Chapter 41: The Misplaced Daughter (6)
"Why does everyone like her?"
Yin Miaomiao has occupied her fifteen years of life.
But now, it is himself who is excluded, and even for the sake of this "impostor", even if he is recovered, his true life experience cannot be made public.
was also targeted by the "imposter" and his brother everywhere.
Knowing today, she might as well not be found, even if she was a frog at the bottom of a well, but without a strong contrast, she would not be so painful.
"Sister—"
Yin Cai paused, patted Yin Shu's back, and said in a somewhat helpless tone: "In the end, it's not her fault that she is liked by others." ”
It's not about speaking for the dramatists.
It's a fact.
People's hearts are partial, impartiality is a minority, relatives are estranged and close are the majority, even the palms and backs of the hands are thin and thick, not to mention Yin Miaomiao.
The family has four children.
There are only two parents.
Pan Man loves his son, Yin Jianbang spoils his youngest daughter, Yin Cai fortunately has his grandmother's support, and Yin Shu has become the saddest one, helpless and unstable when targeted.
But no matter which child.
In the family, like goods, they are chosen, and the only people who have the right to choose are their parents.
The so-called competition for favor.
It is to give up the right to life and death to others, treat yourself as an object, and put on layers of exquisite skins such as "cute", "lively", "good at dancing", "can play the piano", etc., and look forward to those who have the right to choose to take a look.
But.
"It's good that Miao Miao can sing and dance, but you have strong learning ability and excellent grades, so why do you have to put on a layer of skin that is not suitable for you, and you will only be indecent."
"Because Mom and Dad like it."
Yin Shu answered neatly, and there was even paranoia in his eyes, the more things he lacked since childhood, the stronger the desire to get it.
This is especially true of parental love.
Even if she realized her changes, it would only be regarded as a willing price, she clenched her fists, and suddenly turned her head and said: "What about my sister, didn't you be targeted when you were a child, at that time, you should be similar to me now, right?" ”
"Hmm."
Yin Cai nodded and affirmed, "Almost." ”
Her clone also grew up according to a normal growth trajectory, and in childhood, of course, she couldn't avoid competing for favor with her younger siblings.
The result.
No matter how obedient and sensible you are, no matter how decent your manners are, or how good your grades are, at most you can only attract the attention of your parents for a short time, and then as a bystander, you can watch your parents take your younger siblings and enjoy the family of four.
Of course.
What could have given her a little psychological balance at that time was that.
Yin Yixing and Yin Miaomiao are lively and likable, but as long as they stand on the side, even if they don't speak silently, grandma's eyes always revolve around her with love.
So she quickly realized.
From start to finish, it's a competitive game with no fairness at all.
Favored, fearless, not favored, no matter how much you do, it's just like a clown, such a bad game, what's there to play?
"Then let's join forces."
Yin Shu had anticipation in his eyes.
She was like a crappy lobbyist, after seeing that Yin Cai didn't react, her panicked expression flashed, and she barely sorted it out, pretending to be full of confidence.
Draw a big pie: "You see, the two of us are sisters, and we have common enemies, don't you want to avenge what happened when you were a child and take back your mother's attention?" ”
"It's so naïve."
Yin Cai twitched the corners of her mouth.
It's like a five-year-old kid's words.
See her react like this.
Yin Shu couldn't help but be a little anxious, and then seemed to react to something, the expression on his face was a little lonely, and he hung his head and said: "Also, you have grandma to protect you, how can you be the same as me." ”
Muttered.
She stood up.
The attitude suddenly became repulsive, and he took the score in his hand and left a sentence: "Just when I didn't say anything." He walked briskly back to his room.
Sure enough, it was too late.
is a good daughter of luck, how can the road go further and further, and what she says is the same as the vicious female partner in the third-rate script.
During the winter holidays.
The following days were much the same as the first day.
As the male host, Yin Jianbang goes out early and returns late every day, often not returning home, sometimes in the company, sometimes in other women, even if Pan Man is angry, he is helpless, and he doesn't dare to say it in the open.
As long as you don't mess with the kids.
Yin Shu learned to lose weight, change his hair style, change his clothes, and strive to change his introverted and quiet personality, trying to be a lively and ingenious daughter.
It's like—
Yin Miaomiao No. 2.
But one is born, the other is an acquired imitation, and it has not been imitated for a long time, how can it be compared to the former, not to mention that there is Yin Yixing making trouble next to him.
It is not an exaggeration to say that it is Dong Shi Xiaofeng.
In this case, Yin Shu became more and more courageous, as if he had regarded Yin Miaomiao as an enemy for life.
Occasionally, when Yin Yixing and Yin Miaomiao teamed up to do too much, Yin Cai would come out to help, but most of the time, he was like an outsider in this family, watching coldly.
Again.
Yin Shu studied hard and got excellent results, under Yin Miaomiao's coquettish idiot, she got less than a minute of attention, she pinched the full score test paper and sat on the side of the sofa.
The other side.
It was Yin Yixing who squeaked Yin Miaomiao, Yin Jianbang protected his little daughter, Pan Man smiled comfortably, and separated the two as if they were playful.
Less than two meters away.
She looked at the family of four, as if she had returned to the time when she was in the orphanage, looking at the lights of thousands of homes from afar, there was no place for her to stay, and the loneliness at this time was more profound than ever.
The rolls were crumpled up and thrown into the trash.
Yin Shu stood up in despair, no one noticed her leaving, she was like a ghost, she forgot how to open the door, and floated into the house.
As soon as I sat down.
The door was opened again.
Yin Cai came in with the test paper, carefully and slowly flattened it, looked at it for a while, and said: "It's not easy to get a full score for this paper, just throw it away, and keep it as a souvenir." ”
She glanced at it.
Lying back weakly, looking at the ceiling, he said with lost eyes: "What's the use of doing well in the exam, it's not as good as the attention that people will get from being coquettish." ”
"Tut-tut, the hypocrisy of the academic tyrant."
Yin Cai put the test paper away for her.
"I mean really, I'd rather get a zero score on my own exam, and I want my parents to pay more attention to me, sister, aren't you also from this stage, why don't you understand me?"
Yin Shu felt unprecedentedly tired.
In the past, she studied hard and worked hard to get a perfect score, at least the results were visible, but now, she is like a fool who desperately runs to the finish line, thinking that when she wins.
only to find that Yin Miaomiao didn't run at all, and they were at the end.
All the efforts are meaningless, in this case, why are you still so tired?
"My poor sister."
Yin Cai sat on the edge of the bed, shook her head with pity, and suddenly said: "If you really want your parents to pay more attention to you, I have a way, but I'm afraid you won't use it." ”