Chapter 47: Disputes
Under the light, a pair of autumn eyes were like water, but the gaze was not on Qi Lu's body, she bit her lip and said, "It's all come to this realm, do you still maintain her?" ”
"No, I just don't believe the master would do such a thing." Qi Lu's voice was as fragile as a helpless child.
"Are you suspicious of me?" Yu Yu was stunned, got out of bed gently, hugged Qi Lu from behind, and leaned her head softly on his back. Her delicate body was so warm and fragrant with nephrite that it made Qi Lu suddenly feel pain somewhere in the soft place in his chest.
He gently shook his wife's hand and said, "You're misunderstanding, I didn't mean that." I'm really in turmoil right now...... "As he spoke, some dark memories unconsciously sprung up in his mind.
"Disaster in disguise, this kid will be killed by his wife sooner or later."
"Demonic, I already saw that she was a harmful thing."
"She is an outlier of our god race, and she should be expelled from the immortal class!"
......
The discordant murmur pierced his heart like a needle, and Qi Lu stood in place in a daze, trying not to think about these things that disturbed his mind. He bowed his head gloomily, desolate and unsure of how to resolve it.
The voice of the concubine sounded faintly in his ears: "Don't you understand, our Protoss has fallen, and that fire is the touchstone. It illuminates the hypocrisy, selfishness, and vanity of the Protoss. Is such a race still worth defending? ”
"Don't forget, you're also a member of the Protoss." For a while, Qi Lu had too many words, and he couldn't speak after all.
"That's true, but I hate my origins, and I'd rather cut it off if I could."
"But it's a fact, and we can never change it." Qi Lu suddenly felt that he was so helpless.
"After so many years, you have suffered so much, and you still don't want to change? I know that you have been maintaining, and even hoping for, the Protoss to its former glory. ”
"It's not like that, I just hope that all beings in the world can have a place, and there is neither a god who looks down on all beings, nor a person whose life is like an ant."
"Huh." The corners of her mouth hooked up a smile that was more ugly than crying. "You have been poisoned by Hou Yi too deeply! He has been permanently nailed to the pillar of shame of the Protoss because of his unrealistic fantasies, do you still want to follow in his footsteps? ”
"No!" As soon as he heard his wife mention the name of that best friend, Qi Lu's heart could no longer be calm, and those sad past events came like a tide.
Qi Lu will never forget that moment, it was he who blocked the fatal blow of the God of Chaos for himself. This man did not fall down when he died, but stood on the earth like a mountain......
"Forget all the unpleasant things, from now on, we wander the world, laughing at the changes in the world of the white clouds and dogs, isn't that good?"
Hearing these gentle words, Qi Lu's heart also softened, and he felt his wife's tears quietly slipping, dripping on his back shoulders and melting into his body.
He never wanted to be like this, and took care of the person he cherished the most all his life. It's like you've never been hurt and you're never going to die. But has the hope that been held on for so many years crumpled into a ball of waste paper and thrown into the garbage heap?
If he could do it all over again, maybe he would choose such a comfortable life, but is there a way back now? Qi Lu was hesitating and at a loss.
Fei Zhen seemed to have sensed her husband's thoughts, and her hand had been released from Qi Lu's body. Qi Lu trembled again, and turned his head to look at his wife affectionately. Seeing her eyelashes flickering and closing, another string of tears flowed down.
Qi Lu's heart was like a knife, and he was about to rush up and hold her in his arms, when he saw Yu Yu's eyes resolutely open, and said word by word: "What you are looking for is just a vain fantasy, but I am real!" ”
Is it really what his wife said that is just a dream that cannot be realized after a lifetime, Qi Lu was stunned, and his heart began to waver. In a trance, I heard my wife say again: "Compared with the noble god race, human beings are a race that cannot be trusted!" They are only copies of gods, who will never have great power, but who are better at destruction than gods, and who have the ambition to plunder everything! ”
Qi Lu was stunned again, and looked at his wife in some surprise. I thought of her when I first met, the kind woman who would cry sadly when she saw the withered peach blossoms.
The camera was switching silently, and he recalled that he accidentally pinched a butterfly to death when he returned from the expedition, and she blamed him for a long time, and finally used Kunlun's forbidden spell to resurrect the poor butterfly, which made her smile.
Fei Zhen didn't notice the fluctuations in Qi Lu's heart in time, her eyes suddenly appeared cold, and she said in a low voice: "How many times, I have stood on the top of Kunlun and looked down on the world. War, deception, and destruction are forever cyclical through their history. Human beings never face up to the inferiority of their own bodies, but they complain that the gods do not help. The selfish desires of their hearts that are filled with dissatisfaction can never be satisfied. ”
"I admit that human beings have many shortcomings, but don't forget, they also have shining places." Qi Lu retorted to his wife in a low voice.
"I'll admit that there are some lovely places for humans, but the gods let them repeat their stupid behavior, which is a wrong decision of the gods, and it is better to intervene sooner rather than later to stop this wrong cycle."
"Have you forgotten that it is God's duty to maintain the balance of the Three Realms, not to destroy it. If you take your resentment out of people, what is the difference between this and demons? Qi Lu's voice was a little angry.
"Demon ......" A trace of resentment and resentment flashed between her eyebrows, and she shook her head and sneered: "In my eyes, demons are not as hypocritical and cruel as humans. ”
"Enough! Let's stop fighting, shall we? Qi Lu finally couldn't control his emotions and shouted, he walked quickly to the hanger and put his coat on his body.
"You...... Where to go? She asked in a trembling voice, realizing the gravity of the situation.
"You rest early, I'll go for a walk." After speaking, he resolutely opened the door, and an inexplicable chill hit his face.
There was a sobbing sound behind him, but Qi Lu didn't dare to look back, he walked out of the Kunlun office in a state of confusion.
Looking at his departing back, she couldn't help but feel sour, and her heart was mixed for a while, not knowing whether it was sad or happy.
The night wind blew, and Qi Lu walked in the cold long street with blank eyes, and almost crashed into an oncoming car.
"You kid is looking for death!" The driver stuck his head out of the window, cursed at him, and walked away.
Qi Lu, who was upset, couldn't help but be angry when he heard this scolding, he kicked up a can on the ground that was discarded by passers-by, and saw that it drew a broken arc in the air, but after all, it landed behind the speeding car and did not hit the target, and the long street returned to silence.
I have always fantasized that my beloved is not dead, and I look forward to a certain day in a certain year and a certain month, and I can meet again in the vast sea of people. But when the dream became a reality, Qi Lu didn't expect the first day to end in such a way.
Qi Lu's heart suddenly regretted it, maybe it wouldn't be like this if he accommodated her a little, right? He looked up blankly and saw the bright moon in the sky, so bright and gentle.
If the sky was full of dark clouds and the rain kept falling, maybe my heart would be a little better, right? Qi Lu's mind suddenly went blank, and his figure and the night slowly dissolved into one.
All the senses of the sad person were dull, and Qi Lu didn't notice that behind him, there was always a butterfly following him, and its wings were emitting a little phosphorescence in the dark.
Dawn finally drove away the night, and Lao Wu rolled over and slowly got up from the bed, his eyes still closed, as if he had not woken up from his sleep.
When he opened his sleepy eyes, he found an extremely tired person sitting on the chair next to the bed, and he was startled, and when he wanted to arrest him as a thief on the spot, he saw that he was Qi Lu.
"Hey, I said that your level of stealing teachers is getting higher and higher, and I didn't even notice when I broke the door in."
Qi Lu slowly turned his head to look at him, lit a cigarette and smoked silently.
"You kid, don't give me a cigarette!" As soon as he finished speaking, Lao Wu felt that something was wrong, because he had seen Qi Lu's withered yellow face and red eyes.
"Didn't sleep last night?" Lao Wu couldn't help but ask with concern.
"Yes." These two words Qi Lu seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth.
"What the hell are you doing!" Lao Wu suddenly became angry and began to teach Qi Lu a lesson, "It is said that Xiao Bie is newlywed, both of you have experienced life and death parting, and you don't know how to cherish it and engage in machismo, leaving your wife aside and running to peep at me sleeping!" You're so bored! ”
"It's not what you say."
Lao Wu suddenly laughed, "Wouldn't it be that Xiao Yu is so good at kung fu that you can't resist it in bed and run away?" ”
"No kidding, okay?" Qi Lutou lowered his head even lower.
"It looks like there was a quarrel, can you tell me what the situation is?" Lao Wu got dressed and sat down beside Qi Lu, snatched his unfinished cigarette and snuffed it out in the ashtray.
Qi Lu sighed lightly and briefly told Lao Wu about the dispute between him and Yu Zhen last night.
"That's right." Lao Wu's fingers flicked the armrest of the wooden chair and fell into deep thought. After a moment, he stood up and took a towel to Qi Lu.
"Let's go wash our faces, let's go out for breakfast, and then go back to the Kunlun office."
"Is it appropriate to go back at this time?" Qi Lu hesitated a little.
"What a silly boy. Xiaoyu is not the kind of woman with a small belly and chicken intestines, and it will be fine to admit her mistake and coax her when she goes back. Husbands and wives have overnight feuds, they are all bedside fights and bed-ends, and fairies are no exception. ”
"...... like this"
"What are you hesitating about, I think you've lived alone for too long and your brain is confused! Wait a little longer, and when I go back, I'm going to tell you all about your usual flirtatious girls! ”
"Hey, don't add fuel to the fire." Qi Lu suddenly panicked.
"Then why don't you go wash your face quickly, what are you doing in a daze!" Lao Wu laughed again, as if he had already foreseen Qi Lu's choice.