"I ...... I ate ......" The mother was a little weak, and she didn't dare to look up into her gaze.

Huang Jia reluctantly put down the chopsticks in her hand, and then looked at her mother seriously and said, "Mom, don't do this anymore, I have made money now, I have the ability to buy these things for you, don't stop eating, eating is good for your body, you are in good health, Huang Yan and I can rest assured!" ”

The mother looked at her with a smile and said, "Okay, okay, I'll take it apart and eat it." ”

Huang Jia shook her head helplessly, her mother always said this, maybe because she had too many hard days, she was always reluctant to give these good things, and she was always reluctant to spend Huang Jia giving her money.

"Mom, just listen to my sister." Huang Yan said on the side.

"My sister is also for your good, anyway, she earns a lot now, you don't spend it in vain." Huang Yan said while pulling the rice in the bowl.

"Stinky boy! Your sister's money is not blown by the wind, where can it be spent as you say. You usually do the same, and you also go out to find a part-time job, and you can earn some of it, otherwise we both eat your sister's what's the matter! The mother hit Huang Yan and looked at him with a tiger face.

Huang Jia couldn't help but smile and said: "Okay, Mom, don't talk about him, how much can he spend, I can take care of it, besides, I have more than enough to support the two of you, you don't have to worry about it, usually, just take care of your body." ”

Mother looked at Huang Jia with satisfaction and said, "Xiaojia, to be honest, my mother doesn't know how to thank you, if it weren't for you all these years, how would this family live." ”

As she spoke, her mother left tears in her eyes, as if she remembered the sad past.

"Mom, it's okay, don't cry, it's all over." Huang Jia handed her a tissue.

The mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "Look at me, it's not easy for you to come back, what am I doing, come and come, eat vegetables, Mom made today is what your two sisters and brothers like to eat." ”

As she spoke, she put the dishes in the bowls of the siblings.

Suddenly, Huang Yan raised his head and looked at his mother and Huang Jia and asked, "Mom, sister, I want to know, what kind of person is Dad?" Every year, except for the mention of him on the feast day, you never mention his name or his affairs, and I don't know much about him, can you tell me about it? ”

The mother's hand that was holding the vegetables suddenly froze in the air, and she said with a smile: "Dead people, what is there to say, let's eat." ”

Huang Yan was unhappy and said, "Of course you and my sister don't care, but have you considered my feelings?" I can't see him, but I also want to know about my father, are you so stingy? ”

His mother was obviously not expecting his reaction, a little surprised, but more overwhelmed.

"Xiao Yan...... Son, I ......" the mother didn't seem to know what to say.

In the face of the question raised by her adult son, she was not unable to answer it, but she did not want to answer it, after all, that memory was not very happy.

Huang Jia whispered: "Huang Yan, don't say it!" ”

"Why can't you say that? What can't be said?! Did you know that I was ridiculed from kindergarten to elementary school to middle school as a child without a father? Do you know how envious I am when I see other children's fathers come to pick them up? Huang Yan was obviously also very angry.

"Huang Yan! You ......" Huang Jia didn't expect his reaction to be so big, after so many years, he never asked anything about his father, but today, he broke out.

It seems that the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time have exploded today.

Huang Jia wanted to stop him and say something to him, but his mother was already crying loudly.

Huang Yan slammed the bowl and chopsticks in his hand on the table, pulled the chair, changed his shoes at the entrance and slammed the door.

Huang Jia looked at her mother who was hiding her face and crying, and she didn't have the appetite to move the meal in front of her.

"Mom, it's okay, he's nervous. I went out to see him. She said comforting to her mother.

As he spoke, he also changed his shoes and went out to chase Huang Yan.

Huang Yan doesn't go home often, it's not that he doesn't love this home, on the contrary, he loves his home very much, and he loves his mother very much.

But he really couldn't stand the atmosphere at home, and since he was a child, he had hardly seen his mother smile, and her face always seemed to be covered with a shadow, and he couldn't tell where this shadow came from, but it was always there.

When he was young, he thought, maybe he studied hard, got good grades, and got a certificate, so maybe his mother would be a little happier.

Later, he found out that when he gave the certificate to his mother, he didn't see the smile he was expecting.

Later, he used the pocket money he saved to give his mother a Mother's Day gift, and he didn't see his mother's smile.

He felt that his mother seemed to be born without a love of laughter. The home always seemed gloomy.

Every time he went home for dinner, the low air pressure at home made him breathless.

He doesn't smoke, but every time he goes home, he buys a box of cigarettes and puts it in his pocket.

Today, he doesn't know why his temper is so big, but he feels that there is an inexplicable fire in his heart, and he doesn't know anything all day long.

He walked to the park in the neighborhood opposite his home, in early summer, the evening was not too hot, and there were aunts in the park who wore red and willow green and danced square dances.

The strange and magical steps combined with the music of "You are my little apple" produce an indescribable sense of harmony.

He walked to a place where there were not many people and the music was not so noisy and sat down, took out the Chinese cigarette he had just bought today from his jacket pocket, took out a lighter and lit the cigarette.

Shinshin took a puff of cigarette and then spit it out, as if this puff of cigarette would randomly reduce his troubles a lot.

Looking at the grandparents strolling around the park with their grandchildren in the distance, and the middle-aged couples who came out for a walk arm in arm.

It seems that other people's homes seem to be a scene of family and prosperity, only their own home, fragmented, always shrouded in a low pressure.

Just as he was thinking about it, he heard the voices of two aunts sitting not far from him.

Aunt A said: "Do you know the second house on the 5th floor of the third building in the second unit, today is that day again!" ”

Huang Yan didn't want to listen to the gossip of the middle-aged women's home, but the house they mentioned was their home.

Immediately afterwards, I only listened to the two aunts and started the home-cooking activities.

"You mean, she's burning paper again?" Aunt B asked

"Yes, yes, right, isn't it? When I came out, I smelled something burning in the hallway, and at this time of year, she burned it. Aunt A continued.

"By the way, what's wrong with her family, I usually see her coming and going alone, and I don't talk to people much, and I haven't seen her husband." Aunt B said.

"Yikes! You don't know about it yet! If you want to say it, you have not moved here for a few years, I'm afraid you don't know about her family, come, I'll break it for you. Aunt A's tone was full of fun.

It was as if she was going to tell something amazing.

Huang Yan pricked up his ears and began to listen.

"Let me tell you, her husband died in a car accident many years ago, and she used to be beaten by her husband a lot. Her husband, as soon as he came home drunk, he beat her, she was often beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, and later, his husband died in a car accident. I'll tell you quietly, everyone says that it was her husband who was killed by someone she found! "Aunt A said that she has a nose and eyes.

Huang Yan was angry when he heard it, and when he was about to stand up and find these two aunts to theorize, a familiar voice came from his ears.

"What are you talking nonsense!" Huang Jia scolded sharply.

The two aunts were obviously startled by her voice. But the hardest person in the world to mess with is a middle-aged aunt.

The two aunts don't eat themselves and are suddenly yelled at: "Yo! Little girl! Who are you yelling at?! ”

Huang Jia stared at them without showing weakness and said, "I am yelling at you two!" Don't you feel ashamed that you're still talking bad about others behind your back?! ”

"Who are you talking about! Does what we say have anything to do with you?! The two aunts pointed at Huang Jia and scolded.

Huang Jia crossed her hands on her hips and sneered: "I am the daughter of the family in your mouth!" The one you chew on the root of your tongue behind your back is my mother! Did you say it had anything to do with me? ”

The two aunts were a little unreasonable, and one of them said to the other: "Let's go, don't see this crazy girl in general!" ”

Then the two of them didn't know if it was because of their weak hearts or because they said they didn't want to see her like her.

After the two aunts left, Huang Jia sat where the two of them were sitting, lowered her head, and sighed.

I don't know when, a pair of feet appeared in front of her, she raised her head, saw Huang Yan standing in front of her, handed herself a cigarette and said, "Do you smoke?" ”

Huang Jia was stunned for a moment, took the cigarette he handed over and said, "Stinky boy, when did you learn to smoke?!" ”

"Every year on this day, I come home with a cigarette." Huang Yan sat beside her, took out a lighter and lit one for her, and then lit one for himself.

"Are they telling the truth?" Huang Yan's eyes looked at the figures of the two fat aunts walking away.

One of the aunts was fat and the flesh on her legs was dangling when she walked.

"How can it be true, don't listen to their nonsense." Huang Jia said with a sneer.

"Have you ever heard a phrase? There are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door. That's what happened to our family. Huang Jia took a puff of the cigarette in his hand.

I was choked lightly, and my tears were choked out.

She doesn't smoke, and today is her first time smoking, and it doesn't taste good, and it's not as ecstatic as she thought, except that she feels a pungent gas rushing into her nasal cavity and between her alveoli.

"What's so good about this thing, how can anyone like to smoke? I really don't feel like there's going to be a floating sensation anywhere. Huang Jia said with a sneer.