Sunlight poured in through the windows, falling spots on the bed, and everything had a sense of hope.

She went to the bathroom and took a simple shower, all the things were disposable items from the hotel, and then lay down on the bed with her eyes closed.

The pillows here only have the smell of laundry detergent, and they don't have the familiarity of Yuan Muchen.

I thought she would sleep very deeply, but within half an hour, she had already woken up, and thought she had slept for seven or eight hours.

It's a miracle.

She sat up, touched her phone, and had just charged 30 percent of the battery, at half past eight in the morning, just when the city began to get busy.

But she was suddenly pressed the pause button, she doesn't have to go to the set today, she doesn't have to live someone else's life, in this world, she is Sun Mengjiao.

After a while, the phone rang.

Her phone is usually only called by a few girlfriends and Yuan Muchen, and it was quite unexpected to ring at this time, and she didn't want to answer it when she saw the caller ID.

It's Xu Jingmei.

After taking it, she didn't know what to say, she felt that Xu Jingmei had changed, and it was estimated that Xu Jingmei also felt that she had changed, or maybe Xu Jingmei had not changed, but her mentality had changed.

I used to think that Xu Jingmei loved herself, but no matter how you look at her, she loves herself, and with a thick layer of fan filters, she feels that what she does is forgivable, even if she just slaps herself in the face, telling herself that I am just to test your reflexes, she will believe it.

It's not stupid or stupid, it's just that people can't be so bad.

But when reality tore the last fig leaf, all the darkness came to her, she had no eyes, and she ran into a rampage until the pain was unbearable, so that she could see all the reality clearly.

It turns out that when she sees things, she can't help but think about the good place, although the first thought that pops up in her head is the darkest one, but she will desperately tell herself that the world is very kind, you have to love him.

Yuan Muchen's illness this time was like opening the Pandora's box in her heart, all the anger, stupidity, and resentment popped out, and she suddenly didn't want to bear it.

Love whoever you want.

She's an adult.

She is not the little girl who hid at the gate to watch her mother leave, nor is she the self who knelt on the ground and begged Ni Kang.

She is Sun Mengjiao, a Sun Mengjiao with a new soul.

She's not a puppet, she's not a toy, she's not a puppet, she needs to have her own mind.

The phone rang for a while, and the vague thoughts in her mind kept floating, and finally she didn't answer.

Generally speaking, Xu Jingmei only called her, and if she didn't answer, she would default to her that something was wrong, and then she wouldn't call again.

She didn't understand what a deadly serial call was, and she didn't know what the children who were chased by their parents thought, and those brooms wouldn't really fall on her body, she was quite envious anyway.

Well, envy.

Warm, fireworks, living like a person.

It's not like Xu Jingmei, living like a fairy.

Just thinking about it, the phone rang again, and she picked it up, it was still Xu Jingmei.

It was a spectacle, she swiped her hand to answer, then turned on the speakerphone, and didn't speak.

On the other end of the phone, he asked, "Hello, is this a family member of the patient?" The owner of this phone is sick and is now in our hospital, can you come over now? ”

It's a little girl's voice, it's quite crisp, Sun Mengjiao is also a little surprised, hasn't my mother been with Uncle Lu recently?

That mysterious man, she only knows the surname Lu, and the rest, I don't know very well.

However, every year I will come to Xu Jingmei to give her a gift on her birthday, and it has never been interrupted for more than ten years, and sometimes when I can't come, their family will receive a lot of couriers.

Once Sun Mengjiao was hiding at the door, and heard that Uncle Lu wanted to take her away, where to go? Sun Mengjiao didn't know, but Xu Jingmei refused, saying that Sun Mengjiao was still young and couldn't.

Uncle Lu should be one of my mother's suitors.

It was also her assist, he caught up with his mother, should he thank himself?

Her mind drifted a little far, and she almost forgot what the little girl had said over there, until someone asked, "Got it?" ”

She realized that she was distracted.

This kind of mind wandering is not quite like the average one, like a fugue, more like an escape.

She didn't listen, so she could only bite the bullet and ask again, "Excuse me, what did you just say?" ”

"I said that the patient is now on the 12th floor of the inpatient department of XX Hospital, you can come and take a look and discuss the follow-up treatment."

"Her ...... illness" Sun Mengjiao couldn't ask halfway through the question, so she could only answer, "Okay." ”

After sleeping for half an hour, my brain was clear enough, and there was no discomfort, and I got up to change my clothes but found that I didn't change my clothes, so I took a taxi and went home first.

If they were together, they heard the nurse call and said that Xu Jingmei was sick, she had to jump out of bed at once, and then go to the hospital non-stop, where would she feel that her clothes were a little dirty and uncomfortable.

But now, she received a phone call, and the unhurried rhythm made her want to laugh a little.

People are going to change, she used to be the focus of her life, so her every move made her tremble, but she has been away for almost half a year, and she has found a new rhythm of life.

What is she to herself now?

Is it a loved one?

Sun Mengjiao couldn't understand it.

The concept of family affection is too indifferent.

No one taught her.

Ni Kang won't, Ni Lan won't, Xu Jingmei doesn't, everything she sees from other people's lives.

Even when acting, she rarely uses experiential acting skills, because she has no experience, and those emotions that can be normally reached are a bit difficult for her.

This time she took "Wind and Sand", because she felt that an isolated little girl might be a fulcrum for her to use experiential acting skills.

I took a taxi to the hospital that the little girl said, she had come here to get medicine for Yuan Muchen before, Ni Kang had slapped herself here, and she didn't cry.

Yuan Muchen still had a verbal fight with himself in the corridor here, this hospital was invested by Yuan Muchen's second uncle, and the second aunt was the dean, everything seemed to be linked to Yuan Muchen, but that person was lying on the hospital bed.

How much can a person change in one night?

Maybe it's just a good night's sleep.

But for Sun Mengjiao, it seems that she has thought more about this night than she has in the previous twenty years.

She figured out that she was deceiving herself before, and she also figured out how important Yuan Muchen was to her.

She seems to have suddenly become a love brain.

I used to say to Yuan Muchen that I only have you.

At that moment, all the loneliness and helplessness came from all directions like a tide, and she suddenly understood the meaning of that sentence.

Her loved ones, don't want her.

In this world, apart from himself, Yuan Muchen is the closest person to himself.

Life is the same as Qiu and death is the same hole.

They are people who are going to live the rest of their lives together.

Her mind was very clear, and until she saw Xu Jingmei, she thought that she would not let go of anything.

But Xu Jingmei was lying on the hospital bed, and her eyes were white that she couldn't hide, and her heart still twitched.

Asked with some difficulty, "Didn't anyone bring her to the hospital?" ”

The little nurse said, "This is what our doctor Lu picked up on the road, and it is considered that she is dead, she has a fever of 39 degrees, and she is still walking on the road, I heard that she was almost hit by a car." ”

After finishing speaking, he suddenly realized that this seemed to be a family member, and shut up again.

Sun Mengjiao stood there listening to the nurse, but she didn't mind her mouth, her focus was on something else.

Shouldn't Mom be with Uncle Lu now?

Got a break?

She can't think much about this kind of thing, she is prone to headaches if she thinks too much, and she panics with her heart.

She is habitually silent in this kind of thing.

After a while, he finally suppressed the unhappiness in his heart and asked the nurse, "Which ward is he in?" I'm going to see her. ”

The little nurse probably had never seen her so calm family members of patients, and when she heard that the patient fainted on the side of the road with a fever alone, she could not help but ask, "Are you a family member of a patient?" ”

"Sort of." Sun Mengjiao was not very interested, her voice was very low when she answered, her hands were placed in her pockets, and she squinted when she looked at people, looking very indifferent.

Usually it looks good when I smile, but suddenly I feel like a different person with a straight face, which makes people feel a little scared.

The little nurse flattened her mouth and didn't recognize her life, "I've never seen you such an indifferent patient family, and your mother was showing your number when she fainted." ”

This is what Sun Mengjiao didn't expect, she thought that the last time Xu Jingmei had a fight with her, even if it was a break, with Xu Jingmei's temperament, it is estimated that she will not contact her again.

After all, fairies are always coaxed by others, when have they coaxed others.

Sun Mengjiao is self-aware, but there is no need to say this to the little nurse, this little nurse looks like that kind of hot-blooded young man, when she helps her grandmother cross the road when she goes to school, Sun Mengjiao is too lazy to break it, and there is no need.

She chuckled lowly, indicating that she knew.

The little nurse continued, "Hey, don't always have a cold face when your daughter, your mother looks quite young, if the fever doesn't go away today, she will have to increase the dose tomorrow, if Dr. Lu doesn't see it......"

The chattering voice made Sun Mengjiao a little uncomfortable, and she interrupted: "Doctor Lu? ”

Is it such a coincidence?

Uncle Lu, Dr. Luk.

All surnamed Lu.

The little nurse glanced back at her, her eyes were crooked, "Yes, Dr. Lu is a doctor who just came, and he is handsome and has a good temper." ”

"Oh."

How could a little nurse know about Xu Jingmei.

Sun Mengjiao was too lazy to speak again, and the little nurse was silent for a few seconds and suddenly sighed again, "I don't understand, why are you so indifferent." ”

"How old are you?" Sun Mengjiao raised her eyes and glanced at her, she was probably still a college student, and she looked about the same age as herself.

"19, I came here for an internship after graduating from the health school." The little nurse smiled, "Your mother is really good-looking." ”

"It's small." Sun Mengjiao sighed and said, "In the future, if you intern for a few more years, you will see everything." ”

"What?" The little nurse didn't understand, and had already taken Sun Mengjiao to the payment office, and the fee slip was in the hands of the little nurse, a long string, which was estimated to be a lot of money.

However, Sun Mengjiao is not without income now, and she can still do such a thing as paying Xu Jingmei.

There is a saying that the problem that can be solved with money is not a problem, the problem is that there is no money.

Now that she has money, she doesn't have to do those things that practice herself, and she solves it perfectly.

While waiting for the payment, the little nurse had not left, she stood there frowning as if thinking about a problem, and after a while she asked, "What did you mean just now?" ”

"Huh?" Sun Mengjiao handed the card out and waited for the process to be completed.

"What do you mean when you just said that you've seen it all after a few more years of internships?" The little nurse asked very seriously, but Sun Mengjiao didn't react at once.

After a while, she took back the card and put it in her pocket, and smiled, "In this hospital, indifferent patients, indifferent family members, shameless family members, spills, quarrels, and medical troubles, you will understand everything after staying for a long time." ”