is still long, we are still very long, maybe it is a lifetime thing, there is enough time and enough energy to listen to your story in a lifetime, what we need now is to get enough sleep now, this factory still needs us to do something, I will listen to your story slowly, and the long stream may be the most beautiful thing......"
I know that there must be a lot of things, a lot of time, a lot of opportunities to explain at this time, and I don't have to stick to these times to do this in this way.
He didn't go to sleep, he was looking out the window and said lightly.
"Do you know where I'm going these days?"
"You're not out there to entertain and pull orders, where else can you go? Will you always carry me on my back to do something shady, be careful that my kitchen knife is waiting in my school bag at any time. ”
I sometimes hate you very much, and I told him these things, because I think there are a lot of things, a lot of people who don't need to be recognized, and he has a way of expressing himself between people, and he and I often use this way to tease, maybe this is a mode of getting along between us, maybe I prefer the same model.
"I'm far away, but that's for later, and I'll tell you slowly when the time comes. It's in the mountains, far, far away, and you'll probably be very uninterested, okay, I'm not going to talk about this, tell me what you've been busy with during this time, whether Anna's training with you has been completed, what kind of ideas do you have for the whole factory, do you have anything to ask me? You can be very honest with me, I think there can be a lot of things between the two of us, there is no privacy, there is no room, you just have to say it. ”
I looked at him silently, and I knew that his eyes were also silently looking at me, and the two of us reached a tacit understanding in this kind of silence, which really felt like traveling through a thousand years.
I suddenly remembered what the old man said to me today, talking about their dreams, searching for this factory to be passed down from generation to generation, this is a dream of two generations, and even the dream of three generations, I think this kind of thing is a very important, very important, very sacred thing for me.
I looked at him and said deeply.
"Today I had dinner, I went for a walk with the old man, he told me a lot of things, he told me that he had some past on the rivers and lakes, talked about some details of his life, but the most important thing he told me that when his father once let him study abroad, he also hoped that he would apply what he had learned and be able to pass on some advanced technologies of an advanced culture in the West to our country, but for various reasons he studied, but did not pass it on. Or maybe he didn't realize this ideal. ”
"He also told me today that he must make this dream come true in his lifetime, maybe whether there is such an opportunity or not, but he will work hard for himself, he is his dream, I think this should be your dream too, he told me that if the factory is established from the day it is established, he wants to tell his father that the family sacrifice is not forgotten, so that his father knows that this dream can finally be realized."
"You know what? When I heard his story today, I was really moved, I was touched incomparably, I think this is a very selfless, even a very great and very independent ideal, I never thought that when I was in the orphanage before, just for three meals a day, I felt that the world had been satisfied enough, but I didn't expect these things to be higher in the old man's opinion, maybe now I don't think I can understand him, but I think he does what he should do, What an important thing! ”
"Later, the old man said that this factory is passed down from generation to generation, not only his dream, but also your father's dream, and he also hopes that our descendants will also pass on from generation to generation, and pass on the dream of these industrial powers from generation to generation, just like the dream that the youth is strong and China is strong."
As I spoke, I suddenly felt bored, and I suddenly felt speechless.
I don't know what kind of language to use to describe my surging mood, but I know that this surging mood may really be because of the generosity of the old man, so that I can be deeply moved.
He hugged me tightly, and he didn't want to let go for a moment, as if he melted me into his bones.
He told me with his very sexy heart.
"That's right, the old man is very right, China is strong is the youth is strong, the unfinished ambition of the fathers, individuals will have their own dreams at this time, this dream will be a little difficult to complete, but it is precisely because it is difficult to complete, difficult to achieve, it is enough to have his charm, I hope in this process, can get enough such courage and enough such a support, I am afraid that this is also a dream of mine."
For anyone, there is only enough courage to understand this kind of thing, because everyone will take enough risks when taking this dream, and when this risk is enough to take themselves, then it means that they may be eager to take more steps forward.
I held his hand tightly and gave him the courage to tell him about my persistence and my support
"No matter how much this thing happens, no matter what kind of risks this thing will encounter, you know that we have also come through ups and downs for so many years, these things are not particularly big problems for us, I hope that this process will really not be troubled and interfered with in any way, I will definitely insist on helping you, do my best to help me, I believe that in our persistence process, there will be enough opportunities for ourselves to grasp, is it so many years have not survived every time? I'm sure it's the same this time, no big deal. ”
"You don't have to worry too much about this thing to get to the bridge naturally straight, there must be a road before the car to the mountain, some things have to slowly look at the longer term things, now we have no way to achieve many things, or many things we have no way to do, but many things we must do in our own way, there will be such an opportunity, so you don't have to worry too much, many things will definitely rise to the challenge, okay?"
He said this, what else can I say, so I can only be deeply attached to his arms, I think this is his courage to persevere, with him said this, then I believe I will be able to persevere.
Because no matter what, there is still a long, long way forward, but I think that no matter how long the road ahead, I will definitely accompany him without hesitation, no matter how risky this process is, and no matter what the possibility of annihilation or anything in the process, the worst possibility will happen, even if it is a loss of faith, even if there is no trust.
Or that if I want to go back to the orphanage and live that lonely life, I don't think it's a big deal.
I looked at him and said firmly.
"I've experienced all kinds of ups and downs, maybe it's something interesting this time, and I can't wait to see what is worth going to together."
He hugged me tightly at this time, and I felt this feeling of strength.
His eyes burned, I really don't know why he can't do it sometimes, doesn't he know that there is a very huge risk that the factory side is facing.
The big risk was coming, and I looked at the way he looked, and I really didn't know if he didn't know, or that he had a big enough certainty.
But looking at him with a very confident look, I believe that he must have a solution to this matter.
I saw that he didn't stretch his brows, worried, maybe this plan may have encountered some kind of resistance, so that he has no way to go now, suddenly enlightened.