34. Slowly reminisce, slowly aging.
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That day, in Xinyun's dormitory.
I looked at Xinyun quietly, watched her hold a knife, found a Wahaha mineral water bottle, and then, cut off a small section at the mouth of the bottle cap, and after the water came back, I took apart the plastic paper of the flowers, took it out one by one, and inserted it in the bottle.
I watched Xinyun's slow movements, her attentive appearance, as if the flower was her beloved gift.
Xinyun treats flowers so gently, full of tenderness to my heart.
After I waited for Xinyun to arrange the flowers, I asked, "Xinyun, can this flower be planted alive?" ”
Xinyun held the vase, kissed the flowers, then turned her head sideways, looked at me and said, "I don't know, if you can't plant it, I will also raise it, because it was Minmin who gave it to you." ”
When I heard Xinyun say this, my heart was full of happiness.
I got up and walked over to Xinyun's side, my hands around her behind her back.
I lowered my head, leaned on Xinyun's head, and said slowly, "Xinyun... If you like flowers... From now on, I will give it to you every year. It doesn't matter, it's your birthday, or Valentine's Day. I'm going to send you for the rest of my life, to... We have gray hair and gray temples. ”
Xinyun leaned against my chest and looked up at me with a warm smile on her face.
Xinyun put down the vase, folded her hands on mine, shook her shoulders lightly and said, "Minmin, with you, I think you are quite romantic." ”
I shook gently with Xinyun and said, "Xinyun, romance is also because of you." Actually, I'm quite monotonous, you look at me, the clothes are always black and white. ”
Xinyun said with a smile: "Minmin, since I saw you, you have been dressed in black and white, and you have not changed, people don't know, and they think you don't change your clothes." ”
I looked down at Xinyun and said, "Xinyun, don't you think black and white are good?" It's either black or white, it's simple, plain, and comfortable. ”
Xinyun said: "Well, it's simple, ordinary is life. Minmin, I like to be with you like to be together like this. ”
When I heard Xinyun say this, I said, "Xinyun, don't you like vigorous love?" ”
Xinyun said softly: "Vigorous love? Is it like the little swallow in "Huanzhu Gege" written by Qiong Yao? Many people will like vigorous love, but where can love be vigorous for a lifetime, only simple and plain is true, too vigorous, I'm afraid we can't afford to quarrel. ”
I heard Xinyun say this, and I also said, "Got it, Xinyun." Whether it's vigorous or bland, I just want to be with you, Xinyun. ”
Xinyun said: "Minmin, I just want to be with you well, nothing else matters." ”
I looked a little downcast, so I said, "Xinyun, let's not talk about this, let's just do it, it's good to say this, it's all about ruining the atmosphere." Xinyun, now there is no one else in the dormitory except us. ”
Xinyun looked at me and said, "Huh? Minmin, what do you want to do? ”
I looked at Xinyun and said, "What do you say, Xinyun." ”
Xinyun said: "Don't guess, don't guess, I don't guess, I'm going to sleep..."
I hugged Xinyun and teased her and said, "Okay, let's sleep together..."
Xinyun shook her head and said, "No, if the two of us sleep on the top bunk, what if the bed collapses later?" ”
I thought Xinyun would say that her bed was too small, but I didn't expect that I was very happy to hear Xinyun say that.
Because, this means that Xinyun is not rejecting me.
I smiled and said, "Where will it collapse, the two of us add up to about 200 catties at most." ”
Xinyun looked at me and said, "Minmin, you want to do bad things again, don't you?" No, when the dormitory people come back, we're going to get into the cracks. ”
I continued to tease Xinyun and said, "We can lock the door inside, and if they come back, just tell them that there is no one in the dormitory, and we are not there." ”
Xinyun said: "Hmph, in that case, what do they think, they will definitely laugh at me in the future." ”
I laughed.
Xinyun turned around, clenched her fists with her little hands, gently slapped my chest, looked at me and said, "Hit you, Minmin, always make me happy." ”
I looked at Xinyun's cute appearance, and couldn't help but hug her and kiss her directly, lying on the mat of Xinyun's lower bunk.
Fortunately, this bunk is a vacant place, otherwise, I would be embarrassed to mess with other people's beds.
It looks like this is the empty bed that Xinyun told me, four beds, eight beds, a six-person dormitory, and the remaining one bed that has not been moved.
Xinyun turned her face sideways, looked at me and said, "Minmin..."
I looked at Xinyun and said, "Hmm..."
Xinyun said embarrassedly: "Close the door..."
I watched the crack crack in the door crack a little bit, and the next second, I went over and locked the door behind it.
Then, I pounced on Xinyun on the bed and said, "The gray wolf is coming, where is the lamb running..."
Xinyun laughed and said, "Look at my pan..."
Xinyun took a yellow SpongeBob SquarePants on the bed and patted my arm gently.
I......
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………… Later, that's it......
Today is September 10, 2020, Teacher's Day.
Are you being a teacher, or what are you doing?
I haven't heard from you at all, and I've searched desperately, but I still haven't found any news about you.
My heart, before you came, turned out to be a barren, but then you came, bringing me endless happiness.
Xinyun, many times, I want to give you everything I have, and I am willing to give you what you want.
It's just that if you don't contact again, there will be no time in the future.
And I...
Now, I understand one thing, no matter how hard I try, I can't go back to the past, and thinking about it only adds to my sadness......
…… I can't go on like this, or I'll die in my heart...
Love is not right or wrong, perseverance is a good thing, but just one party is not good, not only for me to be emotional, but also to affect Xinyun... Li Xinyun.
I just want to say, it's enough for me to love you, for the rest of my life, slowly miss, slowly reminisce, and slowly grow old.
Xinyun, you have to be good, you are well, I will be happy.
For the rest of my life, I will tell the wind about the memories you gave me.
You give me a liking, I will ......
Slowly reminiscing, slowly missing, slowly aging.
Today is Teacher's Day, September 10th. I suddenly found the group of the 062 class of Liwen High School, and the people I know still know each other, although my face has changed, but the youthful smiling face can still remind me. Come to think of me, when you think of me, you will remember me too...
I know one of the endings between me and you, that is, meeting you is my biggest gain.
And that unattainable love is that I want to grow old with you slowly.
May when you think of me, it is my smiling face, not my fierce look, because you have also said that my smile is innocent and natural, and it can make you happy.
Bye.
I love you, Li Xinyun, for a lifetime.