Tassel incense (3)

The pale smell of disinfectant water permeated the corridors of the hospital, and even on such a sweltering day, the hospital still looked a little gloomy.

Su Ya has done a series of examinations, but she still hasn't woken up, and is currently lying in the ward, and Su Can is cooperating with the head nurse's inquiry in the ward. Wu Fan and Ye Qixue wandered uneasily outside the ward.

When the door opened, the head nurse walked out, her face calm and expressionless. Wu Fan opened his mouth to ask something, but he still didn't speak.

Ye Qixue followed the head nurse into the distance for a while, and then the two stopped to talk carefully.

"Mom, I'...... How is she, classmate? Ye Qixue raised her head and asked softly.

The head nurse shook her head gently, her face full of compassion.

Wu Fan was stunned not far away, no wonder, no wonder Ye Qixue would say that to himself like that.

It turns out that she already knew, so she chose this?

Wu Fan didn't listen to a word of the next two people's words, and his mind was full of chaotic thoughts.

When the head nurse walked away, Ye Qixue came over and stood side by side with Wu Fan without speaking.

"That'...... That...... Could it be ...... It's all true? Wu Fan's voice trembled, and he asked knowingly.

Ye Qixue didn't speak, nodded vigorously, and her eyes were red.

A cool breeze blew through the hallway, and even though it was summer, it was still very cold, very cold.

"We, are we wrong?" Ye Qixue suddenly raised her head, her eyes full of sadness.

Wu Fan shook his head silently.

At this time, Su Can walked out, and there was tiredness in his voice that could not be concealed: "Wu Fan, you make progress, my sister has something to say to you alone." ”

Wu Fan nodded. The moment he walked into the ward, he forced himself to put away his bad mood, put on a happy face, and kept asking, "Are you awake?" What do you think? Still dizzy? It's all your brother's fault, and so are you, such a big person, and you don't know how to pay attention to your body. Although Wu Fan pretended to be relaxed, the tremor in his voice could not be avoided.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little bit uncomfortable." Su Ya smiled weakly, struggling to get up.

Wu Fan hurried over, gently pressed Su Ya's movements, sat on the edge of the bed, naturally held one of Su Ya's hands, and said with a smile: "It's okay, have a good rest, I'm here with you." ”

Su Ya looked at Wu Fan, her face full of happy smiles.

Just smiling and laughing, tears unconsciously overflowed from Su Ya's eyes, her eyes suddenly became weak, as if the ward was full of terrifying and gloomy monsters, her body trembled unconsciously, she leaned her head tightly on Wu Fan's body, and her voice trembled slightly: "Wu Fan...... I...... Fear. ”

Wu Fan's heart tugged up, he gently hugged Su Ya with both hands, patted her back lightly with his hands, and coaxed her softly in his mouth: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, there is me." ”

Su Ya's body slowly calmed down, and her voice came up slightly, with a little shame in it: "I...... I haven't told you, actually, I'm ...... I'm sick. ”

When Wu Fan heard this, he tried his best to hold back the trembling of his body, but a trace of sadness passed in his eyes, he gently patted Su Ya's head, and pretended to be joking: "Could it be...... Lovesickness? ”

Su Ya let go at this time, and slapped Wu Fan lightly, "You are so annoying, I got it...... Cancer. The tone was full of lightness, as if he was just talking about a cold.

Wu Fan couldn't help it anymore when he heard her understatement, hugged Su Ya tightly, and tears flowed down unconsciously.

"Aren't you angry?" Su Ya was still asking stupid questions.

"Stupid." Wu Fan said something vaguely with a crying voice, hugging Su Ya tighter, as if she would suddenly disappear in the next moment.

"Hey, if you light it, I can't breathe." Su Ya had a shy smile on her face, but she was really happy in her heart.

Ye Qixue and Su Can, who were outside the window, saw this with unspeakable sadness on their faces.

Wu Fan finally let go of Su Ya, and then asked her, "If you are sick, why don't you treat it, and pretend that you are fine, and go to class every day." ”

Su Ya showed a distressing smile on her face: "Some time ago, I went to the hospital for a check-up after I fainted, and I found out that I had this. At that time, the doctor said that it was already in the advanced stage, and the possibility of treatment was very low, so it was better to live a good life for a while and ensure the quality of life as much as possible. My parents want me to be treated, but I don't want to waste my time, I won't be able to see you when I am hospitalized, and people will become ugly after treatment, so I don't want to ......"

Wu Fan cried silently, just gently holding Su Ya's hand.

After a long time, Wu Fan calmed down, gently touched Su Ya's head, and his tone was full of tenderness: "Silly girl, you can't give up even if you have a glimmer of hope, and it will be fine in the late stage." We must cure it, and in the future we will go to high school, college, graduate, and get married together......"

"Uh-huh." Su Ya nodded solemnly.

The door of the ward was suddenly slammed open, and a middle-aged couple rushed in with teary eyes. After seeing the two people hugging each other, he was stunned for a while.

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Wu Fan and Ye Qixue sat silently on the chairs in the corridor, and in the ward, Su Ya's family of four was talking about something.

"Maybe you should have made it clear to her a long time ago, and you shouldn't have dragged it out like this." Ye Qixue lowered her head and said in a low voice as if she had made a mistake.

"Hmm." Wu Fan nodded.

In this silence, Ye Qixue reached over and gently held Wu Fan's hand, wanting to comfort him. But Wu Fan just struggled slightly, and quietly retracted his hand.

The wards opened, Su Can and his parents walked out, and Su Ya was already asleep inside. The eyes of all three were red, but there was a faint hint of joy in the sadness.

Wu Fan and Ye Qixue immediately stood up: "Hello uncle and aunt." ”

Su Ya's father forced a smile and did not respond to the greeting: "Anyway, this girl finally agreed to accept treatment." She's really stubborn, she doesn't agree with what we said before. ”

After speaking, the tall man walked up to Wu Fan, grabbed Wu Fan's hand with both hands, held it tightly, and bent down deeply to Wu Fan, his face was full of tears, and his tone was pleading and even humble: "I am such a daughter, she may not have a chance to live for another half a year." She likes you, anyway, I beg you, will you stay with her for another half a year? ”

Su Can and Su Mu on the side also bent down deeply.

Wu Fan wanted to help the three of them up in a panic, but the three of them didn't get up until Wu Fan agreed.

And Ye Qixue, who was behind Wu Fan, didn't know what she thought, and suddenly cried.

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After this episode, the lives of several people became calm again.

Every day, the junior high school students leave early, and the time is filled with study, homework, and exams. The countdown to the high school entrance examination behind the blackboard is decreasing day by day, and the days are tense and monotonous, but unforgettable.

Every day after school, Wu Fan, Ye Qixue, and Su Can will go to the hospital, on the one hand, to accompany Su Ya, and on the other hand, to tutor Su Ya, this strong girl still wants to take the high school entrance examination. Fortunately, it is already in the review stage, there are no new classes, and Su Ya's own foundation is also very good, and she is not struggling to study at all.

In between, Gauguin felt a little reluctant to go, and offered to go together. Wu Fan was afraid that Su Can would have another conflict with him, so he simply pulled Ning Rou in, which could be regarded as finding a classmate for Su Ya to make up for the class.

In this way, Su Ya's condition stabilized day by day, and with everyone's company, the smiles on her face became more and more. Later, even if her hair fell out after chemotherapy, Su Ya, who was wearing a hat, could still make faces at everyone.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, the high school entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and everything is developing on a good side.

Ye Qixue is still the first, Wu Fan's grades have dropped slightly, but he is still in the top 30 in the grade, and Su Ya's self-test level is about the same as Wu Fan. Su Can's grades stabilized, Ning Rou's grades improved a lot, and Gauguin's grades also went up again.

It seems that as the trees become denser and denser, everyone's lives are constantly thriving.

When there were still 20 days before the high school entrance examination, Wu Fan suddenly missed class, did not attend class, and did not even ask for leave.

Su Can and the others are a little strange, not to mention the matter of class, the matter of visiting Su Ya every day, Wu Fanlei can't move, and he will never go. When it was about to end of school, Su Can was notified by Zhao Ji that Su Ya's condition had deteriorated.

Su Can went crazy and called Wu Fan's phone, but no one answered after dialing seven or eight times in a row. The last few people had to go to the hospital first.

Su Ya's parents sat silently on the chairs outside the door of the emergency room, and several young people walked around uneasily outside, pacing back and forth.

The red light in the rescue room was always on.

About four hours later, the red light went out suddenly, and several people rushed forward. A doctor came out of it tiredly, and before he could speak, Su Ya's father jumped up from his chair, grabbed the doctor's shoulder, and shouted out in a gaffe: "Doctor, doctor, how is my daughter?" ”

The doctor took off his mask and sighed, "We've done our best, but ......"

When Su Ya's father heard this, he fell to the ground on the spot and cried heartbreakingly, and Su Ya's mother fainted on the bench.

When a few people were in a hurry, Wu Fan arrived panting with red circles in his eyes, and came up timidly and asked, "Everyone?" What's wrong? ”

Su Can was angry, glaring at Wu Fan angrily, his eyes were full of tears, he stepped forward, flew up with a punch, and knocked Wu Fan to the ground: "You know how to come!" ”

Wu Fan didn't argue, just silently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

Su Can was still angry, and went up to kick Wu Fan's feet hard, but was stopped by Ning Rou and Gauguin. Ye Qixue hurriedly stepped forward to help Wu Fan up, and she couldn't stop crying.

Wu Fan suddenly understood something, rushed into the ward, held Su Ya's slowly cooler hand, and tears burst down, as if he wanted to dry the tears of his life.

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The day of Su Ya's cremation happened to be Sunday, and few students in the class came, and everyone was actively preparing for the high school entrance examination.

Wu Fan will never forget the only funeral parlor in the county, low, damp, with the sweat and tears of the crowd, condensed into a touch of cold that cannot be dissolved.

Su Ya's parents had already cried out of shape, and the hip-hop Su Can knelt on the ground, heartbroken.

It was the hottest season of summer, and the door of the stove burst open, and the heat rose in the house, adding a bit of heat out of thin air, but it could not dry people's tears.

A large rectangular black box slowly entered, and the door of the stove closed dullly.

The crowd whimpered.

But Wu Fan couldn't cry anymore.

Later, Su Ya's ashes were placed in the cemetery in the county, not far from Lin Yi.

This cemetery has witnessed too much sorrow.

Including those that are not well known.

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Summer is just here.

But no one felt it.

Bright daylight, lush forests, cool river water, whistling mountain breeze, boys' short-sleeved shirts, girls' long skirts, rotating electric fans, non-stop air conditioning, stuffy classrooms, wet rolls, sweaty palms...... Everything is the same as the previous summer.

It's just that this year is too sad.

It's about youth, but it's not directly related.

The later high school entrance examination passed peacefully, and the process was dull. Ye Qixue is the first in the county, Su Can and Wu Fan did well in the exam, Gauguin failed in the exam, Ning Rou is normal, and Yang Rou is average...... There are also many students, either sad or happy.

But all this is nothing.

After all, summer, it's almost over.