Chapter 80: Not a Saint

Xiang Jin seems to be the backbone in Zhao Ziyi's body, her words and deeds that are beyond ordinary people are like pulsations again and again, constantly encouraging his rebellious heart.

Zhao Ziyi actually yearns for Xiang Jin's unrestrained world in his heart, but he can't be so presumptuous.

He lost his parents when he was very young, and the emperor and the queen mother have always taken care of him, so he also regards the emperor as his father.

Even if he was suspected of doing those things, and the emperor sent someone to keep an eye on him, he didn't have any complaints, he thought it was a strict way for a father to restrain his children.

Zhao Ziyi will pretend to be cowardly and incompetent, just to cover up what he has done and make the emperor no longer suspect him, because he doesn't want to disgrace the royal family and disappoint the person he regards as his "father".

As a prince, he must keep in mind his identity and can't do those behaviors that don't conform to his identity according to his preferences, so he packed up his uninhibited heart and obediently became a peaceful prince.

Zhao Ziyi worked hard to suppress his heart, and under the emperor's nose, he successfully became an idle prince who reassured the emperor, but he had already been suffocated by this cage-like life.

Zhao Ziyi didn't know how long he could last, and just when he was desperate for this boring dark life, Xiang Jin appeared.

She seemed to be like a strong ray of sunlight shining on him, letting him know that he was still conscious.

Xiang Jin's unexpected actions can always easily provoke his indifferent heart, because she is angry, because she is happy, because all the feelings she produces have become an important part of his life, so he will be inexplicably close to Xiang Jin, and step by step into it.

Zhao Ziyi knew that she had completely fallen in love with this alternative girl!

He didn't deliberately restrain his emotions, because she was his wife, and it was a matter of course that he liked his wife.

Every time he saw her, he couldn't help but want to pull her into his arms and kiss Xiangze.

But in the recent period of getting along, Zhao Ziyi found that Xiang Jin could hook up with him during the day and be intimate, but at night, she made herself like a hedgehog and didn't let him get close.

As far as Zhao Ziyi's understanding of Xiang Jin is concerned, he knows that she is not a woman with a city government, so it is impossible for her to behave like this.

He believes that the reason why Xiang Jin is like this is directly related to her long-term living in the barracks.

During the day, she always sees herself as a man, so she will not defend him, but at night they are in the same room, and she has to face the relationship between husband and wife, so she will avoid him.

Perhaps it was because she had heard those rough soldiers talk about men and women without any words, and she was afraid of it, so she was especially afraid.

Zhao Ziyi was quite annoyed by this.

But there will always be a solution to things, he is a man, Xiang Jin is his wife, if he really wants to, she has no reason to refuse.

Even if he uses force, Xiang Jin is not his opponent, so the initiative is still in his hands.

Zhao Ziyi cherishes Xiang Jin very much, so he doesn't want to hurt her by forcing Xiang Jin, he hopes to be able to guide her slowly and make her accept him sincerely.

But Zhao Ziyi is not a saint after all, but he can't touch the woman he likes every day, which is quite cruel to him.

So he had to suppress his emotions and deliberately avoid her, and he could only wait for her to fall asleep before coming back every day and secretly looking at her lovely sleeping face.

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