Chapter 3 Love is out of reach

Sang Huai'an returned to Shulu Zhai, he remembered what Gu Ziyuan said just now and his arrogant behavior. In fact, he doesn't hate Gu Ziyuan, it should be said that he loves her very much, but he just likes her a little when he grew up together.

"I'm afraid I've gone a little too far this time."

Sang Huai'an stood in the house with one hand behind his back, and the leaves in the courtyard were rustling in the wind at night.

Gu Ziyuan didn't cry when she was imprisoned in the Forget Worry Building, Sang Huai'an looked at her indifferent expression, she had always been like this, knowing that she was framed, how could she not even explain.

When he was a child, Gu Ziyuan was lively and cheerful, free and easy, and dared to act, but since he entered the palace, his temperament is very different from the original, and he seems to have changed as a person.

Sang Huai'an always thought that the death of Gu Ziyuan's mother had dealt her a heavy blow, and it would be better after a while, but Gu Ziyuan lived in the palace for two years with such a character.

Every time Sang Huai'an went to Yi'an Hospital, Gu Ziyuan was always submissive and afraid that he would make him unhappy by saying more, and she always nodded when he shared things in the court with her, like a piece of wood.

Later, Sang Huai'an deliberately snubbed her, no matter how much Gu Ziyuan asked him to go to Yi'an Hospital, he didn't want to put a hot face on Gu Ziyuan's cold buttocks.

This time it was unintentional, but she just wanted to stimulate Gu Ziyuan's temperament, if she was really wronged, she would never be slaughtered like this.

But Sang Huai'an was wrong, Gu Ziyuan really let the slave take him to the Forgotten Worry Building.

If this doesn't work, then lock it up for a few days, and one day Gu Ziyuan will ask for help from this king. Sang Huai'an thought so, and sure enough, Gu Ziyuan ran out within a day.

Gu Ziyuan probably didn't know about these things, because she was dead.

Before she was born, she was given the title of the crown princess, and the burden on her body was particularly heavy, and she must be the queen of the world after becoming the crown princess.

When she was a child, she was so carefree, and she was the little bully in the Prime Minister's Mansion. In order to correct her temperament, her mother interrupted many ring rulers, but Gu Ziyuan still went her own way.

The most dangerous thing Sang Huai'an did when she was a child was taken by Gu Ziyuan, and every time she went back, she would be punished for kneeling and beating her palms to the board, but she always smiled and said that it didn't hurt.

Gu Ziyuan always heard others say that she was the crown princess and the queen in the future, this is not good, that is not good, but she just wants to be herself and be Gu Ziyuan.

When her mother was dying, she held her hand, "Yuan'er, you are now the princess, you are going to enter the palace in the future, my mother told you for more than ten years, there will be scheming people around the royal family, your character will suffer no matter where you are, you must protect yourself after listening to your mother's words and entering the palace, your mother can't watch you get married" and then swallowed.

Gu Ziyuan's tears burst out of her eyes, "Mother, I'll change my temperament, don't go, mother"

Her mother always said that Sang Huai'an is your husband, and he is the emperor above 10,000 people in the future, you must love him and listen to him.

She's listening, she's listening to Sang Huai'an's words every time, and she remembers what he said, but... But he didn't love her.

No matter how much he doesn't love her, he hopes to melt her into his bones and live with her and die with her.

After two years of not fighting or grabbing in the deep mansion, Gu Ziyuan looked at Yun Ran beside Sang Huai'an, and she was disheartened and let the servants take her to the Forgotten Worry Building. In the past two years, a new woman has come to the palace almost every month, and every woman is peeping into the position of the princess.

I'm so tired, I don't want to be in love anymore, and I don't want to stay in this deep mansion anymore, I want to be the carefree Gu Ziyuan again.

So, she committed suicide and took a pill that had been hidden in her sleeve and died in her sleep.

Tears fell from the corners of his eyes and fell on the bed.

Inside the Yi'an Hospital

Mai Jiu's left foot was shaking on his right foot, his face was full of sadness, he was really unaccustomed to life in the past few days.

Zhihua pushed the door in, holding a steamed bun and a plate of green vegetables in her hand, she put the food on the table and looked at Mai Jiu on the bed, "Master, it's time for lunch"

Mai Jiu was very reluctant to get up, because she knew that what she brought must be a steamed bun and a plate of green vegetables, which was all the one that came out of the Xinxiang Garden.

The palace is full of people who see the wind and steer the rudder, when you are brilliant, people stutter you, and when you are lonely, you don't forget to sprinkle a handful of salt on your wounds, so it's funny.

Zhihua said helplessly, "Master, the slave and maid went to the kitchen, and they gave the slave and maid this."

Mai Jiu got up, walked to the table, picked up the steamed bun, broke most of it, and handed it to Zhihua.

In the huge courtyard, only Mai Jiu and Zhihua depend on each other, Mai Jiu is very grateful to Zhihua for not abandoning him, and the other people in the courtyard have long been missing, probably transferred away by Sang Huai'an.

Zhihua was afraid and didn't dare to take over this half of the steamed buns, the former master had never eaten these, and she was very worried about Gu Ziyuan's body.

"Master, you can eat, I have eaten"

Mai Jiu took a bite of half of the steamed bun in his hand, and stuffed the other half into Zhihua's hand, "Don't brag to me*, you eat a fart, you" Mai Jiu knew that he was spitting fragrant again.

She coughed twice to relieve the embarrassment, "You eat, you eat, give it to you, take it"

Zhihua took the steamed bun and cried again, the master has been good to her since she was a child, and she will leave a new dress in the house, and the delicious food will also be shared with her.

Mai Jiu curtled his knees and looked at Zhihua's aggrieved expression, "What's wrong, Zhihua, you want to drop the golden beans again" Zhihua cried out, Zhihua has been crying at every turn these days, Mai Jiu has become accustomed to it.

She sat down on the stool disapplausively, holding the vegetables on the plate with chopsticks, Zhihua cried a little sobbing, and said intermittently, "Master... You... It's really true to the slaves... It's great," he said, and he cried again.

Mai Jiu really wanted to clean up his ears.

After lunch, she sat on the stone bench in the courtyard and looked up at the sky, one by one the clouds hung in the sky, the sun was very good, and the breeze was not dry.

But her stomach screamed out of place, people are iron and rice are steel, and she is really hungry and panicked if she doesn't eat a meal.

Half a steamed bun with two mouthfuls of green vegetables, Mai Jiu recalled that he had not been so shabby when he was the poorest.

All the winds and waves have been through, and these small setbacks are nothing! She was so comforting to herself. But it's still a fact that she's hungry, so she decides to go to the kitchen at night - steal!

"Shiba Painting, Shiba Painting"

Zhihua heard Mai Jiu's voice and hurriedly ran over from the side yard, she pulled her sleeves up to her elbows, and there were still droplets of water hanging on her fingers, she should be washing clothes.

She wiped her hand on the hem of her shirt twice, "Master, you say"

Mai Jiu leaned into Zhihua's ear and whispered a few words, and Zhihua exclaimed, "Ah? Master, you're going to steal."

Hold your forehead, Zhihua really gives Mai Jiu a headache.

When they first met, Zhihua's red face was bright, clear and clear, and with such a smart and clever look, he pulled Mai Jiu up from under the window.

But after getting along in the past few days, the cleverness really didn't see the clumsiness, but it was vividly expressed.

Sometimes Mai Jiu thinks that Zhihua is too simple and cute like an unborn child, but sometimes it is also simple and a little scary.

Mai Jiu gently patted Zhihua's head, "It's not a glorious thing to make a small noise."

Zhihua hurriedly covered his mouth, and asked tentatively with big eyes blinking, "Master, do you want to go to the slave?"

Mai Jiu was thinking that Zhi Hua would definitely be taken down on the spot, so it was better to go and come back quickly.

"I'll go, the kitchen isn't far away, isn't it inside... Southside"

Shiba's expression was full of doubts, and he grinned, "Master, the kitchen is on the north side."

Mai Jiu looked embarrassed, she couldn't tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest when she was so big, she smiled bitterly, "I'm talking about the north, you heard it wrong"

Zhihua stupidly didn't give Mai Jiu the steps, and wanted to argue with Mai Jiu, "Master, what you said is obviously the south"

Mai Jiu didn't turn her head away, she was speechless, she didn't want to verbally argue with Zhihua about the right and wrong of this.

Dinner was still a steamed bun and a plate of green vegetables, and Mai Jiu didn't even want to see it. When the sun set, she saw that it was almost dark outside, so she changed into a light and dark-colored dress and went out of the courtyard.

There was no moon tonight, it was very dark, and she couldn't tell where the north was and where the south was, and she got lost as soon as she got out of the yard.

"Didn't this little girl say that the yard goes all the way north to the kitchen? Hum! Lie to me? Mai Jiu kicked the gravel at her feet, and in the dead of night, she didn't want to find someone to ask for directions, but fortunately, there were stone lamps on both sides of the road that could illuminate some for her.

"Meow~" A gentle cat meow came into Mai Jiu's ears.

A white cat on the eaves licked its paws gracefully, and from time to time it made a satisfied cry.

Mai Jiu took a few steps forward, the kitten was still licking his paws, but he didn't seem to be afraid of people, Mai Jiu carefully looked at the cat on the eaves, the kitten's whole body was white, but there were a few black spots, and it looked like a few drops of ink on the white paper from a distance.

Mai Jiu, who was surrounded by darkness, finally saw a living creature, she stretched out her hands and said softly to the cat, "Mimi, come"

The courtyard gate in the distance opened, and the servant Chengde stepped over the threshold with a copper hollow carved candle lamp, and Sang Huai'an followed the footsteps of the person in front of him and walked out of the courtyard.

The kitten seemed to understand Mai Jiu's words, and jumped into Mai Jiu's arms, but Mai Jiu only tentatively stretched out her hand, and she was not ready to catch the cat.

She jumped back and caught the kitten, who obediently rubbed her neck against Mai Jiu's arm.

Mai Jiu's movements caught Chengde's attention, and he shouted loudly, "Who's there!" ”

Sang Huai'an also looked at this side, he was a little tired, his eyes were bloodshot, and it was already past the hour.

After seeing the person clearly, Chengde whispered in Sang Huai'an's ear, "Lord Wang, it's the master of the mandarin mandarin duck."

Sang Huai'an also saw the person who came clearly, since he said goodbye to Xinxiangyuan that day, he had never seen Gu Ziyuan again, Sang Huai'an had been waiting for Gu Ziyuan to come and intercede with him, but he couldn't wait.

Originally, Mai Jiu looked at the docile kitten in her arms and was overjoyed, but the sudden voice around the quiet surroundings jumped again.

She turned around slowly and saw Sang Huai'an not far away, she hurriedly turned around hoping to take advantage of the fact that Sang Huai'an didn't recognize herself in the middle of the night.

Just a few steps away, Sang Huai'an's deep voice came from behind him, "Stop"

Mai Jiu stopped, scratched his neck, frowned, and said, "It's really troublesome."

"Roll over to this king" Sang Huai'an pretended to be calm with a gloomy face, but his heart was as sweet as drinking honey.

Mai Jiu had no choice but to turn around and walk towards Sang Huai'an.

"Slaves and maids see the king"

Sang Huai'an looked at the cat in Mai Jiu's arms, but he felt that the cat was like being in his arms, and his beating heart was like a cat's rapid breathing.

When she first saw Gu Ziyuan, she was still an infant baby, Gu Ziyuan's hand grabbed Sang Huai'an's hair fiercely, he was so painful that his heartbeat couldn't be calmed for a long time, and then when Gu Ziyuan grew up, every time he took Sang Huai'an to do something bad, his heartbeat would speed up, and now, although he can see it every day, every time he sees him, his heart will miss a beat.

At this time, Mai Jiu was unhappy with a face full of words, he was originally here to steal some delicious food to fill his stomach, but he didn't expect to meet Sang Huai'an.

"Why are you here? Looking for this king? Sang Huai'an asked

The person in front of him shrugged his face "No"

Sang Huai'an pointed to the wall next to Mai Jiu, "This is the wall of Shulu Zhai" Mai Jiu looked at Sang Huai'an's hand, Sang Huai'an turned sideways and pointed to the door not far behind, "That's the door of Shulu Zhai, don't you say?" ”

Mai Jiu's temples suddenly began to beat, trying to squeeze out a smile, "It's good if you're happy"

"It's time now, you don't stay in Yi'an Courtyard, why are you here?" Sang Huai'an changed the playful expression just now and became serious.

"It's okay, come out and take a look at the moon" Mai Jiu's hand stroked the cat in his arms.

Looking at the moon?

Sang Huai'an looked up at the sky, and there was nothing in the dark.

"Where is the moon you told the king to see?"

Mai Jiu really didn't want to talk nonsense with Sang Huai'an, she wanted to send Sang Huai'an away and continue to look for the kitchen, now she was almost hungry.

Mai Jiu struggled to squeeze out a smile with six teeth, "Lord Wang, why haven't you stopped, is it because Xinxiangyuan didn't leave you the door?" ”

Sang Huai'an frowned deeply, this sentence blocked him and he didn't know how to answer, and after a while, not to be outdone, he also leaked a six-toothed smile, "Yes, Xinxiangyuan didn't leave a door for this king, so this king will go to you today"

Chengde, who had been standing beside Sang Huai'an, smiled helplessly at the two of them who were facing Mai Mang.

Mai Jiu heard Sang Huai'an's words, his face instantly fell, and he wanted to slap himself, making your mouth poor and having to succeed in this verbal fast, now that the sheep are in the mouth of the tiger, it is difficult to get out of danger.

Mai Jiu really doesn't have any good feelings for Sang Huai'an, he dyes you and me every day, and occasionally provokes others, what Mai Jiu looks down on the most in his life is the person who eats the bowl and looks at the pot, Gu Ziyuan's death has a lot to do with him.

She looked at the person in front of her and felt even more disgusted.

Sang Huai'an looked at Mai Jiu's stunned eyes and shook his hand in front of her. Mai Jiu retracted his thoughts and looked at Sang Huai'an, who was smiling lightly.

"What do you think? So fascinated"

Mai Jiu, of course, was thinking about how to make up a suitable reason to refuse Sang Huai'an, but she was afraid that he would execute herself in anger, after all, the person in front of her was a prince.

After a while, she admitted defeat, sighed deeply and said, "Lord Wang, please"