Chapter 265: You Are Not Allowed to Think About It

"Young Master, it's really not like I'm speaking for the second master, you must know that no matter who encounters this kind of thing, there shouldn't be a way to bear it, right? Besides, if the eldest young master thinks about it empathically, if the second master's mother directly uses money to buy the eldest young master, then what is the mood of the eldest young master? ”

You have to know that you have never thought about it this way, but now that you hear the private doctor say this, Zhan Yi really understands how uncomfortable this taste is.

"But even if what you say makes sense, he shouldn't choose to give up so easily, and I still know about this matter through others, he didn't tell me at all, which can also prove that no matter what happens, what he wants is not to let me face it with him, but choose to bear it himself, which is not correct, does it mean that I am not worthy of his trust at all?"

"Young Master, don't think so, maybe it's because the second master cares about you too much, so he doesn't want you to face this kind of thing together, and no one is sure whether the parents of the eldest young master will oppose the matter between you to the end, if that's the case, then I think it's not surprising that the second master chose to give up his relationship with the eldest young master like this!"

Zhan Yi frowned, "Isn't it strange that you actually said that he gave up the relationship between us?" Do you think I did it wrong? Right? You know, I'm also a victim, how can I be held accountable now? ”

"The eldest young master's things are not like this, the second master definitely doesn't want to believe you! Like I said, he just cherishes you so much that he can't bear to watch you suffer with him! Think about it yourself, even if the second master is with you, but neither of you can get the blessing of the adult, maybe the eldest young master doesn't think there is anything about this matter, but it has become very important for the second master, maybe he will think, after all, it is he who harmed other people's sons There is no way to marry a wife and have children, you must know that this is a very important thing for parents, maybe the second master really hopes that the eldest young master can return to ordinary life, because this road is too difficult to walk, and as far as I know, The second master and the eldest young master have not been together for a long time, in fact, I can especially understand that the second master made such a decision, he just doesn't want to delay the eldest young master, and he doesn't want the eldest young master to get into trouble with his parents to the point of stiffness! ”

"Enough! You must know that all this is your assumption, maybe he doesn't think so at all, and it has reached this point, the facts are already in front of you, you don't want to say good things for him anymore, anyway, it is impossible for me to talk to him now, and if he really wants me to return to that ordinary life, find a woman who can really marry a wife and have children, then why don't I just fulfill him? ”

"But young master, you can't make such a choice with your own happiness, you must know that this is your own business, and you have to be with each other for a lifetime, can you really do it?"

"What's not to be able to do? Anyway, as long as it's not him by my side, it doesn't matter who I'm with! ”

"So since the eldest young master still cares about the second master so much, he shouldn't choose to give up so easily, and even if the second master doesn't have confidence now, then the eldest young master is more determined to give the second master confidence!"

"How can you tell I still care? I'm telling you, I don't care about him at all now, how about him not caring about me? Why should I care about him? And don't you say anything more, because no matter what you say about it? I've made up my mind, and I've made up my mind! There's no way I'm going to be with him again, it's over between us! ”

"Young Master, maybe you can fool me, and you can fool the people around you, but you know best, the only thing you can't fool is your own heart! Because you yourself have said that there is no place for anyone else in your heart except for the second master! If at this time, the eldest young master chooses to be with that Yuzhen girl, it will be very unfair to the Yuzhen girl! If one day Miss Yuzhen knows that the person the eldest young master likes is not him, but he chooses to marry her, or have a child with her, this will be a great harm to a girl's family! ”

In fact, Zhan Yi also understands the truth in this matter, you must know that what the private doctor said is not wrong at all, but now he really has no other choice.

"So what do you think I'm going to do? I can't choose what I want right now, so why don't I just do what my parents want? At least it can be perfected, isn't it? ”

"But don't you think that if you really make this choice, the price you pay will be too great? And I've always felt that the second master's heart is all about you, in fact, I can especially understand the second master's thoughts, he is very insecure, if the eldest young master can give the second master enough security at this time, I believe that the second master will definitely be brave, and will work hard to defend his happiness! ”

"What are you kidding? You know, he's just a kid now, and he's already backed down just because of such a small difficulty, and I can expect him to work hard for our happiness? ”

"So look at the eldest young master, you always say that the second master doesn't want to believe you, but don't you have the same choice to believe the second master? You must know that there is really too little communication between the two of you now, and although you both think as if your own decisions are for the good of the other party, you have become the one who hurts the other person the most! ”

Zhan Yi sighed, "But like I said, I have already made up my mind and made a decision on this matter, so it is impossible to change it at all!" You say I don't have faith, and I admit it, but he doesn't give me any faith, so what can you do for me? ”

"That's why I said that the eldest young master and the second master need to communicate well! And after this incident, I firmly believe that the second master really likes the eldest young master too much, you must know that not any boy is willing to pay attention to the other party when he suffers this kind of thing, but the second master keeps calling the name of the eldest young master even if he is uncomfortable, isn't this enough to prove the status of the eldest young master in the second master's mind? ”

Not to mention the words of the private doctor, it is indeed something that moved Zhanyi.

You must know that you have always thought that as long as the second cake comes to your senses, not to mention a big quarrel with yourself, it is likely that you will never pay attention to yourself again, but what makes you unexpected, the other party not only does not ignore you, but also wants to keep yourself.

"Didn't I say something wrong then? You must know that I am the person who most hopes that you can be with the second master, because you are the best when you are around each other, I have never seen the eldest young master treat a person so gently, nor have I seen the second master can get along with the eldest young master so guardlessly, if the two of you go your separate ways from now on because of some misunderstandings, then this matter is really a pity and a pity! ”

"Dr. Zhang, thank you for telling me so much! Wait until he wakes up! When he wakes up, I will communicate with him as you say, I don't want to leave regrets for myself, I am willing to work hard again for the relationship between me and him! ”

Hearing this, the private doctor nodded with a relieved face, "It's really good that the eldest young master can change his mind!" If the second master knows such news, he will be very happy! ”

Zhan Yi canceled it without hesitation, and went to Yuzhen's side today, of course, he didn't yell at his parents on the phone.

"Young Master, is it really okay with the old man's wife?"

"When he's completely fine, I'll explain it to my parents!" Zhanyi responded.

Erbai didn't wake up all night, but he really slept well, the reason was that he always felt that his body was warm, and when he opened his eyes, he found that he was actually lying in Zhanyi's arms.

You must know that there is really no way to make this kind of scene, so that you don't misunderstand, because you have recalled that Zhanyi had completely abandoned herself yesterday and left without hesitation, so how can this kind of scene happen now? The only thing that can explain is that he is dreaming now, but the situation in the dream is so real that he can even feel the temperature of the other party.

Erwan even slowed down his breathing, let alone his body, because he was afraid that he would wake up as long as he moved a little, and then everything in his dreams would not belong to him.

Feeling the temperature from the other party like this, you have to know that you haven't been hugged by the other party for a long time, but now this feeling is really too real, and the two cakes can't help but be so shy that they blush.

Until Zhanyi woke up, he also sighed, but he didn't expect the two of them to sleep well in a hospital bed.

I tried to move gently, but I also wanted to make sure that the child was awake.

Erbi actually began to talk to himself, "I didn't expect this dream to be too real, but I can feel the temperature of the other party, and now I can even feel the other party's movements, how good it would be if I could keep doing this~ Simply never wake up, so that you can be with the person you like forever!" ”

Hearing this child say this, Zhanyi's heart was also very soft, you must know that maybe only at this time can you hear this child say some truthful words, right?

"So who's the one you like?" Zhan Yi asked in a low voice.

Erbi really didn't hesitate at all, "Of course it's you!" Know that I haven't liked anyone but you! But you don't want me anymore! But no matter what, I will choose to forgive you! Who told me to really love you so much? ”

In fact, the reason why Erbai said this is because he really thinks that he is in a dream, so since he is in a dream, of course he will confess, and there is no need to hide it, so he said the truth.

"But I don't know who your loved one is. What's his name? ”

"What are you kidding me? Will you also test me in my dreams? Who else but you? ”

Now Zhan Yi was really happy, "If what you said is true, then why didn't you admit it before?" Do you know how hurt I was because you didn't admit it? ”

Hearing this, Er Cake also became aggrieved, "But I'm not hurt any less than you!" You must know that it is because this is a dream that I told you my true words, but if you return to reality, you still have your own life, and there will never be me in your life! ”

"Then I don't understand, I've heard you say you love me, and the person you love the most is also me, why can't you stay with me all the time?"

"Because I can't bring you happiness, because if I'm with you, it's only going to make everyone around you feel miserable! It's not something we can afford! ”

"But you didn't discuss this matter with me, and you refused to tell me the truth, why did you unilaterally confirm that I couldn't bear it? If I told you that as long as I was with you, no matter what happened or whatever I faced, I could bear it bravely, would you still agree to be with me? ”

In the face of Zhanyi's question, Er Cake also replied without hesitation, "Of course, of course I will promise you, no matter what, I will promise you, although in reality we are no longer able to be together, but at least in dreams we can really be together happily, right?" ”

Now Zhanyi is also helpless, "If I tell you that all this is not a dream, then will you choose to continue to run away from me?" And I also want to tell you that I'm not as fragile as you think! There are many things, as long as you agree, or as long as you have a little confidence in me, I can be brave enough to be by your side all the time! ”

"No kidding, I can't be so selfish, even if you're always by my side, I won't be happy! Because sooner or later what we have to carry will explode, and no matter how much we love each other, there will still be a day when we are separated, and that is what I can't bear! ”

"So you're always ready to be with me, and you can be separated from me at any time, right?"

The second biscuit did not answer this, but for Zhanyi, it was nothing more than that the other party had acquiesced.

"Why are you so defensive about me? What the hell do I have to do to really get that heart to accept me? Do you know that you don't believe that is the most painful thing for me! I am a person who can really give you happiness! But what do you have to do to believe me? ”

"Zhanyi~ Since this is a dream now, don't dwell on these unhappy things, okay? I want to tell you that I really like you, and I have never been interested in Brother Guohui, and I can really assure you of that, because if you think about it, if I really think about him, how can I possibly like you? ”

Zhanyi didn't expect that in this matter, he did misunderstand this child.

"Although you make me happy to say this, you always want to help him without hesitation, so it's really hard for me not to misunderstand!"

"Actually, I told you before, if it weren't for Brother Guohui who has been by my side to help me take care of me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be where I am now, and I wouldn't have the opportunity to meet you, in fact, I am especially grateful for my previous experiences, maybe any of them went wrong, and I wouldn't meet you!"

"Even though you say that, I can't be a little grateful to him! Besides, you're my person now, so I'm not allowed to think about that person anymore! ”

"Do you know Zhanyi? I owe Brother Guohui a lot of favors, so I really can't do anything about him! ”

"Even if what you say is true, do you think this kind of thing is fair to me? Even if you owe him a lot of favors, do you want me to pay it back all the time? ”

"I know it's too much, but you're my husband and you're so capable, you know, I've never known someone as powerful as you, so I don't have anything else to do but help me!"

Just the word husband made Zhanyi have no anger at all, "You call me again!" ”

"What?" Erbi asked.

"Who am I? What should you call me? Zhanyi asked.

You must know that since it is a dream, there is no need to care about anything, so the second cake is also completely let go, not only catching up with her husband who has been calling Zhanyi, but also holding people tightly and not letting go.

Zhan Yi felt that it would be very dangerous if he continued like this, and no matter how he said that this child was also sick now, there was no way to solve many things.

"Don't hold me so hard, okay?"

Hearing this, Erbai was aggrieved again, "Why? Don't you like me? Or do you just hate me? Or maybe I don't feel good with a woman, right? ”

"What nonsense are you talking about, you stinky kid? And who taught you this? As far as I know, you've never been in contact with a woman, so how do you know what it feels like or something? ”

"Anyway, I'm a man? So it's not surprising to be a little curious about this kind of thing, right? Besides, now that the Internet is so developed, it's very simple to know about it! ”

Obviously, Zhanyi was very dissatisfied with this child's answer, "What do you know about this kind of thing?" Don't you have any ideas that you can't come up with? I can tell you that you are alone with me at all times, and you completely dispel this idea from me, do you hear? ”

"I just understood, but I didn't take action, why are you so worried? Besides, I can't always be a simple cutie, right? ”

Zhanyi, who had finally calmed down his anger, began to get angry again because of the child's words, "In my eyes, you will always be a simple cutie, so I don't allow you to learn anything about women, have you heard?" ”