The time I proposed to you was the most nervous time...... More nervous than the first time I was on the operating table. I don't know why, I always feel that I will be embarrassed to be rejected by you.

Therefore, it does not give you a chance to refuse.

Now that I think about it, I still appreciate that you agreed to be with me at that time.

Grandpa has loved me since I was a child, but he asked me to marry you, which is the one thing I am most grateful to him.

The world is so big, I'm really lucky to be able to meet you.

It's just that if something unfortunately happens to me...... I hope you can live a good life. Maybe the past twenty years or so have not been very kind to you.

However, fate will not keep your life clouded forever, even if I am not by your side, you must be fine.

I don't know why, just thinking that in the future, you will have someone better than me by your side to accompany you, I am so jealous that I go crazy.

I just want to come to you right now and hold you in my arms......

……

Although Jiang Chi usually jokes with her, he rarely calls her wife.

Looking at this letter, Gu Xiang didn't know why, and tears fell.

said that it was a letter, and he was completely writing a suicide note at that time.

Gu Xiang had already returned to the bedroom, she sat on the bed and opened Jiang Chi's suicide notes one by one.

He was two and a half months in Shencheng and wrote sixty-eight letters.

I've never seen him so verbose, and he said almost everything.

Sometimes I didn't think about it the day before, but I remembered it later, and I wrote it again.

I forgot some of what I said before, and I said it again.

When Gu Xiang read these suicide notes, she found that it was dawn, and she didn't sleep all night.

Because he recalled too specifically, those things also appeared in her mind.

She remembered that she was in Shencheng, where Meng Yuanzhou was, and he appeared in front of her for the first time.

"Sir, is there anything wrong with you?"

"My wife is lost, I'm looking for her."

……

She didn't know anything before, and she didn't think there was anything yet.

Now that he thinks about it again, he traveled from Jiangzhou to Shencheng and made a special trip to find her......

She lost contact with all those days, how did he come over?

She remembered the place where she had seen him, and he looked so haggard that he hadn't slept well for days.

Where is it like now, every day is a hundred times more energetic?

Gu Xiang sat on the bed, feeling that he had cried all night, and his tears were dry.

It has rained for a few days, but today is the sunshine that I haven't seen in a long time.

I don't know how Pengcheng is doing?

She picked up her mobile phone and wanted to call Jiang Chi, but after looking at the time, she found that it was a little early, so she held back.

After a while, Jiang Chi's phone call took the initiative.

Hearing his voice across the phone, Gu Xiang's voice was a little hoarse, "Hey." ”

Because of his suicide note, she remembered the memories of the past.

What has happened in the past month or so has been like a dream.

Jiang Chi said: "I'll come back today, and I may arrive in the evening." Wait for me at home. All right? ”

When he called, Jiang Chi's hands were a little shaky, and he didn't know what he was afraid of, afraid that if he came back too late, she would disappear.

I'm afraid that if she doesn't think about it, she will abandon him if she remembers their badness......

Obviously, there are billions of people in this world, but just thinking about losing one of her makes him feel that his life seems to lose its meaning.

Gu Xiang said: "Okay." ”

She listened to his voice, tears streaming down her face, and she couldn't say anything on the phone.