Lu Siyan sat on the windowsill again. Every night for the past half a month, he sat quietly on the windowsill where he had watched his father go away, as if he could go back to the past. Bai Yan looked at his son's back, and he felt very uncomfortable. Although he never said it, she also knew that most of it was related to Mu Ran, and she blamed her for going to Mu Ran because of Lu Cheng's affairs, and said so many ugly words, Si Yan must be uncomfortable in the middle.

Bai Yan sighed and walked into the bedroom with a glass of water. In fact, she didn't know that this was a grudge of their generation, and between Lu Cheng and Lin Ziao... It's true that I can't blame these children, but.... Someone has to take the blame, isn't this Lin Ziao's shrewdness? Bai Yan chuckled, glanced at the wedding photos on the wall, turned off the lights and went to sleep.

I'm Lu Siyan, a sophomore science student at Jingde School. Before I met Mu Ran, I had always been a loner and not close to the people around me, because my father was an anti-narcotics policeman. From an early age, my mother told me how dangerous my father's profession was, and that we must not be a weakness of my father on the front line. I can't remember how many times I've moved, but I remember that every time I moved, my mother would always choose a house with a large window sill, and the moonlight at night would shine through the window on her, as if they were moving forward together. For as long as I can remember, there was always an hourglass next to me, and every time my father went out, I would turn it upside down, and when it was gone, my father's phone would call. In those days, my mother called it precipitation.

I wasn't affected by it. I don't like to talk, so it doesn't matter to me whether I have friends or not, but after I went to high school, I applied for a single table, and I read books and played ball alone, and my life was dull. Until I bumped into her. I can't describe how I felt at the time, I just think that she is different from everyone else, and now that I think about it, maybe we have the same life, we are the same people.

I couldn't help but want to get close to her, and this was the first time I opened my mouth to my mother. My mother didn't get angry, but happily asked me to bring Mu Ran to play, and I finally mustered up the courage to find her in physical education class. I'm so happy, she's the first person in my life, she's my best friend, and she's my beloved girl.

There will be many surprises every day in the days that follow, in fact, as long as there is her, I will feel very surprised every day, she is a flower that suddenly blooms in my ordinary life, is a ripple on the calm water, I thought we could go on like this forever, I want to wait until the day of graduation, and walk hand in hand with her into the university gate. But I'm still late.

I didn't realize that something was wrong until the day she was splashed with water, and I was also jealous of her and Gu Shaoqing's affairs, but before I could think about it so much, the people around her had accidents one after another. Lin Yun's matter was in an uproar, and Lin Ziao also found me in private, so I knew a little bit about Liang Chaodui. I didn't want Mu Ran to worry, so I didn't tell her anything. I think that as long as Lin Ziao handles it properly, the matter will end soon.

never thought that Lin Ziao was casting a long line to catch big fish. But what if I understand it now? At the beginning, he was led by the nose, and he only felt that finding the murderer was the most important thing on his head, but he did not expect that he would not hesitate to use us and even his niece to complete his "revenge plan". He knew early on that Liang Chaodui had done it, and the people he secretly sent to spy on Jian Fan had already had conclusive evidence, but he allowed them to go astray, and watched Liang Chaodui take drugs and enter the Dao, and let her successfully hurt Lin Wan. In the diary left by my father, I roughly recorded the whole process of the incident, and the whole story was connected by Liang, Wan, Slow, and simple code names, which suffocated me when I saw it. At the end of the diary, there is a passage from my father.

"All along, I have been living in the shadow of Yin Yin's death, I still remember Yin Yin's eyes when she was taken out by Lin Ziao, maybe she also knew that she would never come back, there are two things I regret the most in my life, one is to help Lin Ziao kill Shen Yi, and the other is to fail to prevent Yin Yin's death... I don't want to be so wrong anymore, now that he already knows about it, then all I can do is protect these children, and I don't want to regret it anymore. ”

By the time I calmed down to read my father's diary, it was already a few days before Mu Ran's birthday. Thinking of Mu Ran's desperate eyes at that time, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't help myself, I didn't even hear her say a word and directly denied her, why did I forget that she was such a rational person, every decision she made must be reasonable, I only thought that she would do anything for Liang Chaodui, but I didn't dare to estimate my position in her heart. I cried for a long time holding my father's diary, and my mother rushed in in fright, but she didn't speak when she looked at the diary in my hand. She sat quietly next to me until I asked her.

"You know all about it, don't you? It's not Liang Chaodu's fault at all, why did you say something like that to Mu Ran? ”

"If I don't say it, Lin Ziao must know that we are suspicious of your father's death, your father once told me that it is impossible to bring him down with our current ability, he just wants to protect these children... Now I can only direct the spearhead to Liang Chaodui, so that Lin Ziao can dispel his suspicions about us, and you can not be controlled by him. ”

Lu Siyan was silent, back then he was afraid that Liang Chaowan would lose control and stay away from Mu Ran, most of the time it was also due to Lin Ziao, he was very good at psychological warfare, they were like his pawns, every step was according to his route, but how could he bear it, and he couldn't bear to let a group of people accompany him to bury! Bai Yan patted Siyan on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Child, there will always be many sacrifices on this road, you think this is innocent, this should not be, but sometimes, in order to achieve the goal, this is what we must do." ”

"Must?" Lu Siyan chuckled lightly and gently touched the cover of the diary, "If he is really open-minded, he will not cover up for the previous things again and again, it can be said that a lie has to be made up with thousands of lies, and it is him." ”

"No matter what, we can't do anything now, Mu Ran's thing is that his mother is impulsive, presumably that child is not ignorant, you can explain it well."

Lu Siyan shook his head and looked at the clay figure on the desk. She doesn't know anything yet, so that's fine.... This kind of thing shouldn't bother her, not to mention that this is his family matter, he is no longer sure that Mu Ran will be willing to stand by his side again, and now the best ending is to no longer appear in front of her, and his most important thing now is revenge.