Chapter 55: Don't think about it
The more Chun Yuanyue thought about it, the more uncomfortable she finally stayed up to class, and the teacher said that this Wednesday. On Thursday, the big joint entrance examination, Chunyuan was particularly afraid of the exam after she arrived in high school, but this time she was looking forward to it in her heart. Ever since she confessed to Zeng, she felt that she had lost her freedom to breathe, and she saw the dawn of the coming dawn, and Chunwon was looking forward to it.
The day of the big joint examination that Chunyuan is looking forward to has arrived, perhaps because of the good mood, this Chunyuan exam worked hard to write, and I always feel that the teacher's brain is not the same as the usual brain. It's not as difficult as before, and the two-day exam Chunyuan has a very easy time.
Maybe it was Junwon who thought of the coming fresh air and left this place of right and wrong. Chun Yuan ignored Zeng April for the past two days. Maybe it's been too long, maybe it's April, and my conscience suddenly discovers. After the exam, Zeng April took the initiative to speak to Chunyuan.
"Chunyuan, I'll treat you to dinner with her boyfriend next Wednesday."
"I was embarrassed to invite me to dinner last time." Zeng said to Chunyuan in April.
Chunyuan felt very happy, but he didn't expect that Zeng April would take the initiative to invite Gu Yaran and them to dinner. But Junwon doesn't feel a little good.
"I'll leave school next Wednesday, Gu Yaran, she left school earlier than me." Chun Won was a little disappointed.
"We'll go home after the test, forget it." Zeng April stared at Chunyuan's every move. Although this is the result, Junwon is very happy, after all, he took the initiative to invite his sister to dinner.
After saying this, Zeng April asked Chunyuan how to go home.
"I'm still on the bus." Junwon said as usual.
"I have a BMW at home, my brother will come to pick me up" Chunyuan was still calm.
"Do you mean to send me home" Junwon was excited at the moment. Zeng April was silent at this time and did not answer. Chunyuan was a little disappointed again, thinking that he probably didn't hear it.
After that, Chunyuan also said that my car is an ordinary car, and my uncle's car is a Rolls-Royce, Chunyuan was waiting for Zeng April to reply, and Zeng April didn't say a word for a long time, and then Chunyuan turned around. Never to pay attention to Zeng April again.
The Great Liberation. Chun Won gets on his beloved bus. She is sensitive to ordinary people, and she has a premonition that in the near future, she and Zeng April will have an accident. Sitting on the bus, Junwon has a lot of thoughts, and she wants to stop something from happening. After thinking about it, the best way to do it is to communicate.
On the first day of returning home, Chun Yuan sent a message to Zeng April as usual, [Has Zeng April been home, I'm home]. Except for Zeng April Chunyuan, who has never cared about others, his parents have not enjoyed such a high treatment. Junwon stared at his phone, waiting for a reply message. This message seems to have been lost. Chun Yuan was even more disappointed, when he was a friend in the past, he replied to messages in seconds, even if it wasn't a second reply, there was an apology, but this time there was nothing.
On the first night of returning home, Junwon stayed up all night. The next day, Chunyuan thought about it again, maybe things didn't happen, and things still had a turnaround.
This time, Junwon wrote a piece of information.
[April,I think we have a communication problem.,I've never been in contact with other boys before.,I haven't held hands.,You're my first song boyfriend.,My first kiss was also given to you.,I've always felt conflicted lately.,My heart is very complicated.,I think you are the only one in my life.,No matter which one you become, I'll always follow you.,But I think there's a gap between us.,This matter needs to be settled.,I don't want our affair to become a tragedy———Love you Chun-won.]
At this time, Zeng April saw the results of his last joint examination in school, and he was full of smiles, because this time he was admitted to the first place in the experimental class, and he scored 37 points in the second place, and he was immediately very satisfied.
I looked at Chunyuan's results again, and this time I also improved, and it turned out to be in the first of the report card, although it was close to the back position. At this time, Zeng April saw the message sent by Chunyuan, and felt that there were a lot of words, and he didn't bother to read it, and directly swiped his finger on Zeng April's tablet.
"Qiange, how did you do in the exam this time" Zeng April's fingers quickly typed on the keyboard. Looking forward to Xia Qiange's answer.
"In April, I didn't do well in the exam this time, I got to the eighth in the class, and I regressed, how are you?"
"I'm quite satisfied with my exam this time, and I'm still the first in the experimental class."
"Congratulations," Xia Qiange had a pleased smile on his face.
Zeng April this afternoon, thinking that he didn't reply to Chunyuan yesterday, he sent a bunch of them today, so let's see what they all sent.
Zeng April was very angry when he saw it, thinking that he had kissed you and wanted me to be responsible for you. Zeng April typed quickly on the keyboard.
[I haven't changed, don't think about it].
Chun Won waited for the message from his phone to reply, and waited until it was indeed this answer.
The sentence "You haven't changed" answered my feelings of waiting for information for the past two days.
Junwon began to think about his own problems. Could it be that I expect too much from you? She herself knows that she is not a physical appearance association, and she pays more attention to the character of others.
Chun Yuan was very sad, was Zeng April like this? Chunyuan's heart was full of questions, why did he care about himself before.
Is it because you don't cherish it after you get it, like other boys? Junwon was disappointed again.
Chunyuan is still the same, he doesn't have the courage to look at his own results, he feels that this exam is easy, maybe others think so. The only way to relieve one's own pain is to study, and perhaps learning can numb oneself, make oneself forget sadness, forget pain. A few days later, Chunyuan also hoped that Zeng April could send him a message, and Chunyuan felt that his parents knew that he was in love, not in love, to be exact. But her parents thought it was.
Chun Yuan felt that his parents had been spying on him, so Chun Yuan occasionally looked at his phone, for fear of missing every message Zeng April sent to him. There was no reply to the message on the first day, not on the second day, not on the third day, and Chun Yuan went from the initial hope to the later more and more disappointed. Early in the morning of the fourth day, Chunyuan secretly turned on his mobile phone and suddenly found that today was Valentine's Day. I don't know why, she herself is very reluctant to this festival, and feels that this festival is ironic to her, so she turned off her mobile phone directly. Thinking that tomorrow will be the New Year.
New Year's Day.
Chun Yuan finally opened her phone and received a message that she opened with anticipation, which showed that it had been sent by Zeng April. I didn't expect it to be just a short sentence.
[Happy Valentine's Day]. The time to send the message is 11:18 a.m. on Valentine's Day, not a special time, not 1314, not 520.
Although it's a festival I hate, I'm still very happy to see that it was sent in April.
Chunyuan turned on his phone on the afternoon of the first day of the new year, and then sent Zeng April [Happy New Year].
I replied with a special expression in April, but it was also a happy new year. Seeing Zeng April's reply to himself, Chun Yuan smiled this time. Then I looked at my own wallet, only 5.1 yuan, thinking that this is my usual robbery of other people's red envelopes, and I haven't sent them to others.
I'm thinking about sending a few to a few people who have a similar relationship with me. It's all a few cents. The largest one for Zeng April is also a few cents. Chunyuan also wants to make a big one, but he really has no money. Cash is there, but it's useless now.
The red envelope 0.88 Chunyuan feels too little, but after thinking about it, this is my own mind. I sent it over, and at this time, I replied with a red envelope in less than two minutes.
Chunyuan told Zeng that I wouldn't accept it in April, and I didn't want you to return it when I sent it to you.
Zeng replied to the message at this time in April [I won't take it back].
Chunyuan thought about it, since this is the case, then let's take it. At this time, Chunyuan saw that the amount of the red envelope was 0.99, and he felt that Zeng April might as well not send it to himself. Is he as poor as himself? Perhaps, after all, they are all students. Junwon thought so.
After a few consecutive days, Chunyuan was paying attention to the dynamics of Zeng April, each dynamic was so inspirational, and each dynamic had a future to look forward to, Chunyuan found the initial future to be expected, and found that it was in the early morning of the Chinese New Year's Eve. Publish on time. Chun Yuan carefully looked for any of the articles he posted, and none of them were about himself. A heart-piercing pain strikes Junwon's heart.