Chapter 82: Unknown
Suppose that when you know that the world you live in is illusory, and at the same time you are living happily, are you willing to step out of this illusion and find your true self? This is a difficult topic of meaning, but many literary works, film and television culture, and even film and television culture have invariably given a clear answer - finding oneself is the last insistence on dignity.
Yes, it was this upheld dignity that made Lu Shaozhen feel like splashed on his body, which aroused his great indignation.
"What else did he say? Can you still remember? The two questions suppressed powerful emotions, because the intense pain created the prerequisites for an outbreak, and the humiliation of being dominated was really the lead, Lu Shaozhen was like a ** bucket at the moment, and there was a faint spark spreading.
Hongjun was at a loss, obviously hesitating between the words and what not to say, but in the end, she was stunned to find that she didn't seem to have the right to abridge, whether these words were beneficial to Lu Shaozhen or not.
"Whatever you may have understood my words now, what I want to tell you is that I am well aware of any subtle changes in your heart. Because you are who I used to be, we are connected and one with each other, and I always have a scrutinizing attitude towards who I was at the beginning. Before the catastrophe happened, when the sky was still blue, I had dreams, and I also reflected on myself with a superego personality. But the tragedy always happens without consent, and the strength of the endowment does not mean unscrupulous, you must know that the contradiction is that taking responsibility does not represent greatness, but represents moral kidnapping, and the drama of being willing to sacrifice the small self to the big self is just a fascinating drama in the era of peace, when I watched my loved ones bury their bones for my so-called ideals, I finally understood that as a hero in the mouth of others, I was so humble and ugly. ”
Hongjun recounted what the future Lu Shaozhen said at this time, vividly, Lu Shaozhen felt like he was talking to the future in person.
"Worthy of pity is my own only evaluation of my life, I can responsibly tell you that anyone's energy is limited, when you go to the hanging pot to save the world, you will inevitably pay a heavy price, and this price is based on your value as a human being. The choice is up to you. ”
At this point, Lu Shaozhen listened a little stupidly, and he vaguely understood this passage. The implication of this is nothing more than that if the goal is too grandiose, it will lose the subsection, which is precisely love, family affection, and friendship, and these emotions are precisely the maintenance of human survival.
In other words, sacrificing one's loved ones for the safety of those who have nothing to do with him is the mission that must be fulfilled as the possessor of power, that is, the puppet of morality.
But why do you have the power not to protect those around you, but to help those who don't matter?
Thinking of this, Lu Shaozhen was a little disdainful, in his opinion, his future self was simply a person who sold his reputation and reputation, and even the people around him could give up for the nickname of "hero", so that as this passage said, humble and ugly!
Thinking of this, he felt more and more that all this was distorted, and he even began to wonder if the person who sent Hongjun was his future self, or if Hongjun was a conspiracy port at all.
"Hongjun, what do you think?" At this moment, the peak of pain borne by Lu Shaozhen had passed, and the extreme pain was already going downhill, so he had to take a breath for the time being and asked Xiang Hongjun.
"Master, how you choose, it's all up to you."
"So what do you think I should choose?"
"Since the master can give such advice, then there is a reason for him, I think you should think carefully."
"If he really understood me, then he wouldn't have said such a thing to me, I was going to give up, but he suddenly came to such a short time, I can rest assured and boldly make a clear answer, I am not as he wants!"
Lu Shaozhen said this, a sharp smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and the tongue that was originally stretched out retracted.
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When Lu Shaozhen woke up, the sky outside had already darkened, and the deep sky was like God had knocked over an inkwell, thick and terrifying like a swamp.
His head was a little painful, but overall it was relatively comfortable, because there was no comparison, there was no sense of gap, and with the backdrop of the suffering of the thunderstorm, Lu Shaozhen couldn't feel happy if he didn't want to.
Where is this place? Is there a layer of glass between your eyes and the terrible firmament? The glass is easily recognizable because it is covered in rain stains due to lack of cleaning.
Is this a window?
Then he moved his gaze around in a haze, and saw that he was lying on a bed at this time, this bed mattress was relatively hard, although it could not be as comfortable as Simmons, but it felt good to lie on it at this time.
At this time, he was covered with a white sheet, which seemed to be old and the corners had turned yellow, and the dirty sheet itself would make people with cleanliness commit suicide on the spot.
There was no light in the room, the only light source relied on the small piece of the moon exposed outside the window, with this hard-won beam, Lu Shaozhen began to observe the environment he was in.
I saw that there was only one bed in the center of the huge room, and the large space left around it seemed to be empty, especially when these spaces were not in darkness, and the outline of any object became a suspicious phantom.
Lu Shaozhen's heart was suddenly shocked by the unexpected situation in front of him, and a thought suddenly appeared in his mind, could it be that he was back in the secret room again?
Shouldn't you be fighting zombies in a cage? Why is it here? Even if he was in a coma because of the thunderstorm, he should be with Cao Shuo and them when he wakes up now, but what about them? Isn't that a question worth digging into?
The fear of the unknown is always the crux of the hindrance of exploration, and Lu Shaozhen's mind is racing while trying to restrain herself, and many doubts and unclear situations need to be explained.
He moved his hands and feet to find that it was intact and then got up from the bed, first he looked at it in the dim light, but fortunately it was not any of the previous ones. It was a brand new bed, and after carefully identifying its style, he was shocked to find that it was the same emergency bed that is commonly used in hospitals!
Emergency beds in hospitals? A white cloth over yourself?
Lu Shaozhen's hair stood on end, and she was terrified.